CHAPTER 52
Tired of Loving You
“Now I’m ready to listen” he said smiling mischievously at her
Dara blushed like a tomato but very happy with the kiss they shared. She hid her face on his chest .
“Your cheeks is as red as a tomato , and your lips is as sweet as strawberry.”
“JJ”
“I’m just telling the truth, now tell me what are you saying a while ago?” he asked
“Hmmp.. I have to kiss you for you to listen to me.”
“Sorry angel , when it comes to you I’m always insecure.
I’m always afraid that I can’t make you happy. That I’m making you sad for letting you stay with me. Though it’s hard I want it to be the one to set you free, because I don’t want you to feel sorry for me. So when I heard that he apologized , I thought you to reconcile.” He explained.
“Well next time JJ , let me explain okay. Do not assumed worst things first. What I want to tell you is that he apologized to me and asked me if we can back together.” She said
“What did you say?”
“Well I refuse him , I wouldn’t be here spending time with you if I accepted him again, right?”
“But why? I thought you still love him? That’s why I already thought you accepted him, besides I can see that something is bothering you .”
“Yes something is bothering me, I’m thinking whether to tell you what happen . I don’t want to hurt you but I don’t want to hide anything from you. You are right I still have feelings for him , yet I cannot accept him again. I don’t know why , but the moment he asked me to accept him again your face flashed on my mind.” She said
Jaejoong’s suddenly felt so down. He knows she just pity him, that’s why she didn’t accept him. Dara know what he was thinking .
“Pls. don’t think that I didn’t accept him because I pity or feel sorry for you. I still don’t know the answer why I did that. All I know is that I’m happy when I’m with you , I feel special when I’m with you . I don’t want to hurt you , because I will be hurt too. I don’t know if it is love already and I want to find out. Please be patient with me JJ” she said
“You don’t have to say that Angel . I’m not forcing you to love me instantly, but I’m so happy that you chose me over him.” He said, he was satisfied with what she said.
“Thanks JJ”
Jaejoong gently smiled at his angel and hold her hands. He kissed her hands and her forehead, then the tip of her nose and then reach for her lips. He slid his tongue over her lips, Dara groaned and unconsciously opening passionately over him.
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