Another Confession
A Man in love.
_____’s POV
I spent my whole day just laying at bed and watching the ceiling.
I felt dead.
I wish I could take back time and not confess to Donghae.
That is so stupid!
I stood up and looked in the mirror.
Pathetic!
I hopped to bed once again.
I should get over Donghae
I MUST
I WILL
I thought. Kyuhyun was so sweet to me.
When I’m in the worst mood, he’s there to cheer me up. He’s a true friend.
I remembered.
Aish!
What should I do tomorrow?
Donghae is my partner for our Semester project.
It’ll be awkward.
I’ll just be quite and talk to him only when necessary.
That’s it!
The next day…
I sat down next to Kyuhyun.
“Good morning, Kyuhyun.” I greeted.
“Good morning.” Kyuhyun cheered. “Are you okay?”
“Yes” I answered. “Thanks for yesterday!”
“Don’t worry, we’re friends I got you!” Kyuhyun said.
“So, the semester project starts today,” I groaned.
“Unfortunately” Kyuhyun said.
“This is not cool my childhood friends are coming over this week and this project starts this week.” I said.
“Good Luck, hope you work out what you going to do so you can finish the project earlier.” Kyuhyun said as he pointed out to Donghae.
“I don’t care about him now,” I said.
“Of course you don’t.” Kyuhyun replied.
3rd POV
The teacher walked in.
“Okay class, you know the drill. Get on your pairs and discuss your project and run it by to me and get started.” Teacher said. “GO”
Everyone went around to go to their partners.
But _____ just stood there. She doesn’t know whether she’ll go to Donghae or she’ll wait Donghae to come.
But she thought she shouldn’t act like that so she stood up and went to Donghae.
At the same time Donghae stood up to go to _____.
They caught up with each other in the middle.
“Let’s just use your table.” _____ said as she led the way not even looking at Donghae.
“Sure” Donghae whispered.
_____ and Donghae sat awkwardly.
“So, ideas?” Donghae asked.
“I got nothing, you should pick the subject.” ____ answered.
“Listen, I’m sorry” Donghae said.
“No, you shouldn’t be apologizing.” ____ said. “It’s not your fault you don’t feel that way.”
“______, its not that.’ Donghae said.
“Seriously Donghae, I can’t. Let it go please.” _____ plead.
“_____, I’m sorry okay?” Donghae said.
“Donghae I-“
Donghae stopped _____. “Let start over?”
“Start what over?” _____ asked.
“Us?” Donghae said.
_____ was puzzled.
“What us?” _____ asked.
“You confessed to me about your feelings and I thought I’ll confess-“
_____ stopped Donghae.
“BWHEO?” _____ exclaimed. “No, this isn’t right.”
_____’s POV
Is Donghae confessing to me too?
What should I do?
I told myself I should get over him.
“_____, I thought you like me?” Donghae asked.
“That was before, I made a complete fool of myself,” I said.
“I wasn’t thinking right before.” Donghae said.
“And you are now?” I asked,
“I thought that you would be happy I’m confessing to you too!” Donghae asked.
He is right.
Should I be feeling happy?
I spaced out.
All I can see it white.
Suddenly I saw a scene
It’s when I was crying and Kyuhyun was there for me.
Why am I seeing this?
I looked at Donghae.
“I’m sorry.” I said to him as I left the room.
I left the room covering my face.
I don't know If I want to cry, smile or just freeze.
3rd POV
Kyuhyun looked up to _____.
“What’s wrong with _____?” Kyuhyun thought to himself.
“Hey, why is your friend walking out?” Sungmin asked.
“Yeah, something wrong.” Yesung said,
“I know why” Leeteuk said.
“What?” Yesung and Sungmin asked in unison.
“Lady problems…” Leeteuk whispered innocently.
Yesung smacked Leeteuk in the head.
“You idiot!” Yesung exclaimed.
Donghae just stood there.
Everyone was puzzled.
“Where did Ms. _______ go?” teacher asked.
Donghae scoffed.
Donghae’s POV
It’s all happening again.
Like what happened before.
Rejection…
Why is this happening to me?
When I decided to go for what I feel and rejection is what I get?
I feel like being me again.
I feel like pushing someone in the edge of the world.
I feel like…
I feel like I want to be the person I wish I wasn’t.
As I closed my eyes, the flashback starts again.
“I’m rich, good-looking, I’m perfect, why won’t you like me!” Donghae exclaimed.
“You are a joke!” the girl screamed.
“What have I done that made you hate me?” Donghae asked.
“Think what you’ve done to my brother, and ask yourself again!” she yelled.
Donghae looked at her. “I’m sorry!”
“Sorry, you’ve done enough to make my brother’s life a living hell!” she said. “Why have you been doing this to him?”
Donghae was frozen.
“Just because you think you have everything doesn’t mean that you could do everything you please!” she cried. “You’ve done enough”
No, I can’t be like that anymore.
I want to stand up for what I believe in, I think that’s right.
I know what I should do now.
I should believe on what I believe in, and what I believe that I like her and nothing can stop me now.
I’ll put my past behind and start anew.
I’ll do as I please, I’ll do whatever I want. And what I want is you _____.
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