Between my PAST and my PRESENT

The Melody of a Possibility

 

(A/N)Hey there.....it's been a while since I updated.

Thanks for the new comments and I hope you keep reading my story.
Well this is the new chapter....
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NO ONE POV

One week had passed since Siwon appeared.

 

Boa had been trying to hide from him, inventing excuses and leaving early from their dates.

Why couldn’t she just say no???....

Siwon had some power over her that didn’t allow her to just reject him directly even if she wanted….

she felt so alone…..

 

Kyuhyung didn’t agree with the idea that Siwon date Boa,

but for some reason he couldn’t said it directly to his hyung…..

For him it seemed like Boa wanted to be with Siwon sometimes…

but other times she was like distant…

 

On the other side, Jaejoong had been avoiding Boa….

He thought she had been all the time with Siwon and he didn’t want to meet them…..

He would be too hurt to see Boa with him…..

He didn’t understand how she was seeing Siwon again….

She called Jaejoong, FRIEND!.....Jaejoong was confused…..what to do…….?

He was in love with her….but did she feel the same???

 

´Maybe´ he thought ´she never forgot about him….maybe she is still in love with him...´

So he decided to spend all his time in the music club with Yunho using music to clear his mind.

Then he went with Junsu to play soccer and finally with Yoochun to some art gallery….

And all of them listened to the same story…….and the words of the broken heart of Jaejoong.

 

But in fact, all the time Boa wasn’t with Siwon, she was looking for Jaejoong.

She spent her days in his house and his aunt was the one that received her.

They talked about fashion design and about music……but the words about Bojoong were vanished…..until….

 

Boa´s POV

 

“You like Jae, right?”

 

AH? Why is she asking that…..when my heart is hurting…

I guess Jae is really angry because I have been dating Siwon….

He is not answering my calls and I haven´t see him in a week…

How much I miss him….and he is so mad at me…

he is surely thinking that I´m stupid for meeting with Siwon….but I can’t even give him a proper explanation.

But I don’t want what is happening right now…..

I don’t love Siwon anymore….

I can only laugh with him when the image of Jae smiling appears in my mind. I need Jae right now….

I need him and I want Siwon out of my life for good, but I can do that alone…..but where are you Jae…..?

“I know that you do……that day you didn’t look really happy with that guy….” His aunt continued.

I nodded. It was obvious…..

“If I knew where Jae is I would have told you, but he leaves without telling….”

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Jaejoong´s POV

 

In front of her house is that car again…..

Siwon´s car…

All this week that car has been there….

Boa why?....why do you want to get hurt again?....why are you hurting me?

 

“Jae…..joong’”

 

I turned around and there was Boa.

 

She wasn´t in her house with Siwon….?

 

“Hi Boa…..how have you been?”  I asked.

 

That was the first question that appeared on my mind…..how stupid…

 

“Fine.” She answered politely as if we were strangers…..in fact the atmosphere was like that…

we seemed like strangers….

 

“Boa! There you are !Finally!.....Your brother didn´t have a clue of where you were, now let´s go.”

Siwon suddenly appeared and said.

 

Boa started blushing and my blood was running through my veins so fast that they seemed they were going to explode….

 

Siwon started smirking and was about to pull Boa´s arm, when my body move without me knowing and grabbed it first.

 

“Today, I have a date with Boa.” I said.

 

I didn’t know how I managed to do that…..maybe Yunho was right.

 

FLASHBACK

 

 “Tell me…she knows?”

“I don´t think so.” I sighed.

 Yunho looked at me disappointed.

“Just tell her, maybe she feels the same.”

“I don´t think so…..she just called me her FRIEND!...and she left with him.”

“He is not good for her.”

“I know, but it seemed like her brother accepts him….they were friends.”

 “Jae, being passive you are not going to get her. You should be aggressive. Stop with the good boy attitude.

If that guy is playing hard, you should too!”

“Yunho, I don’t really like violence like you…..”

“Who says that you have to hit him…unless it is necessary; just kiss her….that´s all!”

END OF FLASHBACK

 

Is not that I didn’t want to kiss her in that moment, but first I had to take her away from Siwon.

I drove my motorcycle with her to the party……the one I had been rejecting for 3 days….

but with her it would definitely be different.

 

Siwon´s POV

 

“Today, I have a date with Boa.” He said.

 

What? That crazy guy thinks I´m going to let them be together.

 

Wait….where are they going?....I must follow them.

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I reached the party. It wasn’t that bad…

There she was….she was dancing…..she looked beautiful…..

But she was dancing with that guy……what was his name?......Jaejoong…

sometimes Boa mentioned him….what was so special about him that she talked like if she likes him?

 

I can dance better than him.

She looks so bored.

With me she is always nervous….and blushing.

I know that she never forgot about me…..

 

Kyuhyung mentioned something about the incident with Heebon…..

She was confused about it maybe, but I know she is still in love with me….

And now she looks hot….so I´m not going to loose my chance.

Every hot girl must be mine, and Boa is not the exception.

On the contrary that girly guy doesn’t have a chance….

Kyuhyung supports me…..he always did.

Now that I´m closer to them, I will just take her out…..

I grabbed her hand and turned her to look at me.

 

Boa´s POV

 

Jae looked so hot when he grabbed my arm and said he had a date with me…

.He seemed so determined to take me with him….maybe he felt the same as me….

We went to a party….That was not the place I was expecting, but it was fun to dance with him again….

I looked at his eyes….and was completely sure that he was the one I want with me….

Not Siwon….I didn’t want to be with someone that made me feel scared….

that made me nervous and blush only because I don´t have enough confidence to say no to him….

Yes, I just want Jae….he makes me believe in myself and that I can overcome my fears….

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I was dancing with Jae….when suddenly someone grabbed my hand.

 

“Boa….”

 

I turned around and Siwon was there…..

 

Jae suddenly grabbed my other hand.

My heart was beating fast….I was between my past and my present…..

But I have made my decision……for my future….

I didn’t know why….I wasn´t thinking……but I left Jae´s hand first….

And before I could say something he left running like crazy.

I saw his figure disappearing in the crow.

I look up to Siwon and he was smirking……

“I don´t love you, I don´t like you, I will never be with you……” I said letting my hand free from his grip…..

“and I won´t let you hold my hand ever again!”

 

With that I left the party, trying to find Jaejoong.

I saw him about to cross to the street to find his motorcycle.

I run up to him, and he noticed it.

He started crossing the street to escape from me.

But a car was coming………don’t cross Jae!..don´t cross….

 

“JAE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!”

End of POV

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(A/N)
Well.......Jae did cross the street.....
SIGH....

The next chapter is one year after he died.... =(
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I'M KIDDING! XD

Don't worry....he won't die, but the next chapter....
well... just wait for the next update to know what happens......
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Also I want to say that I have been following the news about DBSK....and everything seems so confusing...
But I believe in them and I want the best for them
ALWAYS KEEP THE FAITH!

 

 

 

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Dailycommenter 98 streak #1
I am trying to find an old story on here but I cannot remember the title so I am going through all the story links I found this sounds interesting and has a nice description Will read soon
PinkSoul04
#2
Chapter 2: this is my 2nd time reading this, I love it! I like better YunBoA but this worlk for me! just great! :D
bae-jinki
#3
seems interesting
corinneniix
#4
Chapter 60: Such a cute ending!!!!! One of the cutest bojoong fics I've ever read. This is one of my favourites!!! The other one I rlly like is play the keys to my heart by sweets. Both rlly cute!!! Thank you for making me love bojoong even more!!!
corinneniix
#5
Chapter 57: AWW SO CUTE!!!!!! THE SCENE AT THE END!!!!!
corinneniix
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Chapter 56: Oh geun suk is this good? Oh haha okay!
corinneniix
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Chapter 54: I haven't been commenting a lot because your story is really interesting I just read past each chapter without commenting hahaha unless something interesting happens in the chapter . I rlly like how bojoong finally made a progress!!!!! Yes!!!!! Although I have a bad feeling about geun suk. Hmm.
corinneniix
#8
Chapter 51: Aww the piggyback scene was so cute!! I rlly like this story, i gave up reading some time ago but I started again only to find out BoA left jaejoong ya. But anyway now I rlly rlly find your plot amazing!!!
mamura
#9
this story is so cutee!! ><