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Boa’s POV

“Nobody else wanted to suffer”

I turned around and there was Jaejoong

I smile hearing that answer.

But I didn’t have time to say anything because Jaejoong was leading me down the stairs.

“Did you forget we have practice today?”

I only sighed and smiled.         

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Heebon´s POV (BEFORE THE SCENE IN THE BACKSTAIRS)

I ran behind Jaejoong after he gave the list to teacher Jang. He was happy all the way, that seemed weird. He had talked to me in an angry way and now he was happy….

I went to my seat and then I remembered what he said.

“First…don’t call me oppa…and second…we are not partners”

WAIT!...WHAT DID THAT MEAN!?

After the first period I ran to the music class. Teacher Jang wasn’t there, but the list was stuck in the glass door of the shelf.

Kwon  Boa-Yoon Eun-Hye-Kim Jaejoong

Kim Jaejoong-Park Heebon-Yoon Eun-Hye

WHAT??......How did I ended pairing with Eun-Hye and not Jaejoong!

ARGH!......I´m so pissed!....Where is she!....where is BOA!

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Heebon´s POV

After the whole scene in the back stairs Jaejoong took Boa downstairs and I followed them without knowing where they were going.

Boa´s POV

He took me to the other music room.

The one that no one uses….

The classroom, in which I spent the worst moment of my life….

in which I lost friendship and love.

He simply sat on the bench and asked me,

“With what song do you want to start?....we will have a list and we will choose one for the project.”

But my mind was in the past.

I haven’t entered this room in four years

My tears started to flow down my cheeks and my vision was blurry.

FLASHBACK

“I´m so nervous Heebon” I said. “I don’t know if he will accept my song…. …if he will accept my heart.”

“Boa relax….you are a great singer and you have practiced this song so hard…I know you will be amazing!”

“Thanks Heebon!...but I am still a little nervous…OMG! HE IS HERE!!!” I almost fainted.

“Boa …are you ok?...Relax…if you want, I will play another song before you so you can be more confident.”

I smiled. “Thanks Heebon…you are a great friend!” Heebon was always there supporting me.

He sat in the chair near the piano.

He smiled at both of us.

Heebon greeted him and sat in the bench and started playing.

I was smiling with my head down……Until I heard a familiar melody.

It was the song…..my song….

The song that I had practice so hard,

The song that Heebon watched me and helped me practice….the song with which I would confess all my feelings to him…to Siwon.

“Heebon…” I said in a low voice.

Heebon stop. HEEBON STOP!.....I couldn’t talk….my words were trapped in my throat.

I looked at Siwon….he was smiling at her.

My tears were falling and I was barely breathing.

When she finished playing she said,

“That song was for you oppa”

He said “I like it, thanks”

He hugged her and kissed her cheek.

I couldn’t take it anymore….I ran away like there was no tomorrow.

END OF FLASHBACK

Because of that….I hadn’t been able to sing or play in front of other people…I became so afraid….

And Heebon….stopped being my friend…if you could call her that….

In that moment I thought she disappeared from my life….because she changed schools. But last year she appeared again…to make my life like hell….

Tears were falling and my sobs were more audible now.

Jaejoong’s POV

I sat in the piano bench…I asked Boa about the music project.

I was waiting for her answer.

But when I looked back she was covered in tears…..

What happened??

She was looking at the piano…..her eyes, her face….I could see the sadness…..

What was hurting her so much?......Piano….music……

But she loves music……

After looking at her…..my heart understood.

Music had been used to hurt her…I finally concluded.

She was the same as me…after what happened…I could barely play any instrument…

Luckily I found Yunho….my best friend….he helped me express my sadness in music…and continue living….

But I am not fully recovered….so I just keep trying to leave the past….that is why I need Boa.

But now I must help her…..I know how she feels

“Boa”….I stood up and walked to her. But she was not there anymore….

Where did she go??....I lost her while I was thinking.

Suddenly someone hugged me.

I turned around …Boa?.......

NO!......Heebon!

I pushed her.

“What?” I asked Heebon with an annoyed tone.

“Why I am not your partner?!” she shouted.

“Because I chose Boa”

“But I am better than her” she said with a “y” pose.

“But I want BOA to be my partner”

“But I like you and you will be mine” she said firmly and left the room.

Aish!...it is not the time to think about that….where is Boa???
 

Boa’s POV

I can’t do it… no …no……I can’t sing anymore……

I was running like crazy through the school hallways….

I run to the back stairs….

He was still there…….

CHANGMIN!......

I ran towards him and hugged him…I hugged him so hard that I could feel he was struggling to breath….but he didn’t care and hugged me too.

“Boa”….he said while fixing my messy hair. “I am here for you… just let it all out.”

He was the only one that had seen me cry like this.

What would I do without him……

NO ONE POV

Jaejoong looked for Boa….and ended in the back stairs….

Changmin was hugging Boa….he seemed really close to her….so he decided to ask him about her…he really wanted to help her…..

It was not  for his benefit anymore….for his own desire to have a music partner that he could ordain and use…like he was used before…..

He felt bad because he had tried to use her, to heal his own wounds….when she was also hurt.

End of POV