WASURENAIDE
The Melody of a Possibility
(DBSK –Wasurenaidehttp://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wmyDxekA8dM)
Jae´s POV
I walked to my first class of the day and sat on my desk.
The sky was gloomy and it was a cold day.
Looking through the window was my new hobby…
It was something Boa always did and since I started doing it I found it really interesting….
“Good Morning class…..Today we are going to try something new….
since I found out that all of you know other language beside Korean……
today´s project is to write a song in the other language….it could be English, Japanese, Chinese...”
And the teacher kept talking for a long time about how she didn’t have a problem
if we wrote in any other language because she had studied in many places…
I really didn’t pay attention…because there was already a song in my mind and in my heart….
I went directly to the piano and with a pencil in hand I let the words flow….
For the first time since she left I was able to write a complete song….
I wanted to express everything I was feeling.
Because when I remember the day she told me she was leaving my heart starts to hurt…
but I let her go because of her happiness…..
*The vivid memory of you still remains…
The short message of yours
Sadly tightens my chest
I want to continue watching over your everlasting happiness…*
I just couldn’t forget about her.
I just wished the best for her.
I always wanted to protect her and stood by her side.
*I'll become the wind and wrap gently around you
Right now, I want to fly to a world with you in it *
Because I wanted to see her….
But with the long distance I knew it wasn’t possible…
But I will wait for her…..
FLASHBACK
I was still sitting on the swing of the park when I heard someone calling my name.
“JAE!!”
I looked up and saw Boa standing a few meters away.
A smile appeared on my face.
I stood up and suddenly I saw myself hugging her.
But I was still away from her…
I sighed.
My memory was playing with me.
As I walked home my memory kept showing the most beautiful memories …
“Boa…” I said looking at the sky… “Achieve your dreams, I will do the same…just don´t forget me…”
END OF FLASHBACK
*Even though I want to see you... Even though I want to see you so much
I'll wait for you, don't forget me*
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Boa´s POV
The first months I was depressed all the time, I missed my family, my friends and Jaejoong.
I barely talked to my parents and my oppa….
And less with my friends…
But I was always fighting to call Jae…..
I was afraid to break down and cry and heard him sad……
.I didn’t want to bring more sadness to him……I just wanted him to continue his life…..to be happy again…..
Because he always stood strong for me…..and I was the one who broke his heart….
He was always smiling and his smile is something that I will cherish forever…
That is why I will continue wishing him the best…
Because his touch was as soft as the wind that caressed my face and
because he was like an angel who flied next to me every time I had a problem.
I wanted to see him….and even though I told him to move on…I wished he never forgets about me…
Because I will never forget about him….
I lied to him for a long time…..but even though he said he loved me….and I just left him……..
My heart starts pounding when I remember his sweet scent the last time we saw each other at the airport….
when he held my hands……….
I will never stop loving him…but what I did to him must have hurt too much….
I told him to move on….but will he wait for me?.....
Will he forget about me?
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Jaejoong´s POV
I went to the place where we had our first date….
I still remember how uncomfortable we were at that moment….
But I guess in our heart we have started realizing how important we were for each other…
Because she was so special…
And I mean it in allways……
FLASHBACK
We sat on the bench of the park.
“Sorry, my auntie is normally like this, arranging things the way she wants.”
“It’s ok, even though I feel uncomfortable with this clothes, it was a fun…..date…” she said shyly.
“You look really pretty….” I said.
She smiled and blushed a little bit.
“Thanks…”
And then our conversation continued casually until she asked me.
“Jaejoong, you said that I looked pretty, but if I never find a boyfriend
you will accept to be mine, right?” she asked me.
Is she hinting me to ask her to be my girlfriend?
But I decided to .
“I guess, because nobody will stand you.”
She hit me in the head and pouted, but I only smiled.
“Nobody will stand you, because you are so special.”
“Special?”
“Yes, special…..because you can’t see what is in front of your eyes.”
“What?”
I only sighed and hit her softly in the arm.
Then we started laughing as if nothing happened.
But I knew that from that day everything would be different….
END OF FLASHBACK
Sitting in the bench…the same one as in our date
I looked to my side…where she was supposed to be…
“Boa, we have so many memories together….even though now we´re not together….
you are still in my heart and are so special to me….so don´t forget me…”
End of POV
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