Letting go.
Mr. SERIOUS & Ms. COOL
Mr. SERIOUS & Ms. COOL *chapter19*
Jiyeon's POV:
*the next day*
Breathe in, breathe out. Haaaaaa~ I'm with Yookwon oppa right now is this park. Time check: 7:15pm. We've been here 15minutes already, nobody is talking. "Oppa/Jiyeon" we said at the same time. He smiled at me. "Ladies first!" I shook my head. "Ani, gwenchana.." I said. I heard him sigh out heavily. Is this the right time to say my decision?? He looks troubled. "I... I'm leaving the country..." he said without looking at me. I look at him, shocked. "You're kidding right?" I try to smile but he just slowly shook his head. I bit my lip and look at the other direction. "W..w-wae? eo-eonjae?" I asked. "On monday actually.." he said. Huh? Wait.. yesterday is friday do, today is saturday..... "What!!? oppa, wae??" I asked with eyes full of guilt.
He look at me. "My dad said.." I'm still at him. "When are you coming back?" I asked. I don't know, is this my fault. I think it's mine. "He said, I'll finish my studies there in Japan." he smiled weakly. "Why is it so sudden oppa??" I look at my hands to avoid his gaze. I feel seriously guilty. "Actually, he told me this last week. You're the only one who knew about this.. Don't tell them." I felt him smiled at me. I look at the ground and felt my tears racing through my cheeks. "Is it my fault?" I asked. He caressed my back. "Part of it.. but, it's not your fault, and I will not court you anymore...."
I look at him with my eyes full of tears. "Oppa, jinjja mianhae.. choeseonghamnida oppa.." I cried. He hug me tightly. I continue crying in his arms. "Aniya.. uljima... don't do this." he said. I cried harder and harder. "Mianhae oppa! I can't teach my stupid heart!!!" I said while pointing the left part of my chest, hard. "I'm sorry oppa.. I'm an idiot!!" tears won't stop from falling, I think I'm crying like spongebob already! "Jiyeon-ah, don't make it hard for me.. It's not your fault." he continue comforting me. I'm still crying hard, sorry. I can't stop myself. I can't breathe normally anymore 'cause of my sobs. "It's for myself too.. I have to move on while studying there.. I'll keep myself busy. Just promise me to be happy with Jun, so that my decision will be worth it.." his words hurt me even more.
He know that it's Junhyung oppa. His bestfriend. "Oppa.. mianhae for all the pain. I'm sorry......" I apologize one more. "Jiyeon, don't say sorry anymore.." he calmly said. I cried again.. "I don't want it this way!! stop crying or else..... I.. I'll leave you here!" oppa treathen but he's not screaming. And here's me, I obey his command immedietly like a child and stop sobbing when he said that he'll leave me. I just pouted.
*after an hour*
I slightly calm down. Yes, slightly, I'm still crying but I'm not sobbing hard or loud like before. I bit my lower lip hard to stop myself form crying. I turned to my other side and wipe my tears, then face Kwon oppa again and hel his hand. I don't know the word 'awkwardness' right now, and I don't care. "Oppa, I have arequest. I'm not sure if you'll like it.." I tried my best to smile a little. Oppa sigh heavily and brightly smiled at me like nothing happened. "What is it then????" he excitedly asked like before. "Tomorrow, we'll make the longest day ever with the two of us only." I smiled truely. "Sure!! Can't wait for tomorrow!!" he exclaimed. "Great!!" I chuckled and as I hug him, a teardrop fell. Chh.. one last teardrop for him.. CHH.
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I'm sorry guys.. I'm not good at making parts like this, I'm not convinced by my own drama part. (-_-)
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Author: Jaeroppi;*
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