DARA'S OUTBURST
Tired of Loving You
(Dara’s POV )
I looked at Jaejoong , but what I saw is Jiyong’s face looking at me , rather pitying me . I cannot control my emotion .
“Why Ji? Why can’t you love me Ji? Why can’t you give me the chance to love you . I tried my best to be a good fiancée to you. I tried my best to win your heart, but every time I tried to reach you, you pushing me away. What have I done to deserve all of these. You know that I gave up my pride when I accepted your flings and the girls you slept with. I gave up my dignity when I allowed you to humiliate me in front of other people . I almost gave you everything I had , but still you won’t love. What more do you want me to give up just to love me back. Am I that difficult to love? Tell me why can’t you love me back! Why can’t you love me back ! Tell me , I need to know why can’t you love me back” I’m shouting while crying I’m close to hysterical, at the same time I’m hitting his chest.. I cannot control myself. All the emotion in my heart keeps pouring .
Then I heard him say “ I’m sorry …. I know you are hurting”
“I love you so much ! But why can’t you love me back! Why does it have to be her Ji, ? Why CL ? She is my friend , I’m her friend how can she do this to me . How can she betray me? How can you do this to me. She knows how much I love you . But why! Why! I don’t deserve this Jiyong , I don’t deserve this” still crying out loud .
I can feel a tight embrace …”Eve
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