Taeyang's POV

"Where's Mag?" I asked when I noticed Ash was the only one that entered. I raised myself from my chair. 

"She didn't text you?" she sounded shock.

The room got quiet. I shook my head and sat back down. That's strange.

"I've been trying to get ahold of her since you guys got on stage," she crossed her arms and pressed her lips. "She said she got a stomache. I know she's lying." She shook her head in disbelief. "What happened?"

"What?" I replied back. What is going on? "What do you mean you've been trying to get ahold of her? You weren't with her at all?" I grabbed my phone. I got no new messages.

"She just texted me." Ri went up to her and grabbed her hands.

"Was she okay before you guys got here?" he asked.

"Yeah, she was. She was excited to give you the box." She bent down to grab the care package Mag made us.

"Where is she now?" I asked.

Ash looked at me. "She said she'd be at the hotel."

I grabbed my phone and left. 

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The boys went back to the dorm. It was just Ash, Ri, and me in our van.

"So she was with you before you guys went on stage?"

I nodded. "She left 20 minutes before we went on."

"This doesn't make sense." Ash said while looking out the window. "She said she's been in the bathroom that whole time. Why would she lie?"

"It doesn't," Ri said, "she was only with us for a few minutes anyways."

Ash turned to him, "what do you mean?"

"Well," he grabbed her phone, "she came in around 5:20, right?" He looked at me.

"Yeah," I agreed.

"She left a few minutes later." Ri is becoming very technical. I just rolled my eyes at him.

"Hyung, I'm being serious."

"Vic, just spit it out."

"Well, since she texted you at around 6, it makes sense if she was in the bathroom. Did she eat anything from the box? Maybe she's allergic to something."

I scoffed. "She didn't eat anything. So, at this moment, we could be overreacting? She could have had a stomache?" I laughed. I feel relieved. 

"Well, if she didn't..." 

Ash pressed her lips and cut Ri off. "We'll find out soon enough."

We pulled up to the hotel. We ran to the elevator and went straight for their room. 

"," Ash said, "Mag has my keys."

"Are you serious?" I panted. We just ran atleast half a mile. I sat myself on the floor sitting against the wall.

Ash and Ri started knocking on the door. After a few minutes, they started banging.

I pulled out my cell phone and started dialing.

"She's not answering my calls." I looked up at Ash and Ri. "Maybe you should ask for a copy of the key from the front desk."

Ash looked at me. "You're right." She looked over at Ri. "Let's go back down." They started walking off.

"I'm going to be really upset if she's fine." Ash laughed. "I hope we're not overreacting."

I giggled hearing them as they walk. Watching how they are, they're really cute and adorable. Maknae is barely taller than Ash, but they fit each other so well.

I tried calling Mag again. "Hmm," I sighed when she didn't answer. Could she be in the bathroom? I laughed thinking about it. 

To be honest, I hate that they left me here to wait. I haven't been alone since she told me she was leaving. And being alone makes me think. I hate thinking. She's leaving in less than a week. I don't even want to think how things are going to be when she's gone. I know how I'm going to feel. The whole world is going to disappear once she steps on that plane. The emptiness is going to take over again. I don't know if we're actually going out. I know we're dating, but what's going to happen? I want her with me. With me only. Here - in Korea. Not in America. I slammed my head against the wall. I closed my eyes since I felt like I was going to cry. I'm falling in love with her and she's leaving. It makes me laugh thinking about it. How stupid can I be? Falling for a girl who lives far - very far. Falling for a girl who i just met a month ago. Falling for a foreigner. I exhaled.

"We got the key!" Ash yelled running over to me.  

I looked over at them. Thank God. I can't handle being alone any second longer.

Ash finally opened the door. "Mag?" She called out. She flick the light switch on and there she was .. sleeping on the bed. "Mag?" She called again running closer to her. "Oh, she's asleep."

I walked over and saw Mag cuddling with her pillow. She's so cute. I caressed her cheek. "Mag, babyy. Wake up." I whispered in her ear. She didn't move. "Wow, is she a heavy sleeper?" I whispered at Ash.

"Yeah, she is." She replied. Something caught her eye. She grabbed it. "Extra strength Tylenol?" Her eyebrows cringed together.

I looked at the bottle. "Headaches, fever, stomaches.." I started reading to myself. "I thought she'd drink something else." I placed the bottle down. It was new. I saw the wrapping in the trash can. I lifted the bottle again and shook it. It seems light. I opened it. It was half empty. "Huh?" I gasped. I placed the bottle back on the night stand and looked through the trash. There were pills everywhere. Ash and Ri finally realized what I was doing and started helping.

"Why are there so many pills on the floor?" She started grabbing some. "Oh my God..."

I looked over at her and realized there were some different ones. She mixed pills? I got up and checked her. Her fever is high. She's soo hot. "Ri, call a doctor." 

A few seconds later, Mag started coughing. 

"Mag, oh my God. You're alive." I said. I rubbed her back. She looked over at me and pushed me out of the way. She got up. Ash and I followed her to the bathroom. Ri was still on the phone.

She kneeled down infront of the toliet and started vomitting. Ash went to get some water. I kneeled down next to hear and started rubbing her back. "Baby, are you okay?"

She nodded her head and continued to vomit. I decide to close the door. "Baby, what did you do?" She looked at me and flicked me off. I laughed and shut up. Ash knocked on the door and came in handing us water. 

After a good 15 minutes, Mag is finally okay. I helped her up and laid her down on the bed again. I sat next to her. Ash was hoovering over us.

"What are you guys looking at?" Mag finally asked. She avoided looking me in the eyes. 

"At you. What did you do to yourself?" Ash yelled.

Mag covered her ears. "I didn't pay attention when I took the tylenol," she gulped. She took a sip of water. "Who was the idiot the mixed the pills?" She started at Ash.

"That's besides the point. Why were you careless? I saw atleast 5 pills in the toliet."

Ri interrupted. "The doctor is going to be here in 10 minutes."

Mag shook her head. "No!" 

"Baby," I reached for her hand, but she flinched. "You need to get yourself checked."

"NO!" She yelled. She sat herself up. "I'm fine. It's not like this hasn't happened before."

I gasped. "What do you mean?"

She rolled her eyes. "I'm fine. I just need to lie down." 

Ash puffed. "Fine. Don't pull that again." She stomped her feet and sat on the couch next to Ri.

"Should I just tell the doctor not to come?" Ri asked.

"Yeah," Ash replied harshly, "she's stubborn."

I rubbed her cheek. "I'm not stupid." 

She turned to look the opposite direction. "I know."

"Then what's wrong?" I hopped to the other side of the bed and laid right next to her. "What happened?" I cuddled her next to me. "Just tell me."

She didn't respond. She just closed her eyes and just laid there. As each minute passed, her breathing was getting deeper and deeper. I sighed rubbing the back of her head. I kissed the top of her head. She just doesn't know what she means to me yet. I closed my eyes and rested there.. hoping to fall asleep with her.