(A/N) I need to study for my exam but I just couldn't help it and I had to post today...

I hope you like this chapter....

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(Se7en Tattoo English http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ODajXJuhJHY)

Yunho’s POV

“Yesterday I talked with Boa…” Seulgi told me looking at the ceiling of the music club.

She seemed sad….Boa had turned in one of her best friends even if they spent a short time together……

and now she was gone….

“And how is she?”

“Well, we didn’t talk that much, but she is trying to get use to her new life there…” she said sighing.

“What happened?” I said holding her hand.

“Umm….she asked me about Jaejoong…..”

“And what did you tell her?” I said getting closer to her….

I wasn’t really expecting that she would ask for him after breaking up with him like that…..

 “I told her that he is going to start classes soon too….that he is….”

“SEULGI!” Someone shouted behind us.

We turned around and Jae appeared with piercing eyes.

“You don’t have to tell her anything about me!…she doesn’t have the right to ask about me!”  he shouted.

Seulgi was in shock….Jae seemed really angry.

“Jae….” I started, but he just turned around.

“Just don’t tell her anything about me….” He said and left sighing.

I looked at Seulgi and she was still in the same position in shock.

I caressed her face and kiss her softly…

“Don’t worry…I’m going to talk to him…”

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I saw Jae at the front door of the music club.

“Jae…” I saw patting his shoulder.

“Yunho….I….” he began, but then he suddenly grabbed the keys that hung from my pocket.

“Lend me your car…I’ll return it later…”

“What? Wait! What is going on?” I said leaving behind Jae.

He entered my car, but before he left I opened the other door and entered too.

He drove silently with an emotionless face.

I decided to ask him where we were going when he pulled the car in front of a bar.

“Jaejoong!” I shouted before he entered the bar…

What was he doing?

He came close to me and extended the keys to my hand.

“Don’t stop me….Just leave…” he said with a tired tone….

I took the keys and entered my car…but after a few minutes I went into the bar too.

He needed someone at his side in a moment like that….

Boa had left three weeks ago and all he knew about her was that she had arrived safely….

She didn’t contact him again….and he has been like a ghost all this time…

I spotted him drinking and approached him.

“Jae….”

“Yunho…..it really hurts….she hasn’t called me…not even once….why she calls others…

not me….as if she has forgotten about me….”

“But she asked Seulgi about you….”

“It is not the same!....I want to hear her voice…” He said while he clumsily drank another glass of…

I didn’t even know what he was drinking….but he didn’t seem to stop drinking it soon…

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Jae’s POV

I rubbed my eyes and opened them slowly when the sun shone on my face.

I looked around and I wasn’t in my room….

“Ouch!...” suddenly a pillow hit me on my face.

I sat on the bed and saw Yunho standing at the door.

My head was hurting…and that he had thrown me a pillow was not helping at all with the pain…

“Yah! Jaejoong!...Wake up!...my parents found out that you were here and want to eat breakfast with you…”

I nodded slightly….the pain in my head was killing me….

He was about to leave when he said,

“And…don’t let them know that you have a hangover….”

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I sat on the swing in the park.

I looked at the kids playing on the beautiful Saturday morning.

I sighed.

Yunho was right…..

After the awkward breakfast with his parents…

where I could barely eat after taking many pills because of the headache…..

we returned to his room to talk.

FLASHBACK

“Don´t drink like that anymore Jae…..you looked pathetic yesterday…” He said sighing.

“Aish….Yunho stop please….I know I was disaster yesterday even if I don’t remember much of it…”

“I know it´s hard…both of you were inseparable….there wasn’t a day in which you didn’t talk to each other….”

“Until she told me she was leaving…” I cut him.

“And that was your weakness….you always thought about two…..”

“Ah?”

“Jae…what do you want? For you, for her, for your future?”

I only looked at him…

“You made plans to your future with her, but for once did you think about yourself separate from her?”

For the first time since all of this happened I started thinking about what I wanted for myself and for her….

separate from each other…

 “You have to study, you are talented and you have your family and friends beside you …..

and you know she wants you to achieve your goals…”

I nodded.  He was right.

It was clear that we wouldn´t be seeing each other in a long time….

and she was decided to keep me out of her life…..support me only from afar.

I had many things to achieve in my life alone…as an individual………

Maybe it was time to think about myself…..

END OF FLASHBACK

I sighed and moved the swing.

The air caressed my face and I closed my eyes.

I wanted Boa to be happy…she wanted to achieve her dreams and I had to do the same….

But I wished we didn’t need to be apart in order to meet them….

And I remembered that I wouldn’t be able to see her smiling, dancing, singing…

I wouldn’t be able to kiss her, hug her and hear her calling my name.

“When I will be able to see you again? You broke up with me, but you are still in my heart…

Am I still in yours?” I said lowering my face.

“JAE!!” I heard a voice calling.

I looked up and saw….

“Boa?”

End of POV