Jaejoong´s POV

All the way to the party we were laughing like crazy.

Driving my motorcycle I felt free and happy to be alone with her having so much fun….

I didn’t understand why we were laughing, but how I missed those silly moments of us.

We reached the party and started dancing…..

How I missed dancing with her….

I realized that I have been such an idiot for letting her be with him all this time….

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After dancing for some time, I was about to ask her to go out so we could talk.

I was thinking on confessing to her, but before I could do that Siwon suddenly appeared.

He grabbed her hand…..

I wasn’t going to let him take her away…again….

So I grabbed her other hand.

She looked at both of us.

My heart was racing…..

 The three of us understood that it was the moment of decision.

I was hoping she chose me……

I didn’t know what I would do if she chose Siwon….

Suddenly she let go of my hand…..and my heart stop beating….

I couldn’t breathe.

She chose him?..... She really chose him??

I started running with all my might.

I was hoping she called my name, but I could only hear the music in the background……

I was crossing through the crow when I turned around, and she was still holding Siwon´s hand and looking at him.

So she made her decision….she really chose him.

I couldn’t stay by her side any longer …..

I wouldn’t let myself suffer seeing them together…..and I wasn’t going to let her see me suffer in this moment.

So I continue running until I got out of the party.

I was about to cross the street to pick my motorcycle and leave, when I saw her coming to me.

I didn’t want to talk to her, my heart was beating like crazy, and my eyes were starting to get teary….

She was my muse….my music…..

She, the one I love, had chosen another person……….

I started crossing the street.

“JAE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!”

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I got up from the floor, my arms and hands were scraped. I turned around and saw a car leaving rapidly.

What had just happened?

I remembered I was about to cross the street….then…..Boa shouted, ‘JAE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!’

BOA??? Where was she??
 

I turned around and not too far away there she was.

I run to her, my heart beating fast and uneven.

Her face was covered with blood and her arms with cuts from glass.

My tears started to flow.

I raise her head and it was bleeding.

I started to panic.

I called her name several times. Shouting like crazy, shaking her slightly, and hoping for some answer.

But she just remained the same. No answer, not moving.

She was unconscious.

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Kyuhuyng appeared running through the hospital’s hallway.

Boa was in the emergency room. Doctors coming and going.

Suddenly one doctor asked for a family member and Kyuhyung approached and talked to him.

I waited for an hour before Boa was carried to a room.

I followed the doctors and nurses to her room.

I was about to enter when Kyuhyung stopped me.

“Stay away from her.”

What? I looked at him with a shocked face.

“Stay away from Boa; I won’t let you come closer to her. Leave now!” he pushed me.

“Kyuhyung, I…” I touched his arm slightly to calm him down.

“Don’t touch me! JUST LEAVE, LEAVE HER ALONE, AND DON’T COME CLOSE TO HER EVER AGAIN!”

What? I didn’t understand.

I needed to see her, she saved me.

She pushed me and got hit by the car.

She was in this condition because of me.

He was right…. IT WAS MY FAULT.

My tears started to flow. IT WAS MY FAULT…..EVERYTHING!

“LEAVE!” Kyuhyung pushed me again and I almost fell.

“Please sir, calm down.” The nurses tried to calm him down.

Suddenly quick footsteps were heard and his parents appeared.

His mother was crying and that made Kyuhyung calm down and he hugged her.

Both of them entered Boa’s room, while his father went to talk to the doctor.

I just remained there in silence.

It was my fault. Everything….

I was supposed to be the one that got hurt.

The one in the hospital bed….

Why Boa? Why did you save me? You know that now I’m more hurt…..because you are here……hurt….

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NO ONE POV

“Well, she is a strong girl. Luckily she didn’t break any bones. But she did hit her head.

She is still unconscious, but after some exams, it seems that she has no problems. We have to wait till she wakes up.”

The doctor said to Mr. Kwon trying to calm him down.

He nodded and silently went to his daughter’s room.

Jaejoong listened to the doctor. He was relieved a little, but the guilty feeling was stronger.

He sat in a bench in the hallway.

The hours passed and the Kwon family stayed in the room waiting for Boa to wake up.

When the night arrived, Mrs. Kwon decided to stay with Boa.

Mr. Kwon agreed, and with his son he left the hospital.

But before they left, Kyuhyung approached Jaejoong.

“Don’t approach her. Are you listening? Stay away from her.”

Jaejoong nodded and went home silently.

His sad heart was reflected on his face. He rode his motorcycle as fast as he could,

hoping the wind would wipe away his tears.

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The next day Jaejoong went to the hospital and sat in the same bench outside Boa’s room.

Even though Kyuhyung told him to leave, he needed to be next to her, even that close was enough.

Suddenly Siwon appeared and entered the room.

Jaejoong was in shock. He wasn’t expecting him to appear,

but ‘he was the one she chose and he had the right to see her.’ He thought.

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Siwon’s POV

Jaejoong was outside the room again, like yesterday.

Even though Kyuhyung wasn’t there he didn’t enter. He seemed to really respect him.

I saw Boa on her bed. She had wounds on her arms and a big scar on her temple.

I sat beside her and grabbed her hand.

‘I don´t love you, I don´t like you, I will never be with you…and I won´t let you hold my hand ever again!’

The sudden memory appeared on my mind and I let go of her hand. I have never seen her that angry before.

What was the point of trying to be in her life when it was obvious she didn’t want me?

She turned into a hot girl and it was funny to be with her.

But the fact was that I was a player, and…… before I considered her like a little sister.

So, I didn’t want her to suffer, nor to be with a player…..I wasn’t the right guy for her.

“Jae…” she mumbled.

Jaejoong……..

Then I realized her feelings completely…..

 “I won’t look for you anymore. I will just ask Kyuhyung about you……little sister….” I said softly.

I kissed her tenderly in the cheek and left the room.

I was out of her room and saw Jaejoong in the bench.

I approached to him.

“You better make her happy.”

He looked at me in shock.

I looked at the room.

“Go in. She is calling for you.”

He stood up and ran to the room and before he closed the door he bowed and said Thank you.

He was so different from me……

I needed to explain to Kyuhyung the truth before he found Jaejoong in the room.

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Jaejoong’s POV

What Siwon did really surprised me.

I wasn’t expecting him to do that.

I sat next to Boa.

I held her hand and caressed her face.

“Jae…” she mumbled.

“I’m here Boa…”

She slowly opened her eyes.

She smiled a little and held my hand stronger.

“Are you ok?”

“Silly, I should be the one asking that question. I’m not in a hospital bed.”

Her smile grew bigger.

“I’m so glad you are alright.” She said.

My eyes started to get teary…..lately that had been happening a lot.

But this time it was because of happiness.

Both of us kept looking into each others eyes. That connection that only we could have.

Suddenly the door opened and Kyuhyung appeared, nailing his look at me.

End of POV

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(A/N) Thanks for the comments =)

Well, now you know the feelings of Jae after Boa let go of his hand...

and that he didn´t die....

and as you have read the one that got hurt was Boa...

So now
IT HAS TO BE CLEAR TO JAE AND BOA, THEIR FEELINGS FOR EACH OTHER, right?

And Siwon....
well he wasn´t that bad, was he?

And now that Kyuhyung appeared...what will he say?