THE OBSTACLE
Tired of Loving You
Sandara is very nervous when she went to the president’s office. The moment she arrived YG’s secretary informed her presence to YG. After a couple of minutes she was asked to come inside his office. She saw YG seriously writing signing some papers.
“Good Morning Mr. President” Dara greeted YG in a soft voice.
“Goood Morning Dara , Have a seat.” YG said
Dara sat on one of the chairs in front of YG’s table. Her hands are on her lap , she is so nervous.
“Do you know the reason why I called you for a meeting?” he asked
“No, Mr. President . “
“I want us to talk , I know that you and GD already broke-up but you never heard anything for me. Do you still remember the day that you came here with GD’s father?”
“Neh”
“GD’s dad told me the real score between you and GD. You were here because you want to spend more time with him . During your stay you were able to love your career, I saw how you struggle and strive to improve your talent not for GD but for yourself. But you failed on your real purpose why you were here. You and GD broke up after of more than a year staying as a YG talent. I’m not taking it against you , I know all your sufferings . Sometimes we our heart gets tired loving a person who can’t love us back. For the past weeks I can see a vast improvement in you. You are more confident , happy than what you were before, I’m one of those people who are happy to see your real smile. I’m not a showy person but I cared for every YG talent and staff. I’m like a father when it comes to all of you. I may not be minggling with you as often as I want to but I know what is happening with you. I know that someone from other company is making you happy.” He said
“Mr. President I ..”
“Let me finish Dara, I’m not against him . He is a good man , I can see that . If you could see yourself when you were still GD’s fiancee , you can say the difference Jaejoong has made . Back then you are faking your smile, you are trying to show us that you were strong and your not hurt by his treatment. You are smiling but your eyes were showing your real emotions. But now you are always smiling, this time a real one. Your confidence in yourselfreally improves. I want to ask you Dara , do you still want to be a YG talent even though you broke up with GD the real reason why you are here?”
Tears are dropping to her cheeks , he never knew that the president is concerned about her. She was shocked when he asked her if she still want to be a YG talent. She wipes her tears and said “Mr. President at first I want to be a YG talent for Jiyong , I want to spend time with him . I want to know everyting about him because I already set my mind that I will be his wife. When I become part of 2ne1 it was very hard for me. All the girls were talented unlike me , my voice is not as good as Bom , I’m not a good dancer like Minzy and not even good in rapping like CL. So being part of a group with members as talented as them I felt so insecure. It was an ordeal for me , I was so nervous everytime with had a performance. Back then if not for GD I would have resigned as YG talent. But then after of months staying with the girls who are very patient in teaching me the craft, and for always being their for me as a friend I was able to love my work. Each day I look forward to new learnings that I can acquire from them . I learned to love and value my career. So If you are asking me if I want to stay as a YG talent my answer is YES. I’m not staying for GD nor for Jaejoong , I still want to be YG artist for myself and for the friends I met here.I enjoy being a part of 2ne1 girls, I love my job .” she
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