Meeting the dragon with boys didn't go exactly how I wanted it to. 

But it's always like that, even when I'm dead it still happens, no matter how many times you plan something in your head and how many times you practise the scenario things will turn differently anyway. And that's exactly what happened this morning. 

The good news are, we're keeping the baby dragon. 

The bas news are.. I don't think long term and I usually take action on impulse. I thought that having a pet will cheer everyone up, that everything will be great happy flowers butterflies rainbows but there's so much going on right now, I've only added more trouble. No, I've used the wrong words, the dragon is not a trouble but it's definitely an obligation. She'll need training, love, care and I'm completely fine with that. But I forgot about the important stuff that need to be solved in the first place. Like my training, I need to get in control of my powers because right now im useless they appear when they want to and I can't even control them right. And Hana's word's are floating around my head. "She has no awareness of how powerful she is". 

What does that supposed to mean? How powerful can my glowing be? 

That brings another trouble I forgot for a moment because of the dragon, Hana. She disappeared and there's no certainty that we're safe and that she's going not going to come back. My mother, the army's sanctuary, angels in our house, we need to contact Myungsoo to see if he knows anything yet, Lay needs to make this stupid potion to trick Tao

And what do I do to sort all this out?

Go out and get a dragon. 

Very clever Sun-Yung. Great 

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I get snaped-back from my thoughts when I feel Kyungsoo's hand on my tight.

"Sun-Yung are you ok?"

We were all sitting at the dinning table (that Kai had to pick up and put back to state after throwing it) eating breakfast when I spaced out.

"Uh- yeah I just.." I couldn't get my words right. Am I ok? Is us sitting at this table acting like a happy family is ok? No. We need a good kick in the and we need to get our heads in the game. 

"No." I say 

Kyungsoo looks at me confused and so does the rest of them. 

"No what?" asked Baek looking up from his plate. 

I stand up from my chair abruptly and hit the table with my fist which made the little dragon jump from Chanyeol's shoulder. 

"No I'm not ok. Nothing's ok. What do you guys think the Queen is doing right now?" 

"Do you think she's having a fancy breakfast and sipping coffee with