JAEDY day 1
Tired of Loving You
When Jaejoong left the dorm , they were able to express their feelings after knowing that he is Dara’s boyfriend. TOP sit down as if he has no strength to stand , he lost the battle . He is very disappointed to know that his dream girl is now the girlfriend of his friend.
“I can’t believe it Noona and Jaejoong Hyung ?” Seungri
“ Well Dara noona is pretty and jaejoong hyung is handsome they are perfect for each other. A perfect pair indeed. But I wonder if his possessive fan will think the same way. “
“I bet not oppa. But let’s be happy for unnie. She has been hurt and still hurting because of Jiyong oppa . I don’t care her reason why she accepted him as his boyfriend , all I know is that Jaejoong oppa is miles better than Jiyong oppa. He will not hurt my unnie. Did you see how concern he is when he arrived ? To be able to go here for even if it is not his territory , well for me that is something.” Minzy said.
“I can also do that for her. But I was not given the chance to do it . “ ( TOP said in his mind only. )
“But what if she got hurt again? What if Jaejoong and Jiyong are both cut in the same cloth?” Taeyang said. He can’t believe that she is now in a relationship with another guy. He can’t tell his feelings for her because he is afraid that she is not yet ready. If only he just tell her what he feels, maybe he was in his position. He also wanted to take care of her not just as a friend.
“Let’s give him the benefit of the doubt . Minzy is right , I can see how he cared for Dara . You can see love in his eyes when he looks at her. We don’t know why she accepted him, but all I want is for her to be happy. If it will make her happy let her be.” Bom said
Taeyang was disappointed because they side with him, but they can also see their point. Maybe he needs to set aside his feelings for her. He should think of her happiness first and not his own , that is the real love.
The Bigbang boys went to their dorm , they knew that Jiyong is in his room because they heard a sound of a broken glass and his cursing voice. Daesung and Seungri are worried of him , but TOP and Taeyang blame him because of him they lost Dara to Jaejoong.
TOP went to the kitchen and get some liquor, he needs to drink . He went to his room and drink alone feeling sorry for himself. He turn on the radio and heard an international song,
Why can’t it be ? Why can’t it be the two of us?
Why can’t we be lovers only friends .
You came along at the wrong place
At the wrong time, or is it me…
TOP turn off the radio , he can’t help but be affected with the song as if it was written for him.
(TOP POV)
“ I lost you again for the second time, Dara. I don’t know why this had to happen. I already lost the battle without a fair fight. I don’t want to lose her, but what should I do? Jaejoong is her boyfriend now. I’m torn between doing what makes me happy and what will make her happy. “
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The moment CL left Jiyong , he started drinking. He doesn’t know what to do. He is confuse, he didn’t know if he has fallen in love with Dara or he is just used to of seeing her following him telling and showing how she loves him.
(JIYONG POV )
“Aissht ! I don’t love her ! I don’t love her! CL is wrong all I can feel for her is hatred for trying to control me. Maybe I’m not just at ease see her with other man, that someone is giving her attention. I’m not jealous! Why would I be ?”
“You lo
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