FINALLY! Ugh. I just wanted to give up when I reached TWO pages!! Well I’m so sorry, my dearest readers but I will NOT update a chapter today since I want you to take time to read this summary and see if you have any further questions. *sigh* I’m sorry for confusions but as a unprofessional writer, I do not take time to edit or revise my writing too much. For those who said you understand the story, you just made the sack on me a bit lighter but this does not mean that the other readers are killing me, it’s just means that I have less people to clarify to. To be frank, I see why some readers were lost since I was lost too. It took me about 6 hours including yesterday, just to write this summary!! I hope I don’t confused anyone after this :\ So honestly, if you GOT MORE questions, please ask them because once the story ends, I will not being answering anything unless it‘s necessary. So please take the time to consider this then leave me a comment if things got clearer or this just got you even more confused. = =‘ If I got anything else to add or say I will do it tomorrow.

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In the beginning, IT IS THE PRESENT. Jin Ae and Jaejoong are a happy couple, they have two daughters BUT isn’t that just normal? The REAL question is: WHAT DID THEY GO THROUGH TO MAKE THEIR MARRIAGE STRONGER? I guess you can say the story should have been from Jin Ae’s POV but it would be kind of boring but honestly it would have been less confusing, ANYWAYS I mixed in a lot of POV’s also I messed up a lot so please forgive me. In the second chapter it moved into the past. So there were flashbacks when the couple just absolutely hate each other, right? Well in the second chapter, it was about a few months after their wedding when they finally decided to settled down and love each other. One of the chapter was titled as‘Dream Disaster and it might seems like she was haunted by some kind of evil ghost but MY twist was just to make you wonder why she was having those dreams. Get it? I know it wasn’t understandable and you would have thought it was dumb but it was only to get you questioning about the story. Then she started dreaming about Hana and since Jaejoong was Hana’s EX boyfriend, she knew they loved each other a lot but because of the ‘accident’, Jaejoong decided to marry Jin Ae. In chapter 5, Jaejoong thought of the time when Jin Ae told him that she was pregnant. So my secret behind it was to assumed they had nothing interesting that happened to them; like there were no Taecyeon, no Hana yet and all those other stuff. They were developing a happy family until Hana came back. After she found out that her BEST friend and the love of her life were married to each other, she just couldn’t stand it so she attempted suicide. Dumb Hana called Jaejoong and he rescued her which got him to be home very late but didn’t tell Jin Ae anything. As Jaejoong started to act a bit weird to Jin Ae, she was already assuming that Jaejoong was hiding something away from her. Chapter 8, Jaejoong ALMOST did it with Jin Ae but I think there was another chapter that Jaejoong actually DID it with Hana. One day, Hana purposely called Jin Ae and told what Jaejoong have been doing. Later that night, Jin Ae forced the truth out of Jaejoong and he admitted. Jin Ae spent her time away from Jaejoong at her parents’ house. Not so long after that, Hana wanted to meet with Jin Ae and they did. Hana was pissed off and got herself drunk then got stabbed by some guys who were trying to her. She end up in the hospital and for no reason, Jaejoong got angry at Jin Ae so he slapped her. She ran out of the hospital and he apologized but she didn’t want to hear what he wanted to say. Suddenly, she felt pain and that’s where she lost her first child. I’m not sure if it’s possible but in the story, I made it possible xP Jin Ae woke up and realized that her stomach was small again so she went dramatic about her baby. She told Jaejoong that they should let go of their marriage but he wouldn’t agree to it so since Jin Ae loved him so much, she decided to give him another chance. Jin Ae started to recover from her tragedy and there were a few flashbacks when they talked to their parents about getting marry, their unsuccessful honeymoon and etc. Chapter 17 is just another flashback describing the friendship of Jin Ae and Hana also how Hana got Jin Ae to wear her uniforms more feminine. When Jin Ae was getting better, she got a job at no other but her own best guy friend, Taecyeon. In one of my favorite chapter, Snow Cinderella, Jaejoong express his love for Jin Ae by showing her the first day of snow. His plan didn’t work but once they were asleep, Jin Ae woke up right before midnight and saw snow falling so she felt like Cinderella. Taecyeon has been in love with Jin Ae for many years so when he saw her again, he wanted to work his way into her heart but soon found out that she was already married when she caught Jaejoong and Jin Ae together in Jin Ae’s office. Chapter 22 was an flashback and it just talks about how their high school life was and when Hana announced to Jin Ae that she was dating Jaejoong during college. When everything seems to be happy, it went back to depression. Jin Ae caught Jaejoong with Hana while she was out for lunch with Taecyeon. That night she asked for the truth again and Jaejoong told her about Hana’s eyes; she was going to lose her sight. As Jin Ae wanted to stay happy, Taecyeon got her to be happy but when Jaejoong called Jin Ae, her phone accidentally picked up the call. With the ‘weird’ noises, Jaejoong assumed she was cheating on him. They had an argument and Jin Ae said that her happiness matters too. The next day, Jaejoong felt bad for yelling at Jin Ae so he wanted to talk about how he just can’t leave Hana because of her eyes but Jin Ae knew he knew better that he was doing it for his self too then in the next chapter Jaejoong found one of Jin Ae’s pregnancy test in the trash can. Remember? She was sort of in a rush and didn’t think Jaejoong would really dig in the trash can but he was noticing it so he found out that Jin Ae was pregnant again which led to how they sort of made up and became a bit happy again. Coming along is Mi Young who was Jin Ae’s high school girlfriend and came back for Jin Ae but truly she was only came back to see Jin Ae before she was going to get marry. I made her seem like she was going to fight for Jin Ae and I originally was planning to but I thought it might be too much so I didn’t include much about her. Chapter 27, it was one fun family day and the couple weren’t stressed about anything but later when Hana called Jaejoong, he started making it hard again by saying that they can’t be seeing each other. Hana knew that the reason was Jin Ae so she promised to seek revenge to make Jin Ae suffer. In chapter 31, I SO SO messed up on one of the POV. It was suppose to be Hana’s but I accidentally wrote Mi Young‘s name. Maybe that must have confused you guys or not, whatever. Okay back to the summary, so Taecyeon is disappointed because he saw that Jin Ae was happy again ALSO that she was pregnant. He wanted to stay away from her so one day at work, he purposely left early so he wouldn’t get to see Jin Ae but he couldn’t control his love for her so when it was time he SHOULD be getting out of work, he deliberately drove by his company to see if Jin Ae was still there or not. Yes, she was still there since dumb Jaejoong was being with that so while Taecyeon took Jin Ae home, he was thinking that he can never run away from her even if he really wanted to. In chapter 34, Mi Young was asked by Hana to help break up Jin Ae and Jaejoong so she debated. She knew her real point was just to come see Jin Ae and leave back for her wedding so in that chapter, she ’kissed’ Jin Ae but told Jin Ae the truth and since Jaejoong was told by Hana that Jin Ae WAS so-called cheating on him with Mi Young, he was unsure about Jin Ae now. So how did Hana know? Well I guess you can say that Hana just want to deceive Jaejoong… Since Hana was in the hospital due to another attempt suicidal, she wanted Jaejoong to come see her but he was at work so Hana got pissed off then told Jaejoong’s mom about Jin Ae being gay which was ALL in the past already but she made it sounded like it was a big issue. OKAY, SO NOW JAEJOONG IS STILL IN LOVE WITH JIN AE AND TAECYEON IS TRYING TO CONTROL HIS LOVE LEVEL FOR JIN AE BUT EVERY MOMENT WITH HER MAKES HIM WANT HER. MI YOUNG IS OUT OF THE PICTURE FOR GOOD. [DOT DOT DOT DOT] Okay so moving on to Jaejoong’s mom, she was upset that Jin Ae was gay and Hana told Jin Ae that she was only a mistake in Jaejoong’s life. Jaejoong and Jin Ae got into another fight because Jaejoong saw Jin Ae slapped Hana. He asked for some more time to do his thinking but she didn’t want him to ask that question ever again. The couple took time away from each other once again and Soo Hee who is Jin Ae’s unni doesn’t have a big role in this story but I just wanted to add her in to show how she felt about Jin Ae since it was obvious that Jin Ae was suffering from depression. So an anniversary should be sweet and romantic but to the couple they couldn’t make theirs like that but Jaejoong sent four bunches of flowers to Jin Ae’s office. She started to forgive Jaejoong so she went back home but he didn’t come back at all. In addition, Jaejoong’s dad thanked Jin Ae for changing Jaejoong and that made Jin Ae realized that she should stay put with him. The next morning. Jin Ae received a call from one of Jaejoong’s friend and got an address to a hotel. She went there but only to find out that Jaejoong SLEPT with Hana when they NEVER really did. Hana purposely made it seem like they had but it was only to trick Jin Ae and to drive her out of Jaejoong’s life. As Jin Ae ran out and Jaejoong followed, she got hit by a car so that’s where she lost her SECOND child. [A/N: OMG! With the sad music I am listening to now and summarizing this sad section of the story just makes me want to cry. *sniff sniff* aha. ] Chapter 40 introduces TaeMin and originally I just wanted to put in that name and NOT the person but I guess many readers thought I meant the name AND the name so I just left it like that without clarifying that he is just some random guy, NOT Shinee’s TaeMin or whatsoever. So when TaeMin first comes in the story, it was just the PAST’S PAST but he does come in the story later on. Jin Ae woke up and found out that she could never bear any more child so not able to hold in the suffering she tried jumping off the hospital building. Taecyeon knew she would be up on the roof so he tried stopping her. He wanted to confess his love to her at the moment but had no guts so he cut his wrist instead. I think it is pretty obvious why he did; it is because he wanted to distract her from jumping and make her care for him. Later Jaejoong came to visit Jin Ae and she told him about her not being able to have kids anymore and demanding a divorce. The remaining time, Jin Ae went to see Taecyeon and asked why he had to make himself feel her pain. He was frustrated at how stupid she was with her love for Jaejoong and jealousy was growing inside of him but they made up by comforting each other. In Chapter 43, Taecyeon picked Jin Ae up in a bridal style as they walked out of the hospital and he asked her to kiss him BUT it was just teasing her. HELLO~! He have NO guts yet----! ;) So since Jin Ae’s mom LOVES Jaejoong as a son-in-law, she had him come pick her up but he intentionally was planning on it too. She still haven’t forgiven him and being in the same household, she kept her distance from him. Things seems to be a bit steady after a few days since the accident then one random moment at work Taecyeon asked what Jin Ae was going to say if he told her that his wedding was going to be soon. She hesitated because she was developing small feelings to him but cracked a joke to make things not to seem awkward. I totally forgot which chapter Ji Kyung comes into the story but anyways, she doesn’t know anything about Jin Ae. Ji Kyung just assumes that Taecyeon was shy around her as much as she is with him so they had their fun days together and she started liking him. Jaejoong doesn’t want to let Jin Ae go and begged for her to stay but she had made her decision so she didn’t want to take it back. Chapter 46, Jin Ae was getting sick and Jaejoong convinced her to stay but she was refusing so they both got frustrated and argued. Jin Ae left to work anyway and TaeMin came to see her; this was his return in the story. I think this chapter is quite a long one which is chapter 47. In this chapter Hana tells Jaejoong about Jung Hwa, Jaejoong’s son. The night before, Jin Ae went drinking with TaeMin and they DID NOT, I repeat, DID NOT have but TaeMin only left a hickey on her neck and that caused the conflict between Jaejoong and Jin Ae once again plus the fact that Jin Ae ‘threat’ Hana not to tell Jaejoong about his son. While arguing, Jin Ae’s unni overheard some stuff and now she is also confused. Jin Ae fainted because she was sick and consuming too much alcohol caused her to do that. Okay so I know chapter 49 was just a HUGE JUMP but Jin Ae ACTED crazy so it would make things harder and Jaejoong would just divorce her or at least agrees to the divorce. Do anyone get what she was doing in chapter 49?? ASK if you don’t but moving on…Jin Ae’s unni knew that Taecyeon was having feelings for Jin Ae so she suggested him to make his move and Jin Ae was currently seeing TaeMin but they were NOT having with each other, only cuddles. *giggles* Taecyeon was told by his dad to stay away from Jin Ae but he finally confessed that he loves her and can’t keep the promise which was to marry Ji Kyung due to his grandpa’s death wish. OH! During chapter 49, Jin Ae got a piece of glass stabbed into her foot but as it was recovering, her limping got Jaejoong to worry about her. At this point, he still loves her but things weren’t going well so he was frustrated about a lot especially who to love now since Jin Ae is his wife and Hana is the mother of his son. One day, Taecyeon saw Jin Ae with TaeMin and after that, he saw them together again like they were dating so he was asking himself if he was having another rival in the war for Jin Ae’s love. After a great day, Jin Ae came home to find Jaejoong’s son and some of you might be doing some guesses now but I’ll leave that until later on in the story. Jin Ae became more depressed so she resigned from her job and Taecyeon disagreed to it. They argued then he finally express his love to her. She then told him that she was having feelings for him but she doesn’t want to let it happen since she ruined so many lives. It came to the divorce day and sadly, the once happy couple ended it. Jin Ae had a flashback when she agrees with Hana to get Jaejoong to hate her and make the divorce possible so this explains why she suddenly became crazy and argues with Jaejoong everyday. Taecyeon still was not content about Jin Ae leaving her position so he confronted her but things didn’t work out so he asked her unni to talk to her. While that was happening, Jaejoong was enjoying his days with his son. Later on, Jin Ae’s mom kept sighing and looked depressed so Jin Ae knew the reason but had her mom explained. Her mom started bawling and ‘blaming’ her for the divorce and Jin Ae came to realize that her mom wasn’t hating on Jaejoong because she DID NOT know about Jaejoong’s affair. In the following chapter, Jin Ae confronted Jaejoong with the lie he told and he said that he didn’t know what to tell their parents since it was so sudden. Also NOBODY knew about the second child! Taecyeon was working out well with Ji Kyung but he was still holding on to his love for Jin Ae. Going into the heart of our lovely Jaejoong, yes, he still misses Jin Ae. They have been through so much and expected a lot out of their marriage so it was hard to let go of her when they spent time together like they have been lovers for ages and ages ago. One night, TaeMin took Jin Ae to a club and the foolish TaeMin was going to give Jin Ae to one of his friends for ‘the night’. After punching the man, she ran out and TaeMin stopped her. Since he was drunk and didn’t care what he was doing, he was trying to her but to him, he just wanted to satisfy his desires. Taecyeon came to her rescue and after Jin Ae broke up the fight, she stood in front of TaeMin so Taecyeon assumed she was defending TaeMin. He left thinking that Jin Ae doesn’t care about him but she truly does so she came after him. Chapter 57, there was a flashback when Taecyeon’s dad told Jin Ae about Taecyeon’s wedding then it went to her own POV when Taecyeon confesses his love for her. The last part when Jin Ae and Taecyeon were in the KTV, the metaphor was that Jin Ae was feeling jealous when she spotted a girl kissing Taecyeon but she just didn’t know what the feeling was. Chapter 58 was mostly about a flashback but at the end it wasn’t when Jaejoong heard the voice message greeting made by Jin Ae and that didn’t help him in forgetting her. Chapter 59: TaeMin who SERIOUSLY messed up asked for Jin Ae’s forgiveness but she said that they were best as friends so he told her that even though was one of his priorities, Jin Ae was most important in his life but did agreed to let go. As for Taecyeon, after watching a movie with Ji Kyung about two long lost lovers finally got back together but the main guy died at the end; sad ending. He related that to him and he didn’t want it to happened like that to his love so he forced/begged Jin Ae to love him. Chapter 60: Jung Hwa mention something about umma one to Jaejoong and he started getting curious but never asked Hana. Taecyeon and Jin Ae had NO but Taecyeon acted like they were already in a normal happy relationship as he took her out for lunch. Unluckily, Ji Kyung’s friend saw them and gossiped to Ji Kyung but she denied it. When Taecyeon took Jin Ae home, they had their official kiss. AHA. The innocent Ji Kyung started to wonder what her friend told her so a few nights before the wedding she told him that she was possibly in love with him and asked for his opinion in her but he didn’t give her an exact answer. Jin Ae might seem to be giving in to Taecyeon and yes she is but just a teeny bit. She wants to love him but deep inside, she knows it’s going to be hard. Later that day when Jin Ae was dropped off, she wanted to go get something at her used-to-be house. Anxious but in need, she went to the house and that’s when Jaejoong came home drunk, not from depression, then so-called Jin Ae. Taecyeon’s wedding was the following day but he ran away, leaving Ji Kyung a note and in tears. Jin Ae woke up with Jaejoong next to her and she wished she didn’t have to leave but it’s a MUST since they’re officially divorced. Anybody get what is happening in chapter 63?? Well I’m moving on and hopefully you understand so… Jaejoong woke up from his hangover but remembered everything that happened. He stated that she left unlike the first time so he thought of the time when their ‘accident’ happened and he got her pregnant after his second attempt. Sassy much, huh? Haha. So when Taecyeon ran away from his wedding, he went straight to Jin Ae’s house and she saw him but didn’t approach him since she didn’t want to make things harder than it already was. Even though she tried hiding, Taecyeon came to her house and told her that he can’t marry Ji Kyung. With so much in mind, Jin Ae blurted out that Ji Kyung was also her friend. She wanted Taecyeon to realize how he is being exactly like Jaejoong but as amazing as love can blind a person, Taecyeon refused to see her POV. In the last update, it’s just a flashback to what Jin Ae told Jaejoong: one star per wish.

So questions you may have are:

Q: Who is Jaejoong truly in love with? Jin Ae or Hana?

Jin Ae and Hana but he’s still confused. The time he had with Jin Ae got him to love her and to change his love for Hana but because of his son, he wants to stay with Hana but does love her though.

Q: Who does Jin Ae love? Jaejoong, Taecyeon or possibly TaeMin?

All of them and yes I know, it sounds so unrealistic and dramatic but I can create my own love square instead of a love triangle . Aha. But to say who Jin Ae loves most, it would be Jaejoong since they have been together for a year and it IS possible for two people to fall in love in a short amount of time but it may depends.

Q: Who’s the faithful one? Jaejoong or Jin Ae?

I would say Jin Ae because even though she was kissing TaeMin and Taecyeon, she never had with them. Unlike Jaejoong, he already did it with Hana but only once or twice. Whatever. Aha.