I’m so frustrated right now she is missing for 2 days. I don’t know where she is, she should at least call Bom noona. Bom and Minzy are blaming me because of it. They keep on glaring at me, if their eyes are like weapon I am bloody dead now.  Damn!

It is not only the 2ne1 girls, who are mad at me, even my own  members. The Bigbang members except Daesung are giving me cold treatment. Damn! They love Dara more than me, she won their hearts. How can they believe all her dramas? She can fool them with her tears but not me. In my eyes she is a controlling , why can’t they see it. 

I hated the way they treating me, during meal time TOP and Taeyang are talking as if I’m invisible. It is just Daesung who is saving me from embarrassing myself, for they keep on ignoring my presence.  Even the maknae Seungri is not as playful as he used to be, although I can still feel that he respect me. Still I'm not happy about it.

 We had a rehearsal for the upcoming performance in melon awards but I received a call from my parents asking me to go home. They need to talk to me. I guess they already heard the news from Sandara, though I don’t want to hear and see my parent’s wrath I have to meet them. I don’t want my mother to get pissed of waiting; it’s bad for her health. I asked for YG’s permission to go home, and he agreed. I guess he also heard the news about Sandara and me, but he doesn’t say anything to me. I admire him for not taking sides.

At Kwon Mansion…..