I can’t express how mad I am right now.

At both of them.

But at myself as well. I never get to say what I want to do.

Whatever I say is ignored and they don’t listen to me.

That happened before and now I let it happen again.

Myungsoo and Baekhyun completely ignored me and my concerns about their ‘plans’ and they decided everything without me.

Just Great.

But that’s not the only thing that made me upset.

Plans changed a bit and Baekhyun decided that it’s better to send Myungsoo to Exo M tomorrow.

And because of course he’s dead and he can’t be  picked up by Kris or Tao, he has to come with us. To our apartment.

And of course, I wasn’t happy with that idea but I’m tired of even trying to say something. They will ignore what I’ll say anyway.

So I just totally gave up. We we’re on our way back to the apartment. Myungsoo and Baekhyun were walking in front of me while I decided to walk on my own just to show them how annoyed I am.

Baekhyun turned around a couple of times and  glanced at me but as soon as I gave him ‘the look’ he quickly turned around and kept walking forward.

It’s not that I want to get rid of Myungsoo. No, It’s the opposite! I really don’t want him to go to Exo M and even worse become a spy which is the stupidest idea  that Baekhyun could ever think of.

It’s just that.. how am I supposed to act, sharing a roof with my ex boyfriend who just a while ago died and confessed love to me and with Baekhyun who is so stupidly childish and HE IS MY BOYFRIEND. I just pray that Baekhyun won’t act like his normal self. If he does then Myungsoo will be able to tell straight away that he’s a kid! And then he will think of me as some kind of e. Oh god what if he noticed it already?! I mean, Baekhyun looks like a teenager! Myungsoo will now think that I left  him for a kid, oh god please help. What if-

“Ouch!” I cried as I bumped into someone’s back.

“Sun-Yung are you okay?? You should be a little more careful” Said Myungsoo.

“You shouldn’t stop so suddenly then!”

“I had to stop because we are already here”

I looked around to see that we were near the pub which actually is a hotel for devils and angels.

I was so into my thoughts that I completely ignored the world around me. I felt a bit stupid now for shouting at Myungsoo even though I was the one who bumped into him.

I was about to say sorry but  Baekhyun told us to hurry up and get inside.

The pub didn’t change a bit since the last time I’ve been here with face.

The alway smiling bartender was as usual behind the bar welcoming us.

Instead of walking up the stairs we took a lift. The memories from that elevator which I created with Jongin hit me as I walked into it. And I tried my best to keep a poker face and not to burst out laughing. I can’t laugh. I still have to act cold towards Myungsoo and Baekhyun. They deserve it for making me upset.

When we walked into the apartment, straight away, just as I predicted, it got awkward.  

After taking our shoes off, the three of us stood in the living room awkwardly.

None of us knew what to say or do..

“I’ll show you where you can sleep!” Said Baekhyun suddenly with a bright timbre in his voice.

“Ahh, it’s fine. I can sleep on the couch here” Replied Myungsoo.

“It’s okay! We have a lot of rooms here, there’s no need for you to sleep on the couch while we have comfortable beds to sleep in”

Oh god I hope that Myungsoo won’t start asking questions such as why is there so many rooms or actually I hope that Baekhyun won’t say something like “this is Suho’s bedroom but you can use it!’’ which is actually very likely  and I don’t want that happen.

“I’ll take him!’’ I interrupted unexpectedly when Baekhyun was about to take Myungsoo with him.

“I’m hungry Baekhyun. Make something to eat and I’ll  give Myungsoo a  room to sleep in.”

“What am I supposed to make? You know that I can’t coo-”

Baekhyun didn’t get to finish his sentence. He shut up when I gave him a death glare which basically meant “shut up and do what I said”. Luckily, Baekhyun realized that I’m angry at him already and in order not to make his situation worse than it already is he decided to follow my orders.

“O-Okay” He said like a child who just got told off by his parents.

I gave him a smile in order not to look like a total mean witch in front of Myungsoo’s eyes.

Baekhyun sighed but he made his way into the kitchen