I'm okay, really

Miracle's in Korea

At the Agency...........

Jessicas Pov....

They were there, standing arguing with the receptionist, about something. I was about to hide behind Lien but they saw me and him. Lien and me bowed to them and they greeted us and bowed to us too. 

"Why are you here?" Lien asked as he placed the grocery's in the front desk.

"Sir Lien, they want to see IU, CN Blue and Hongki-shii" the receptionist told him "but they are practicing right now so I told them to wait but they insist on meeting them."

"Its okay now, I'll handle this." Lien spoke. "Oh can you bring this to the kitchen" is said to the receptionist she pick up the grocery and head to kitchen.

"Oppa, I'm going to bring this to the kitchen" I grabbed the grocery bags and headed to the kitchen but someone's hand stop me. I turn around and see it was Yoona, my favorite dongsaeng. I look at her and see her eyes, it was sad apologetic and confuse but I just ignored it. I shrugged her hand away and smile at her. "Is there anything you want from me Yoona-shii?" Yes I've said it like I didnt know her, and it make my heart ached but I withstood it. 

She let go of me and didn't say anything so I just turn my back on her and go to the kitchen.


Yoona's pov.....

She said that to me like she didnt know me, I was dumbstruck, not knowing what to say, my eyes suddenly tearing up but when I wipe it she was gone. 

"Yoona, you know we cant be seen with her" I heard a voice and see it was Tiffany unnie. she was her bestfriend before, her sister, Jessica help her when she was still a trainee in SM, but now she act like she didnt even exist. I quickly wipe my eyes and glare at her. I quickly bow to Lien sunbae and left the building and stayed in the car to cry.


Lien pov.....

I saw Yoona walk away from us, and I saw her tearing up. I want to ask her about the "kicking-out-of-the-group" thing but i remained there. I look at the three and smiled at them, of course they have their reason.

"So what brings you here" I ask the two who was there.

"Were giving the invitations for IU, CnBlue and Hongki for the Big 3 Gala." Taeyeon said to me "and your receptionist told me that they cannot be disturbed when they are practicing. Why the hell they can't be distracted for a few seconds hun, Lien?" she added crossing her arms.

"Well for your information, that is one of the rules in our agency, so that they can perfect their craft, and you came here unannounce so we can't accomodate you". I look at her and smile.

"So how can we see them?" Tiffany ask me

"Well I can call them, so wait here." I tell them to sit at the couch for a while and headed to the practice room. I called the 6 (IU, CN Blue members, and Hongki) to go the lobby room but as we enter the lobby we saw the two with Eunhyuk. IU saw him and quickly hide behind me.

"So you are here huh? you got some nerve after what you have done" I said to him. 

"Ji-eun, let me explain, I didn't mean to hurt you okay, just....  lets talk please." Eunhyuk said to her. Ji-eun was shaking as Eunhyuk approach her but thankfully Yongwa and  Jung-shin intervine.

IU and him were a couple back then, though I was against it, I accept her decisions cause she was happy. Their first month was great and I was changing my opinion abut him but when their scandal broke, all hell break loose. Though nothing serious happen, of course we went to talk to her, and she said it was her fault, but what really push me to the edge when he denied their relationship to their CEO and to the others. Though he said it was to protect her, all of us in F&S are having doubt. Though the scandal was huge they still see each other, untill we heard the news about him sleeping with other girls, Ji-eun always said that it was a rumor and there isn't any news about it so we just let it slide. 

After a few weeks, I was in Taiwan finalizing the consert of CN Blue when I heard the news. Ji-eun, went to the agency drenched in the rain and was crying. I hurried back to Korea to see her crying non-stop. I sat beside her and ask what happen, she look at me and tell me everything. She saw her boyfriend in the bed with another woman. And what make us anger more is that he even dare to slap her. All of us boys on our agency are ready to kill him, but IU said he isn't worth anything even our anger. She then entered her room with Jollie and cry. She cried a river back then 

"Minhyuk, Jong-hyun, take IU upstairs and tell the others not live her side okay" I ordered the two, and they take IU away.

"So this invitations you were saying is just a cover up for this cheater?" I sarcastically said to them. 

"Our purpose and his purpose are different" Taeyeon said with a cold tone,"Here are the invitations for the Gala, now excuse us and we have more worthy things to do than to be in here." Taeyeon said as he give the invitaions and walk outside the door. The two also followed her, and drove away.

"Your ex sure is scary, Lien" Hongki joked.

"Well she's got to be" I answered as I returned to the training room with the three.

I walked inside and saw Jessica hugging IU, who is now crying. I also saw West holding Jollie so that she cant bash that guys head.

"Hey, are you okay Ji-eun" I sat close to her and patted her head.

"I'm okay oppa, I'm j-just ... scared and angry to see him" she said then cry again. I look at her and then my gaze fall on Jessica who feel apologetic of what happen. She then left her side and silently walk out of the room. I notice her walk out so I chase after her. I saw her in the emergency stairs sitting there, head buried in her knees

"Are you alright?" I ask her. I sat behind her and offer her my handkerchief.

"Neh .. I .... just dont know what to say infront of everybody earlier. I didn't even know He hurt her like that" she explained to me.

"Ahhh. so you heard her story huh" I put my hand on her shoulder and say "Well for one they are not angry at you, but to him. second I know its not about that, why you are crying right now." she suddenly look at me and I see her eyes b in tears. I patted her head and let him cry in my chest. " I know its not my business to meddle about your personal problem but seeing you like this when you met them earlier scares me that you will revert back to that day when I found you."

"Oppa... I dont know what to do, when Yoona look at me earlier it seems that she wants to say something. She was almost crying and...... I dont know anymore.." she then wipe the tears in her eyes. and look away.

"I have many things in my mind why they have done that to you but all of them are very negative if you ask me, but I will advice one thing, it may not be now or this coming months, but maybe in the near future, all you 9 will talk, you now just explain, accept and forgive." I said to her as I lift her head to look at her. "Anger will only be temporary, I know. Even if many believe that our group is perfect we do fight from time to time, and even turned into a fist fight but at the end of the day we talk it out. So if you want help to settle things with them for your heart to be free, just ask me okay. I can kidnapped them if you want me too just for you to talk to them." I joke for her to atleast smile and she did "Now that your smiling again, I order you not to eraze that smile again arasso" I said to her smiling, and she just nodded. We then get up from where we were standing and go to the practice room again. There we saw the group with IU now smiling.

I grab a chair and talk to them. "So what will you 6 do to this invites?" as I pointed to the envelope at the table.

"What invites?" Jollie ask me

"Duh the invites for the annual Gala nights, you know that secret party every year." Hongki said to Joliie earning him a punch in his arm.

"So why theres only 6 people from our agency invited, why not all of us?" she asked again now feeling annoyed.

"Its only given to those who are considered hallyu stars or famous abroad." Jessica now explaining to Jollie.

"So why does Hongki only invited and not the whole FT Island, and why OUR GROUP not invited?" She asked again.

"Well, thats partially our fault" West said, and all of them look at him. "You know 2 years ago, we were invited in the Gala though but declined it, and Jollie you were in the US at that time, All of us where bored so we decided to gate crashed our way there. and something happened".

"What happened West?" Jollie said

"Hyung was drunk and he went berserk" Yongwa said pointing at me.

"WHAT! you drink alcohol, you know you have a very, very weak tolerance on alcohol and you drank" she said while hitting me. She was right. I cant drink alcohol, and when I do all hell break loose, sometimes I wake up tied up on a pole or a tree while my member surround me. and when I ask them what happen they will only say that don't ever , ever drink again.

"hey it was 2 years ago, and I swear it didn't hapeen again" I swear to her. "Hey when will it be held" I ask Jung-shin who is holding now the invitation.

He opened it and said "hyung it will be held this sunday..... but our party is on sunday right?"

"So will you attend the party or ditch it like our tradition in our agency?" I said to them and they all smile. (Well its not really a tradition our group is the only one who always decline the party)

"Of course I won't got there if Im the only one invited and not my members" Hongki said

"Us to!, ...its be wierd that we are the only "idol band" in there beside theres always next year" Yongawa said and he and hongki highfive to each other.

"Me too, he will be there so I'm not going."  IU said too.

"So that it huh....  For now practice for our first family concert and I will personally delivered these to SM and apologze that the six of you are not attending. all of them galre at me and said "YOU?"

I give him a confuse smile and said  "WHY?"


authors note:

I just revise some parts, please continue reading.

 

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la_jung27
#1
Chapter 44: Woah. Done reading you're story. It's a awsome story.
I really shed a tears to this story. This will be my one of my favorite.
I'll surely read this again & again.
firstblessing #2
Chapter 44: (c) after that, I ship TaengSic as friends more than TaeNy. tho idj in real life tho..

I then also learned that KPop era in tgis story was actually a mess before Lien's project had not been accomplished. by this story I learn lit by lit.

thank you so much for your hard work. and I am actually surprised that actually gtae part that I seek for in this story only took like 30% of the story? lol. very interesting actually. but to inform you, I also like reading the remaining 70% of it where you patiently wrote the problems of other's groups, attched the YT videos, and describing the dream concenrt at the end.

I love ur story especially the story lines and hopefully I could read another gtae story from you. Great job Author!!
firstblessing #3
Chapter 44: I am happy in tears. thank you so very much for finishing thia story. at first, I had no idea what this story was I mean, I didnt understand who sinners was, who Lien was. I was confused as to why this Lien guy became the male lead character in this story. but patiently, I read over again and found what you really felt while writing this. I suddenly fell for the story line, the way you brought up mass names of idols (that I cant remember fully up until now).

and personally, as a new KPop liker (by KPop I mean only SNSD, Big Bang, and EXO), I then happened to know some things about other groups and their problems that I believe none of all those are 100% fake. I thank you very much for this case.

Other than that, ur story is tge first story where I read TaengSic's bond that is much stronger than even TaeNy's. I found this first in War for Love (oh how I freaking miss that masterpiece of yours)
firstblessing #4
Chapter 43: I am not ready to read the ending. feels like I still want it. this story contents many means to me T.T
byuntaengsicajjang #5
Chapter 43: This is so sad. When i still hope there's a chance but in reality, nothing.
I hope Jessica can open her heart again after years and her baby will become a carbon copy of Lien!
^_^
fanfics_ss #6
Chapter 43: Is Lien really died? Or a suprise is coming up?
firstblessing #7
Chapter 42: I just wanted to cry. HOW GOOD IT IS IF KPOP IS ACTUALLY LIKE THIS!!!
byuntaengsicajjang #8
Chapter 42: I know its impossible but i hope West father can find a treatment for Lien's illness....
byuntaengsicajjang #9
Chapter 41: It's so cool!!!
I was smiling all throughout Jessica and Lien's performance! and the wedding was unexpected!!
I really hope Lien can survived his illness so they can be happy and complete again!!
^_^
firstblessing #10
Chapter 41: The Calm Angel and The Roaring Dragon

i love how that sounds. thank you so much for this amazing concert. tho it's in my imagination, i can clearly picture how mind blowing it can be