Title: When he knows that you have serious illness.
Pairing: TOP; OC.
Fandom: BIGBANG.
Ending: Sad.
Requested by: JiyonGri.

“Yeobo, I brought some muffins that you like so much!” TOP said as he put it down on the kitchen counter and walks into the bedroom. You were still crying then suddenly wipe off your tears and smiled at TOP.

“Did you bring the muffins without finishing it?”

“Uh, yeah?”

“Oh, I’m glad to hear that.” You chuckled.

TOP looked at you blankly.

“What?” You asked him.

“Did you just cry?” TOP asked as he caressed your cheek.

“N-No… Who says?” You asked as you pushed his hand away. “Oh, I’m craving for the muffins already. Oppa, let’s go.” You said as you immediately went towards the kitchen.

TOP sighed as he stood up and followed you from behind.

“Whoa, what flavour is this?” You asked.

“Try to guess…” TOP said as he hugged you from behind.

“Is it vanilla and red velvet?” You asked.

“Yes.”

“Whoa, thanks oppa…” You said as you take a bite.

“Welcome, yeobo. Eh, where’s our baby?” TOP asked as he searched for your son.

“Ah, he is playing with his friends at the backyard.”

“I see, he started to make friends already. What a tough guy.” TOP chuckled.

“I know… One day, that tough guy will protect you when you get old.” You said as the both of you laugh.

“Eh wait, what about you? Don’t you want him to protect you too?” TOP frowned.

‘How can he protect me when I’m already gone?’ You thought.

“Oh, he will! Don’t worry.” You said as you smiled at TOP who is staring at you worriedly.

TOP pulled from the hug and turn your body facing towards him. You blinked a few times before you looked at him in the eyes.

“I’ve recognise something weird is happening to you nowadays. You eyes are a bit swollen and you keep denying that you’re not crying.” TOP said.

“W-what are you talking about?” You startled.

“Please don’t lie to me. Just let it all out, now.”

“Oppa…”

“Please, yeobo. I know that there is something wrong with you.”

“No… I’m serious-,”

“Yeobo!” TOP shook your shoulder hard.

Your tears started to sled down your cheek. TOP sighed as he looked at you and wipe off your tears for you. You hugged TOP tightly, as tight as you can because after this, you can never hug him anymore. TOP patted you on your back.

“I… I had a cancer.” You cried.

“What?” TOP asked as he immediately pulled form the hug.

“Don’t make me repeat, oppa.” You said as you covered your face and cried again.

“Tell me that I heard the wrong thing.” TOP said as he shook your shoulder.

“I’m not.” You said between your cry.

TOP shook his head as he walk backwards and hit the table at the back of him. TOP put his right hand on the table to make him stable while the other hands on his forehead. He let out a deep sigh before looking back at you.

“Is there any cure for that?” TOP asked.

You shook your head. “I’m going to die soon, oppa…” You sadly said.

“No… It can’t be! Please don’t leave me and our baby alone. Please I’m begging you, ____-ah.” TOP said as he walked towards you and hugged you tight.

You cried in TOP’s arms.

‘I’m sorry, oppa. I’m sorry because I couldn’t make it…’ You thought.

Is it sad enough?

-TabiOppa