Let me be the one ( sorry can't think of the appropriate title)
Tired of Loving You
Jiyong asked Dara if they could go somewhere . He wanted to show her the beach near his secret haven .Dara agreed , she wanted to talk to Jiyong about her situation . They had confirm last night that she was pregnant, and she believe that Jiyong needs to know. Jiyong brought her to a beautiful mansion near the beach . It is a beautiful place, she really likes to go to beaches .
“Jiyong this is so beautiful . Is this yours?” Dara is referring to the house.
“ Neh , this is my secret haven. Whenever I want to be alone , I will just go here. But now it is not a secret haven anymore, because you already know it . “ he smiled at her
“ Oh , don’t worry I can keep a secret.” She said assuring him that his secret haven is safe with her
“ I know, Dee you look pale . Do you want to rest?” he asked when he saw her pale face
“ Yes , I’m feeling dizzy I just need to take a nap . Will that be okay?” she asked because suddenly she is feeling dizzy . She is really having a hard time with her pregnancy . She always have morning sickness and she always want to sleep .
“ Of course” Jiyong said and assisted her in the guest room .
“ You sleep for a while , and then I will prepare our lunch . I’ll just wake you up okay?” he said and kiss her cheeks
“ Okay “ she said and close her eyes.
After fivehours of sleeping Dara woke up and find out that it is already three in the afternoon. She is feeling energetic because of five hours sleep . She went out of the room to look for Jiyong , she saw him drinking beside the window looking at the sea.
“Jiyong “ she called him
“ Dara , your awake. Do you want to eat?”he asked as he put down his glass of whiskey
“Neh , but why are you drinking? It’s too early have you had your lunch?” she asked worried about him
“ Oh , I just feeling like drinking . No I haven’t eaten yet , I’m waiting for you .” he said
“ What ? But it’s already three , you must be very hungry . You should have woke me up . “ she said
“ I can’t , you are sleeping like baby and you really need to rest . “ he said.
“ But still you should not wait for me , it’s already late and you are drinking without having your lunch yet.” She said
“ Don’t worry I’m okay . Let’s eat Dee…” he said and then they went to the kitchen . She looks at the food and her eyes widened when she saw some hot ramen on the pot.
“ Wow ramen” she said
“ I know you will like it . I also prepare some bulgogi.” He said . Smiling when he saw that she like what he prepared for her.
“ Thanks , let’s eat “ she said and started eating ramen and bulgogi . Dara really enjoy the lunch he prepared . She is glad that she didn’t vomit .
After eating Jiyong asked Dara to stroll in the beach
“ Dee do you want to go for walk in the beach?” he asked
“ Okay , I’d love too.” She said . It is cloudy , and it’s not that hot it is just the right time to walk outside.
While walking Jiyong hold Dara’s hand . Dara is thinking if it is the right time to tell him the truth . Jiyong is looking at the beach , he asked Dara to sit on the sand like him . Dara looks at him and said .
“Jiyong “ she said
“ Dee” he said
Jiyong and Dara laughed. Jiyong looks at her and said . “ I need to tell you something “
“ I also need to tell you something , but you first” she said
“ Neh , I know that after more than a month of being my girlfriend , you still love Jaejoong . I know that you are trying your best to love me again , but I guess the pain that I cause you is deeper than I thought . I know how much you love Jaejoong the one who treasured you, something that I failed to do for you Dara. When my mom told me that the engagement is still on , I was both happy and sad . Sad because I know that you are going to be hurt because you are happy with jaejoong , but at the same time I’m happy because I can prove to you that I’m also worthy to be loved . I’m happy for the chance to be with you and correct the thing s that I have done with you in the past . As the days pass I’m really happy to be with you , but at the same time I’m worried for you . It’s hard for me to see that you are suffering and you are lonely . I want to see you smile and happy , but no matter what I do I can’t give your happiness. It’s not me who can make you ha
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