Whoever you are, this is my letter to you
Just a bunch of Kaistal drabbles~Sitting under this tree, reminded me of you.
I remember that day, you told me to where something blue.
But you never came,
never in my life, you are to be blame.
Looking up to the sky,
I heard you from behind.
You said, it’s time to say goodbye,
can’t help thinking now, that you were used to be mine.
Days passed, I knew I wasn’t getting any better.
I missed you terribly, and I thought of dying.
A guy came to me, ‘Miss, I was sent to give you this letter.’
I thanked the guy, and the first thing I saw was your name, on which left me crying.
Walking deeper inside the library, brings such happiness to me.
People might say, the library is gloomy but not to me.
I remember, the exact place I first saw you,
the third shelf to the left, on the floor, you had no clue.
I took a sit on the floor, I opened your letter.
‘Soojung ah, you know you can find someone better,
Just like what others been telling you,
for the first time in my life, I agree and I want what’s the best for you.’
Your letter doesn’t make sense to me,
how can someone so strong would easily say such a thing.
I read more on what you had written for me,
for the first time, I feel suffocated to be in the library.
The silence was deafening, I can’t seem to handle,
grabbing your unfinished letter, I cried as I ran towards outside.
The rain greeted me with pleasure as if I had won a battle.
Letting the rain washed away what was left for me to fight.
I smiled at my family, never in my life I thought of leaving the country,
But now, I actually feel like I wanted to, I needed to.
Away from you, away from everyone, I just wanted to be free.
I know everyone will miss me; but one thing, will you?
Stepping into the new world, new country,
starting a new life, with a new identity.
People back at home, knew me as Jung Soojung,
but now, people will know me as Krystal Jung.
Just a week after I left, I found out you were searching for me.
I wonder what’s up, but I’m not supposed to care.
You asked them, why did they even let me be?
You left me remember? This seems fair.
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