Even though I was exhausted I couldn't fall asleep, not in the middle of the day, 
especially when it's possible for the others to come and visit my room at anytime
And I don't think  that me and Suho sleeping together will be a great view for them.
I thought Suho was already asleep but when I've got up from the bed he suddenly opened his eyes. 
"Where are you going?" 
"We can't just lie here forever." I answered getting the clothes from the bathroom floor.
I've sighed when I threw away yet another ripped t-shirt into the bin.
I've managed to change but Suho was still in the bed.
He watched me getting changed which was quite embarrassing I mean yes he'd seen me but I always feel weird when someone watched me changing. 
"Come here for a moment" said Suho suddenly 
without saying a word  I obeyed his words and  came over to the bed lying next to him so we were facing each other
He wanted me to come but he didn't say anything.
We just lied there looking at each other.
Suho was gently my cheek. 
"Suho can I ask you something?"  I interrupted the silence
He gave me a little smile "Sure~" 
I hesitated for a moment but I really wanted to know..
"How did  you die?"
This question had been after me since we've been together in the hospital. 
I mean, Suho is so sweet and he's the most mature out of all 6 of them so I always wondered 
what was the reason of his death. 
Suho's  face expression changed slightly. 
He was staring deeply into my eyes but didn't say anything.
I guess he doesn't want to talk about it.. If so he would tell me this earlier. I feel guilty right now for asking him.
"I'm Sorry, if you don't want to .. I just-" 
"No, I don't mind.. It's just the fact that It's been 7 years since I've died, I forgot about my past life, or at least I tried forgetting it. 
But if you want to know I'll tell you. Actually... The reason why I punched Chanyeol first was because he said that.."
He sighed slightly before continuing 
"He said that I'm acting like you only belong to me, and that.. Just because Yu Jin left me doesn't mean I have to replace her with you." 
A look of confusion appeared on my face.
So Suho continued. "I shouldn't have punched him. After all what he said wasn't offensive or anything, I just lost all my control because he remained me of it. And it wasn't him that I was angry at, in that moment. It was myself. Because I realized that he's quite right..." 
"W-what do you mean?" I still wasn't sure of what he was talking about so I listened to him carefully,
"Yu Jin was my girlfriend. When I was still a human." 
I have no idea why but a feeling of strong jealousy ran through me. 
It's stupid yes because after all his dead and he's not with her anymore but just the fact that there was someone before me, 
someone who kissed the lips which I was kissing a while ago, someone who touched him,someone to whom he said he  loved .. All this thoughts  made me feel jealous. 
But I tried my best not to show my emotions and just kept on listening. 
"Just thinking of her makes me want to go crazy because It proves how foolish I was and how I wasted my life" 
So it wasn't a happy relationship a