37.75 - 5 days to go
The TripI woke up.. shivering. Taeyang is still hugging me tight. He hasn't moved. I wiggled myself out of his hold to see who else was in the room. Ash and Vic fell asleep on the couch. I sat up and felt light-headed. My head started bounding harder than ever. I rubbed it. "." I said under my breath. I grabbed my cell phone - it's 3am and I got so many missed calls and text messages. Taeyang was snoring. He's still in his outfit. Great. Everyone probably knows he's here. I got up to go to the bathroom, but i fumbled and fell on the floor. I rubbed my eyes. I feel like again. Light-headed and disoriented.
"Baby?"
I looked over and saw him sitting himself up.
"What are you doing?"
I shrugged.
He chuckled. "Come back to bed. You need to rest still." He reached his arms out. I sighed. He's making it harder for me. I always want to be in his arms, but that's not the right thing to do. We shouldn't be together anymore. I shook my head. "Don't be stubborn." I took a deep breath. He's already here anyway. Tonight's fine. I struggled getting on my feet. He noticed and hopped right next to me. "See, you shouldn't have left me." He kissed me on the cheek.
"I need to use the restroom, though." I whispered. He lifted me up slowly and headed for the restroom. He placed me on the toliet. "Thank you," I responded and wrapped my arms around him while peeing. I laughed thinking about the situation.
He smiled. "This is new, isn't it?" He flushed the toliet for me. He even washed his hands before lifting me up again. He laid me in bed and hugged me close to him. "I love having you in my arms, you know." He whispered softly. He kissed me on my forehead - but this time, it was longer than usual. My head started pounding harder since I felt my eyes water. Why is he saying these things now? He whispered something else, but my headache was distracting me. I gripped his shirt and pulling it closer to me. He hugged me tighter. He whispered another thing, but it's in Korean. I looked up at him and I noticed his eyes were watery as well. He gave me a faint smile. He bit his lips and closed his eyes. He started singing me a song softly. I felt tears running down my face. My breathing was getting heavier and i tried taking deep breaths so he couldn't notice. I felt his head move and I know he was looking at me, but I didn't flinch. I kept my posture hoping he would ignore what he's hearing. I started focusing on the song he was singing - it was my favorite song from his album. Take It Slow. I focused on his singing and eventually, I drifted to sleep again.
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