(Nina - I Don't Wanna Miss A Thinghttp://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FGxyLD8ohpg)

Boa´s POV

We sat on the floor of the dance room.

Like the day we confessed our feelings, the moon was the only light that shone on us.

Jae was hugging me from behind, his head on my shoulder.

I held his hands and looked at his face.

He seemed tired and he had closed his eyes.

Today we went to a park with our friends and played many games.

We won many of them. We really are a great team. I had been smiling all day and his laugh made me even happier.

But now the two alone, it makes me remember that I´m going to leave.

I held his hands tighter

I don’t want this moment to end. But the time each day is shorter.

I´m sorry Jae. I haven’t told you yet and I really don’t want…..

But I know it should be soon…

I know that you have realized that I´m anxious about this situation.

You have already asked me many times if I´m alright and if I want to talk about something.

Sorry if I always change the subject, but it´s really difficult for me to tell you….

I continue lying to you…..I´m sorry, but I whished to stay forever with you like this.

I can feel your heart beating at the same time as mine and you seem so calm sleeping.

I just want to stay like this; I don’t want to miss any moment with you. I want to see you,

sleeping peacefully like now, smiling like in the afternoon, singing like always.

I whished I also had a camera to record every moment with you.

Yes, the camera that I used to hate so much….

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Jaejoong´s POV

Even when my eyes were closed, I knew she was looking at me. I felt it.

I didn’t know what she was thinking, but I know she wanted to tell me something.

She held my hands tighter and I felt her heart beating.

The moment seemed perfect, we were together, but I felt that her soul was going away…..

Lately she started acting weird again and I knew something was bothering her.

Was it  about the university? About her family? Was she scared of something?

I wondered if she didn’t trust me enough to tell me….

I asked her, but she didn’t answer.

I missed looking directly to her eyes….because I knew they would tell me what she was thinking….

The light of my star was fading slowly……..

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We were at the beach…finally another weekend arrived.

“Hug me please.” She said still looking at the horizon.

I didn’t move when I felt her arms wrapping around my waist and her head resting on my chest.

“You know you are an amazing person, don’t you?” She asked me in with a soft voice.

“I know…..You too.” I said and hug her.

She smiled. “You are really modest…….”

I blushed. “I mean that……”

“In fact…you are amazing Jae and don’t doubt it….” He said looking me directly to the eyes.

I hugged her closer and she leaned her head in my shoulder.

“I’m so thankful that I met you.” she said.

Why did she say that?....it was not like we were going to separate…….

“Why…” I was going to ask her the reason, but before I could finish the question she kissed me.

Boa’s POV

I was begging my tears not to fall…….

I was kissing him like always, but it felt so different……….

Like if I needed to remember every detail around me……..

Like a picture……..

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I woke up with swollen eyes and sat on my bed.

“Crying in your sleep again?” My oppa asked me sitting in my bed.

I lowered my head.

“What are you going to do…….?” He asked in a concerned tone.

I sighed.

I knew what he meant.

What was going to happen between Jae and me……?

“Nothing is going to be the same……” I said and sighed.

“I know what you feel about him and if you want to continue with him despite the distance…”

 “Will it hurt him more…? You know...to wait for someone who is not sure if they will return?”

“You won’t return?” He asked me with a sad face.

“I will….I want to…….but I don’t know when…”

“Boa……you have to decide……you already decided to go…now it is time to settle things with Jaejoong…

put yourself in his place……”

“I want him to be happy……….even if……… it is not with me……….

His happiness is the most important thing for me.”

“That means………”

“That means that I have already made a decision.” I said and hugged my brother.

End of POV