Chapter 27: Should I tell him the truth?

Your POV:

My body froze when I heard what Hyuna said. Youngmin tightened his grip to my hand and pulled it trying to make me react, but it was worthless, I couldn’t even move.

“Why?” I muttered. That was all that could come out from my mind after hearing what Chunji did.

“I don’t know. He said that he could never forgive himself for what he did to you” Hyuna sobbed.

“But, is he in the hospital?” Youngmin asked worried.

“Yes, fortunately L. Joe found him unconscious on the floor and took him to the hospital.  The doctors said he will be okay, but that they’re afraid he might do that again”

“Please take me there. I need to see him” I said.

We got in Hyuna’s car. Youngmin was holding my hand tightly, he was nervous and angst. I could feel he wasn’t feeling ok. But I was too shocked for even looking at him. I was staring into space, with that word running into my mind: SUICIDE…

“Everything will be alright. Don’t worry Gaein, he will be okay” Youngmin assured me.

“Gaein…” he shook me but I didn’t reply. He sighed.

“We’re here” Hyuna said.

I got off the car and ran in the hospital, Youngmin ran with me, he never let go of my hand. I saw Teen Top was in the waiting room, they looked very sad and worried.

“Where is he?” I asked gasping.

“He’s in the room 245. He just recovered the consciousness” C.A.P. said. I nodded slowly.

“Can I see him?” I asked.

“Yeah, of course… but, we need to tell you something…” Byunghun said.

“What is it?” I asked.

“He has Amnesia” 

“What?” I said shocked. My jaw was trembling.

“The medicine he took for killing himself made him lose his memory. The doctor said it was temporal”

“So…”

“He remembers you… but he thinks you’re still his girlfriend” Changjo said looking down.

“WHAT?” Youngmin blurted out.

“I want to see him” I said.

Youngmin held my arm making me turn to him. He looked at me with sad eyes. I caressed his cheek with my hand.

“Don’t worry Youngminnie, I’ll be okay. I just don’t want Chunji to do that again. I’m worried about him”

Youngmin nodded his head. He looked worried and sad. I don’t know why he made me feel like he didn’t want me to see Chunji, but I had to do it, he needed me now.

I opened the door slowly and came in the room where Chunji was. He smiled at me sweetly, he was happy to see me.

“My Princess…”

That was how he used to call me when we were together, now it was awkward to hear those words.

“Hi...” I said quietly.

“Come here!” he said smiling. I walked next to his bed.

“How are you feeling?”

“Great, I guess. My head hurts a little but I’m fine. Hyung said I took some pills that made me lose my memory” he said rubbing the back of his neck.

“Well… yes” I sighed.

“What’s with that? You look sad” he said holding my hand.

“I thought you were going to die… because of me” I muttered, tears fell down from my eyes.

“Don’t cry baby. I don’t know why I’m here, but I’m sure it’s not your fault” he said wiping my tears away.

He hugged me tightly, I was feeling uneasy.

“Chunji…” I said quietly.

“What happened with Oppa? I’m your Oppa remember? Your one and only Oppa” he said nibbling his low lip.

“Oppa…”

He interrupted my words kissing me, he tried to kiss me passionately as he always used to do, but I stopped him. I couldn’t kiss him back, it wasn’t right, I’m with Youngmin right now, and I can’t do this to him, not even to Chunji. I can’t make him believe that we’re still together, that I still love him… because I don’t.

I didn’t know what to do, he thought he was still my boyfriend and if I told him the truth he was going to feel even more guilty about it, I was afraid he could try to kill himself again.

He shook his head and smiled. But he still continued holding my hand.

“So… What day is today my princess?” he asked curious.

“Mmm… January 17^th, 2013” I answered.

“2013? Wow! We survived to the ‘End of the World’” he said excited.

Was he that childish when I met him? I don’t remember…

“So… if we’re already in 2013, that means that my movie already came out! How was it? Did I look handsome on it? Did it have a good rating? How was it? Tell me Gaein! Did I win more fans?”

I gulped, my legs were shaking, but I tried not to look affected. The problem was: Should I tell him the truth? Or Should I lie to him?

I don’t know what to do…

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Youngmin POV:

I was sitting on the waiting room with a cup of coffee in my hands. My feet were tapping the floor in a constant rhythm. I was anxious; the angst was running in my body: I was afraid of losing her…

‘Trust Youngmin, trust’ that words were sounding in my mind trying to calm me down.

I was worried about her. She looked very shocked when she heard the news. I was very shocked too, but she… she was frozen, she couldn’t move, not even said a word. Did she feel guilty about it?

“You are afraid, right?” someone said.

I turned my head to the right. Hyuna was standing beside me. I rolled my eyes, disgusted by her presence.

“Just get out of my view” I said coldly.

“Why are you being so mean to me? I’m not as bad as you think” she said sitting next to me. I ignored her.

“I should be afraid like you, but I decided to accept the reality few days ago. C’mon Youngmin, we both know that Chunji loves Gaein and that Gaein loves Chunji, there’s nothing we can do about it. The only we can do is to accept the reality. I’m sure that Gaein still loves Chunji, she just used you as an excuse to ignore the fact she couldn’t forget him. I know her better than you, I was her friend before, remember? I also tried to fight for Chunji, because I fell in love with him, but it was worthless, as all your efforts will be worthless with Gaein, they are destined and we can’t change destiny. It’s such a pity because you are a good boy. You’re very nice and considerate with Gaein. Maybe you should stop looking at her and start looking at someone that really appreciates you”

“I trust in her” I said.

“Look, Chunji now lost his memory. There are no more reasons for Gaein to feel resentment towards him, because now Chunji only remembers his love towards her. Gaein will remember why she was in love with him, she will love him back. When Chunji remembers everything, he’ll ask Gaein to forgive her, he’ll tell her it wasn’t his intention, so Gaein will forgive him and they’ll be together again, leaving us both”

I glared at her. How was she saying those things to me so casually? How could she talk about that in front of me? Doesn’t she know my feelings toward Gaein?

“I’m anticipating it, so I decided to quit to Chunji before being hurt in that way. I think you should do that too, I don’t want you to be hurt. I know you’re trying to trust in her right now, but feelings are feelings and that’s something we can’t change. That’s why I’m telling you this right now. Why don’t you quit just like me? We can start our new lives together and forget about them. After all, we’re going through the same situation, and we can understand each other’s feelings, we can build a good friendship together and, who knows? Maybe we can even be more than friends in the future”

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So… what do you think Gaein and Youngmin will decide?

Will Gaein tell Chunji the truth? Or will she lie to him?

And what about Youngmin? Will he accept Hyuna’s offer? Or will he trust in Gaein’s love?

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