Chapter 16 – Jealous

A Cyborg Like My Perfect Bias [Hiatus]

 

 

                Sooyun is happy that she finished her Calculus homework early and that she gets the chance to finally watch EXO M’s first interview, Sina’s Live Chat, even though it’s over a month old.   She hasn’t been up to date on what EXO M has been doing lately, but has seen posts on EXO K from time to time.

                “This song MAMA has managed to win the hearts of many fans and many people online are trying to interpret the song in their own ways.” stated the Chinese MC in a hot pink dress.  Sooyun is grateful that she has waited so long to watch the interview because she read that the translation for the live internet broadcast had horrible Korean translation.  “Is there a member that can help explain the song and the meaning?”  She looks genuinely nice, as she tries to make the other members besides Kris answer her questions.

                An awkward silence filled the room, since they were shy.  Sooyun could see Xiu Min reach out and pats Lu Han’s thigh.  A small laugh escapes the fans’ lips as they watch the scene.  She lets out a small squeal as the camera man zooms in on her bias.  He smiles, but turns to look at Xiu Min.

                “It’s alright then.  I’ll ask again later.” laughed the MC.  She turns to the camera and looks directly into it.  “If you were to introduce EXO M, how would you describe it?

                Shin shifts at Sooyun’s side and she turns to look at him.  They were in the bedroom, sitting on the futon, and watching the interview on her computer.  “What’s wrong?” she asked.  Whatever it is, it is very obvious that he is bothered by something.

                Shin lets out a sigh, as he glances over at Sooyun.  He smiles.  “Yah, don’t you think Lu Han and I look alike?” he asked, randomly.

                Sooyun blinks.  Well, it does seem like Lu Han is practically sitting at my side, she thought.  “Of course.” she replied.  “Dad made you look like him.”

                Shin pouted.  “Isn’t that good enough?” he asked, obviously mad.  “Why do you have to watch EXO M’s interviews?  Isn’t my Lu Han look-alike-face good enough for you?”

                Sooyun wants to let out a laugh at how childish Shin is acting, but she knew that it wasn’t good timing.  He would probably get angrier if she did.  “Of course it is, Shin.” she smiles, as she touches his face. 

                He pulls her into his chest.  “Do you like Lu Han more than me?” he asked, wanting to know the truth.

                “Ah, why are you acting like this?” asked Sooyun, pulling away from the hug.  She looks up at Shin, but he avoids her eye contact.  “Of course I like you more than him!  You’re my boyfriend!”

                Shin seems to still be upset, as he crossed his arms in front of his chest.  He continues to sulk as he pouts again, making Sooyun want to squeal.  “It doesn’t seem like it…  Everything that Lu Han has been doing in that interview for the last 10 minutes, you scream or get excited about.” he explained. 

                Sooyun laughs as she stares at him.  Kris’s Mandarin could be heard in the background.  “Yah, I want to do that all the time with you.” she admitted.  “It’s just that I want to control myself, so I never actually showed it before.”

                Shin finally looks into her eyes.  “Really?” he asked.  “You should show it…  I like it when you act that.  It’s cute when you act that way…”

                “What?” laughs Sooyun, as she sits up on her knees.  She reaches out and touches Shin’s soft hair.  His hair color was no longer the same as Lu Han’s.  It was a chocolate brown now.  Regardless, he still looks just as adorable.  She let out a fangirl squeal.  “Oh my God, Shin~!  You’re so ccccccccccccccuuuuuuuuuuuuuttttttttttttttteeeeeeeeeeeeee~!!!”

                He lets out a laugh as he wraps his arms around Sooyun’s waist.  He gave her an Eskimo kiss as he smiles.    “Why would you ever need to be jealous of Lu Han?  He would never look my way even if I meet him in real life nor even remember me.  I like you, Shin.  You’re better than him because you care so much for me.  That guy will never know me like you do.  There’s nothing to worry about.”

                Shin continues to smile as he rolls his eyes.  “You are beautiful the way you are.” he said.  “Of course I’ll be worried.  You’re so amazing!”

                Sooyun pulls him into a hug and she places her chin on his shoulder.  “I want to lose weight, so then I’ll look good next to you.” she explains. 

                “You’re-”

                “I don’t like how people stare at us when we go out…  It’s uncomfortable.” stated Sooyun, quickly.  “I care for you and I don’t want people to think that you’re some kind of freak or make any rude assumptions about you.”  She nuzzles into his shoulder, not wanting to pull away.  The thought of other people’s looks when they were shopping comes back into her mind.  Because of her weight and her acne, even she can’t stand looking at herself in the mirror with the lovely Shin.   “I hate those dirty looks, so I will change myself to look better next to you.”

                Shin is rubbing Sooyun’s back in a gentle, calm manner as he sighs.  “I’m sorry for bringing such nuisance into your life.” he said, softly.   

                Sooyun laughs as she pulls away from the hug.  “It’s OK.” she said.  “I’ve wanted to lose the fat for a long time, but actually never had a good enough reason to.  And, I’ve always wanted to get rid of my acne…”

                Shin looks up at her with sad eyes.  “Sooyun, you should never change yourself because of me.” he said.  “I love you, regardless of all of your flaws.”

                She smiles, as she sits back down.  “I know…  I know.  That’s why you are so much better than any flower boy from a boy band.”

                Shin lets out a sigh of relief.  “I’m glad.” he said, as they turn their attention back to the computer.

                “Who acts cute the most?” asked the MC.

                Before anyone could answer, all of the fans point to Lu Han.  The MC calls out his name to get his attention since he was staring at the translator on the side of the set.  She quickly translates the question for Chen and Xiu Min, letting Sooyun enjoy some instant gratification.

                “Lu Han, how do you act cute?” asked the MC.

                He shyly looks at the fans and they replied, “He’s naturally cute.”  And, he laughs. 

                “Naturally cute?  Do you have a cute trademark expression?” asked the MC.

                Before Lu Han could reply, the cameraman already zoomed into his face and is ready for whatever expression he was going to make.  He looks into the camera quickly and then looks around himself, clueless on what to do.  Unable to control herself, Sooyun lets out an excited squeal.  Lu Han looks so adorable with that clueless face of his.  He laughs and turns to the MC.

                “I’m not really sure myself.” he replies, honestly.  He looks back into the camera.

                “So, you’re not too sure?” clarified the MC.  He nods his head like a child and then looks back at the MC. 

                Forgetting about Shin’s obvious jealously over Lu Han, Sooyun quickly looks over at him as the camera focuses back on the MC.  He is simply staring at her in the same way Lu Han was looking into the camera and she smiles brightly.  She lets out a squeal.  “You are ssssssssssssssooooooooooooo CUTE~!!!!” she said.

                Shin blinks as a smile touches his lips.  Sooyun laughs and gives him a quick peck on the lips.

 

AUTHOR’S NOTE:

                Hope you guys enjoyed this chapter!!  ^.^  I had to write about Shin’s jealousy over Lu Han at some point!!  They’re so ADORABLE!!!  AAAAAHHHHH!!  MY FEELS!!!

                Ha ha…  Lay is always a freaking troll.  Ha ha!

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DaMeepster
#1
Chapter 36: damn you made me cry with this chapter with the talk with GD especially so close after Jonghyun's death so raw on everyone's memories but loving the flow of the story
jivisha28 #2
pls update a conclusion its unbearing
SherlyThe #3
Chapter 60: BaekTae? O.o
So they will get caught by paparazi?
Update soon pls >.<
flosbrows #4
very well thought out :)
jooyeon15
#5
Chapter 60: is that the ending ???
flosbrows #6
such a good storyline
Mar-j55 #7
Chapter 40: Damnly ... Im crying.!! I miss Shin!!!
Im stalking all your story.. hehe..
Becoz u are so AWESOME!!! U re so creative
babyvin #8
Chapter 28: Oh i would be one of the happiest girl if i was sooyun, i mean she is shin's gf and yet she has an oportunity To chat w /luhan :(
luxoxolu012 #9
Chapter 60: Please update authornim
BabyHan
#10
i Miss this story,, pls update soon author nim :D