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          Jung Yong Hwa was sitting on the grass. he was reading a textbook while waiting shin hye to come ...               when yong hwa see her coming and she crying, he just look her with cool stare ..                     shin hye sat on the grass, near to yong hwa. she crossed her hands on her knees to cover her face ..                     she was trying to stop her tears fell down to her cheeks. then she looked and stared to yong hwa ... but he don't stare at her..               " Good you're here ... so I don't have wait you too long .. " said yong hwa .. shin hye more sad to hear the words that come from yong hwa mouth ..                     " Yong ... mianhe ... Jebal mianhe ... I'm sorry for you yong hwa ... I'm not a good friend to you ... I admit that I was too busy with min ho .. but now I and min ho had broken up .. and I'm still hurt cause that .. so, I beg you yong hwa ... don't do this it to me .. now .. I really need your attention and your hugged. who can comfort me ... only you my friend who is able to help me forget this heartache .. " shin hye said, while she crying ..                     " But , I don't want to comfort you up again ... enough to me to comfort you, enough to me to advice you. it's make us quarrel a lot just because of this thing .. and anyway enough to me to hold you to calm down .. and now you're broke with min ho .. well I don't care"says yong hwa ...                     shin hye could only stare as she tears increasingly heavy on her cheeks .. she more sadness because yong hwa has being very cold to her when she needed consolation words and a hug from her friend .. shin hye then shook head ..                       " No yong hwa ... no ... I really need you yong hwa .. don't be so cruel to me ... I'm begging you ... I need a shoulder to lean on ... I need your arms ... yong hwa, I'm not ready to separate from you ... as a friend, you must help me .. I beg yong hwa .. please .. " shin hye said, while she sobbing .. shin hye tried to approach and hug him .. but yong hwa brushed her hand ..                         "Well, shin hye , don't expect this time I will feel sorry for you .. you know, in the past..I used to feel the same way like you feel right now, I'm even more suffering than you .. I almost died .. but when that happen you're not in my side to cheer me up, you're just constantly preoccupied with your boyfriend min ho. so now you feel it hurt, do you?? " said yong hwa .. shin hye try again to embrace yong hwa .. but then he managed to escape and then stood up . .. then he looked shin hye with a cold stare ..                         " didn't you say that I don't understand the meaning of friend .. maybe you right..I didn't understand the meaning of friends ... but did you also know the meaning of friends?? you don't have time to your best friends .. so if like that, what do you want from your friend?? .. hah .. friends that you only use when you're sad, you want your friends to hug you .. well .. I'm not friend you want like that ... " said yong hwa, then he turn his attention to the other direction ..                       shin hye continued to stare at him, while she crying ..                     " I realized that I had mistake a lot to you ... because of that, please forgive me and give me chance to change ... I realized that I have the nature and habits that are not good, but you should know too, yong hwa .. there is no perfect man in this world ... therefore,  yong hwa .. please forgive me ... now I need hug from you .. yong, don't be so cruel to me .. Jebal " shin hye said again, she was trying to turn yong hwa hearts ..                 yong hwa just silent " you're right shin hye, as a human we must be willing to forgive the mistakes of our kind ... but if my feelings have to play in this case .. I can't forgive you .. I suffer too in the past from feeling of love for you shin hye ... I want to get away from you before my love is back .. mianhe shin hye .. maybe this is only the way, that you will stay away from me so when my love is back again .. you're not in my side again ... " said yong hwa . . then slowly yong hwa looked at shin hye, no longer seem he look at cold stare to her ... but slowly a tears trickled down passes from his cheek...                   " when we're in class, just you say will obey what I want ?? now .. I called you to come here because I want to speak frankly to you .. I don't want to be your friend anymore, shin hye ... mianhe, maybe we are not meant to be friends ... stay away from me ... find a friend besides me ... let's just say I'm your best friend who has lost ... let's just say we were never have to be friends ... shin hye ... mianhe .. " said yong hwa ... and he stands ... and want to go when shin hye hugged him tightly from behind ... she sobbed ... that girl was leaning on yong hwa back ...                             " ... Jebal Yong Jebal ... mianhe ... please ... I can't stay away from you ... I just realized you're my true friend ... I can't find other friends besides you .. don't do this yong me ... I beg you .. " shin hye said, between her sobs ..                     yong hwa was silent, he was trying to hold back the tears that kept falling off ... yong hwa dripping sweet memories reminded time him together with shin hye, when they were both eating at this place ... when she was sleeping in his lap and when yong hwa help her ... but when he remembered his extreme suffer cause of shin hye .. heartache, pain, sadness, and emotional .. that happened to him, making sweet memories has kind to lost .. yong hwa trying to untangle the hug from shin hye... shin hye realizes that he trying to untangle her