Sehuns P.O.V: 

It's hard to love someone if all you can do is just look at them. 

I don't complain through, because watching him doing the 'ordinary' things means more to me. 

With every movement he makes, all the little things he does makes him  look beautiful. 

His face is adorable, soft-angled and gentle. He comes off as effeminate at first but the way he wipes off his sweat after our practises, the way he dances, and the way he  drinks water carelessly when his thirsty, letting the water drip down his chin and under his t-shirt. 

There's so many things I love about him. 

His smile. 

Whenever it’s a shy or a gentle smile  it’s always genuine and coming from his heart. 

His eyes. They aren't just pretty (though they are with their perfect shape and laugh lines and long dark lashes), they are honestly the brightest and clearest I've ever seen. You could  say that he has stars in his eyes. 

Eyes are the windows to the soul, and from his eyes you can tell just how warm and kind of a person he is. His purity is different from that of an innocent child’s however; he knows of all the unkind things in this world, but isn't and refuses to be tainted by it.

If you ever hear him talking it sounds like an angel is speaking to you. 

His voice is so sweet. 

It’s truly a blessing to watch him improve his singing and dancing day by day and watch his career progress.The main reason why I love him so much are for his mistakes, imperfections, and flaws - because without those, he wouldn't’  be who  he is today. I fall a little more in love with him whenever I catch him and his small moments - when he thinks no one is looking at him - because that’s when I find him most beautiful. 

And all  these things about him make me happy. He changed me with his words, his voice, his eyes, his smile. 

That's why I don't mind hiding my love for him. 

I don't mind dreaming about holding his fragile body in my arms, his hair and telling him how much of a beautiful person he is. 

Begin able to be a rookie with him , begin able to watch him doing what he loves was enough for me. It was hard, no one said it's easy to love someone who won't love you back but it's a true blessing just being able to be near him. 

I don’t have the courage to say “I love you”. 

Just like that, my breaths turn shallow, destroying all traces of life. 

How I wish to hold your hand, to stroll in the sunlight. But I can’t. 

But as long as I am able to see you doing the thing you love I'm fine. 

Even if you debut, and I won't I'll still be happy, 

Because your smile is far more important to me than everything else. 

I want to see you always happy Luhan.