"PS. I Love You"

 

 

“Kangwoo, come to Auntie here!” I called on Kangwoo who kept walking here and there. Kangwoo, Sora’s baby boy, has just found his walking ability. Lately, Sora kept telling me that she and Yoochun oppa often felt too tired of keeping Kangwoo on track. He never let his parents stayed calm and that’s exactly what happened to me.

I had lunch with Sora. It’s been a while since we’re spending a free time together. I’m still in the middle of my resting period, enjoying every single day with people I rarely met in daily basis. I had lunch almost every day with my parents, sometimes at their house, sometimes I picked up my mother to eat outside after we visited my father at his university, and in the weekend, we spent it with Kris as well. His relationship with my father was getting better to the extendt they often played golf together, leaving me and my mother on the poolside, enjoying some nice food offered there. But today, it’s Sora’s turn.

I missed Sora, I missed her cute little baby boy as well. Kangwoo felt like my own niece. He’s so cute and he really resembled Yoochun oppa a lot. He’s quite talkative and every time we met, he never forgot to hug and left a very wet smooch on my cheeks. I really like him and sometimes I wondered if my Baby Bear was still here, he must have been playing well with Kangwoo. I smiled when Kangwoo moved to sit on my lap, leaving his mother’s side; I played with his soft hair. He smelled so nice; I often kissed him uncontrollably when he snuggled to me.

I’ve just had a meeting with my agency. Following my cancelled trip to Rome, we’re discussing about my agreement with the modeling agency in Europe, based in London. As previously discussed, I’ve signed a total of a year working with them for my runway debut in Europe. And sooner or later, I have to leave for Europe to continue to work on this agreed debut. So far, there’s nothing wrong with the agreement, it’s me who’s kind of hesitated to leave as soon as possible. I knew that my management already prepared everything: place to stay, all documentation needed for me to stay in Europe, and so many other things. But still, I need to go there as soon as possible as well, to adjust with my surrounding at least, before I started my work. The departure date was the only thing I haven’t decided. And that’s mainly because I couldn’t leave Kris yet.

“Have you told Kris about the date?” Sora asked me, taking Kangwoo to her lap, giving him his orange juice. The cute baby enjoyed his drink, gulping it as soon as his mom gave it to him.

“We’ve been discussing about it. The date of my first camp for the debut preparation is in three weeks. I think I should go two weeks from now, the latest” I said, playing with the fork in my hand, randomly touching the cake on the plate.

“That’s fast” Sora commented. “You better tell him as soon as possible, Jinah” Sora continued, glancing at me.

“I know. It wasn’t like Kris not letting me go. The thing is...we’ve just back together. We’re recently dating but I knew that I leaving him for a year would cause a stir between us. He thought that I would not pursue my career again, but as you may know, walking in the runway had been the thing I’ve found as the career that I wanted to achieve” I told her, Sora nodded in understanding.

“Still, you have to tell him...”

I nodded. “I will” I whispered, softly sighing as I felt it’d be another hard thing to tell him.  

“It would be the first time you’re having a long distance relationship, hmm?” Sora said, smiling at me. The idea of having a relationship but away from each other could never be the type of relationship I wanted to have but this time, the situation couldn’t be helped. This would be the only way.

It’s more than a month already since we’re getting back together. Our parents finally accepted the fact that we’re being serious this time, that we wanted to stay together as a couple. I grew a comfortable close relationship with his mother recently; we’ve been seeing each other these days, to talk about work, life, meeting with other socialite mothers she knew, and of course, accompanied me to meet the elder of the Wu family.

I was scared at first. It felt like I was about to faint when I stepped back to Guangzhou, visiting his family all over again. I missed his grandma, I missed Tao and Luhan as well, but the moment I met the elder of his family, I really felt like I’m about to die. The situation was pretty scary and Kris mostly got questioned with a serious and cold tone. I was ready to get scold actually, but thanks to his mother, she negotiated that until he’s 35 years old, Kris would not be obligated to have a baby. And although we’re asked to be married as soon as possible, Kris managed to convince the whole family that when the time’s right, we’re eventually going to get married again. Soon.

I had so many things in my mind actually. The thought of getting back with Kris was a relieve actually. I love him, I’m happy to be with him again. But the future was seemed to be a bit off my mind. I wanted to be his wife again, of course. But if being his wife should be followed with the plan of having a baby, I really lost my confidence.

We’ve been checked ourselves to the hospital. Kris was stated healthy, while me... I still need to take care of my health condition. The doctor offered so many methods to get a baby, but Kris said it’s not necessary for the time being.

“I’ve told you. If we want to start all over again, it wouldn’t be with you getting pregnant before we officiated our marriage” that’s all he said and for once, I ignored the thought that I might not be able to get pregnant again. I have him by my side and that’s enough.

Sometimes I felt God was way too kind to me. He gave me the most understanding boyfriend ever, while in turn, I couldn’t be the perfect woman that would fit him well. And at a time like this, giving him attention and care was all I could do. He had done working all day; it’s time for me to be a dedicated woman for him. I’m going to treat him good.

“Kyungsoo sent you food. Your favorite sushi...” Kris said waving the package he had on his hand once he’s stepped inside the suite, flashing a bright smile. 

I like to see Kris when he’s just arrived home from work. If he usually looked attractive when he’s about to heading work, I like him more with his sleeve folded up to his arm and he put away his suit, leaving him only with his slack and shirt, and of course, a loose tie. That’s definitely my man. Well, basically he looked great and hot in daily basis, but he’s the most attractive when he looked like mess. Don’t blame me to get off late from bed every time we’re spending the night together, it’d be him teasing me with his hot appearance that he wouldn’t let me put my feet on the ground. Morning was definitely one of my favorite things nowadays.

“Yeay, sushi!” I cheered for the sushi pack.

I arrived earlier at his place, I already changed to a sleeping gown, and the one he likes the most. I noticed him already checking on me when I kissed his cheek as I opened the door for him, slightly grabbing my waist so I was touching his body. This man; he always tried to tease me all the time. But nonetheless, I like the way he expressed his affection towards me.  He made me felt comfortable.  

I forgot anything else right when he’s giving the sushi pack and I walked right away to the couch, enjoying the sushi that Kyungsoo packed for me while watching some show that’s broadcasted on the TV. I made a note that I should visit Kyungsoo’s restaurant again.  

“Baby, put it on the plate first” I heard Kris said as he brought the wine glass to the table in front of the couch. I was already had myself lying on the soft couch. I grinned at him as I munched on a piece of sushi, ignoring his protest. Kris walked back to the kitchen and when he’s sitting next to me, he placed my sushi to the plate he brought. I rubbed his jaw softly, thanking him. I didn’t know what I’ve done in my precious life to get a very nice boyfriend like him.

In the next fifteen minutes, all the sounds that heard were only us digging on the food. Along with the sushi, Kris also bought several Chinese foods from my favorite restaurant. I had a very nice dinner, thanks to him. My cooking skill was still bad, although I could still keep up with a nice breakfast for him like pancake or waffle, but never a proper dish. I felt bad to him; the only dish that I could make properly was salad for my daily diet.

“How’s work?” I asked him, softly touching his hand that’s placed on my stomach. He’s spooning me from the back as we’re watching the rerun of Bridget Jones’ Diary; Kris got his arm around my waist with his chin at the top of my head.

“Hmm... It’s okay. There’s nothing really happened today. Everything went smooth, it’s good. I’m still working on my project though...” he answered, half sleepy. “How’s your day, hmm?” he asked me back, hugging me closer as he placed his legs above mine.

“I had lunch with Sora and Kangwoo” I started, rubbing on his hair this time, eyes still on the TV.

“How’s that cute boy?” he asked, half giggling. I smiled to myself; Kris was being good as well with Kangwoo. The baby boy looked so small in his hand, and Kangwoo really enjoyed free plane ride from his Uncle Kris, who always put him in his large arms for a stroll when we’re hanging out together.

“He just learned to walk; he couldn’t stop walking here and there. I really had a hard time to catch up with him” I told him, laughing to myself as I recalled I almost fell on my heels as I ran for Kangwoo. He’s amazingly fast with his tiny little feet.

“I have some presents for him; I’ll send it to Sora’s place later on. Is that okay?” he asked me. I nodded.

“Sure, that’s fine”

“You’re just hanging out with Sora today?” he asked again, rubbing a circle in the middle of my stomach. I bit my lower lips, not sure what to answer.   

“I met with the management today” I told him, trying to sound as normal as possible. I was thinking whether today’s the right time to tell him the exact date of my departure to Europe or not. The mood between us was good, I’m afraid I would ruin it. But Kris fingers kept running around my stomach, telling that everything’s fine for him.

“Mm-hmm? How’s your schedule for this month?” he asked again, softly rubbing on my arm.

“I have no schedule actually” I said, waiting for his respond. “But since we’re back together, there have been a lot of interviewrequested. I decided to take one”

“Hmm? Are you okay with that?” he yawned as he asked that.

“Well, as you said, it wasn’t like we’re doing sin to be back as one. I thought that it’d be a good opportunity to tell people that we’re indeed a couple. I’ve checked the content of the questions; I refused to answer anything related with our relationship. I would only answer one, on which they asked whether we’re a couple or not. I just need to answer that and then-“my speech was stopped when I heard his long soft breath, he must have been falling asleep.

“Kris?”

No answer.

“Baby, do you want to sleep....now?” I asked him as I turned around. Kris already closed his eyes and softly snored as his chin placed in the space between my chin and my shoulder.  

I looked at his face, cupping it softly. I felt God was a bit unfair when He decided to let Kris born to the world; how could someone always look perfect with whatever he’s doing? Kris was just basically closing his eyes, sleeping – and even snoring, but still, he looked so handsome. I couldn’t resist not touching him; so I rubbed his face and cupped it with both of my hands, massaged his face softly.

“Kris” I called him. He hummed as the answer while I kept rubbing his cheek, trying to wake him up. I wouldn’t let him sleep on the couch, but it’s impossible to take his giant body on my own to the bedroom upstairs. “Hey, Honey. Wake up please? Let’s move to the bed” I told him, touching his eyes so at least he would be awake to go to the bedroom. Finally Kris opened his eyes and half awaken, he smiled and suddenly kissed my cheek, making me looked at him in confused.

“I felt asleep, hmm?” he asked, cupping my face with one hand, and again, smiling foolishly.

“I think you’re eating too much that you fell asleep” I commented, laughing at him. He just nodded as he put his arm around my shoulder, holding on me.

I hugged his waist so we could walk together upstairs, heading to the bedroom. He managed to change his clothes first and washed his face before finally crashing on his bed. It seemed that Kris was so tired and sleepy; he’s not paying attention to my presence. When I’m done washing my face, he’s already in a deep sleep.

I fixed the blanket for him, covering him well. He’s sleeping on his right side, giving his back on me. For some reasons, I felt like I’m missing him, like it’s been a while we’re spending a night together. I ended up went to the bed while hugging him from the back. I should tell him about my departure later in the morning, but for the time being, I would just want to enjoy hugging him like this.

“I’m so gonna miss you, Kris Wu”

 

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“I’ll be going to London this Sunday”

I stopped whatever I’m doing as I heard her words. We’re having breakfast together with me sitting on the chair, reading the morning newspaper as I had my toast in my right hand. I quickly looked up to Jinah who’s sitting in front of me, smiling as she had her oatmeal.

“This Sunday? Isn’t it too sudden? How about your visa? How about the place for staying? Have you decided where you’re going to stay?”

Jinah looked at me with her puzzled look. “Kris, calm down” she commented, smiling as she scooped spoonful oatmeal to .

“Have you told your parents?” I asked her. Again, she nodded.

“I’ve told them, of course. They wouldn’t be able to send me to the airport, my father would be in Osaka for a seminar starting this Wednesday and my mom’s going to accompany him” she explained calmly. I watched her until she realized that I’ve been looked at her all the time.

“I need to adjust to my surrounding, I will be working there for three months before moving to Madrid for another project” she suddenly said. She took my hand and softly rubbed it.

“I’m sorry if it’s too sudden” she added.

I glanced at the woman who appeared very sorry in front of me. Jinah really couldn’t hide her real feeling; she pretended that everything’s fine while clearly it wasn’t. The topic of her doing the runway had been settled the first time we’re back together. She’s a model, even before we met, and I really respected her decision to stay in the runway; I couldn’t say anything about this. But her leaving to Europe was somehow made me feeling a bit uncomfortable.

I was never involved in a long distance relationship before, but based on what I heard, it’s hard and it’s very challenging for a couple to have this kind of relationship. Anything could happen in a year and anything could happen when a couple lived separately from each other. We’ve been talking about this all the time and although both of us knew how hard it would be, we’re still having this optimistic thought that we can do it. I didn’t want to break up with her, not even once. And although having a long distance relationship would be hard for us, I would still take it if that’s the only way to keep our feeling last.  

“Hey” I called her. She looked up to meet my eyes. I like seeing her like this, still on her pajamas with her hair made into a messy bun, half awake, half sleepy. And most importantly, she was looking so cute with her pouted lips. I really wanted to screw her whenever she gave me this look; but darn this morning meeting.

“You okay?” I asked her. She frowned, looked at me like I asked the wrong question.

“It’s supposed to be me who asked this question to you, Kris” she said, correcting me. “Are you okay?”

Am I okay? Well. I’ve been away from her for almost a year and although it’s hurt and really depressing, I still could bear it until we’re back together. These past month had been good, me waking up to see her or simply called on her whenever I felt like I missing her. It was never a big deal for me to wait until the office hour ended and headed home, counting down the time to see her again and enjoying her presence around me. But the thought of not being able to be with her for the time being was somehow a little hard for me to accept. And another year without her was something I never thought before when we’re back together.

“Are you happy?” I asked her back, checking on her.

Jinah bit her lower lips and looked down to her oatmeal’s bowl, softly rubbing my fingers. She slowly nodded.

“I’m happy, of course. It has been my dream, to join more international runway. You know it for sure, Kris... But...” she paused her words, avoid looking to my eyes.

“But?” I waited for her to continue her words. I held her fingers on me, intertwining it together.

“You’re my dream as well, Kris” she said weakly. “I know I sound selfish, but I don’t want to choose any of my dreams, I want them both. That’s how selfish I am...”

I smiled at her. Having her telling what she felt towards me always successfully made me blushed but at the same time, happy. Never once I got tired of smiling as I saw Jinah. Whatever she did always caught my attention and it always draw me more and more into her. Gosh, I really love this woman.  

“Baby, listen” I called her, trying to make her looked at me. Jinah was hesitant at first, but in the end, she surrendered and started to look into my eyes. “You have me. I’m here, I’m not going anywhere” I said, cupping her cheek.

“Kris...” she called my name, so softly.

“You can go to reach your other dreams while I’m working on mine. And if you’re done, if you finally have your dream fulfilled, you can always go back to me” I told her, smiling at the end of my words.

“Will you be angry if I left you here alone?” she asked me, tracing my fingers along with hers. Even the simple gesture she did already made me missing her. I wondered if I could stand the thought of staying alone without her.  

“If you’re not coming back, I will” I said as I pinched the tip of her nose.

“Ouch! Kris!” she protested as she tried to be away from me but I quickly took her into my lap and there she was, sitting on my lap as I had my hands around her waist, hugging her from behind. I automatically placed my chin on her shoulder.

Jinah had stopped giggling and I stopped talking as well. We’re enjoying each other’s presence as I hugged her while she pressed her back as close as possible to my chest. I’m having her hands covered under mine and as I smelled her scent, I knew that I’m gonna miss her so so bad. Time’s moving and days kept on running and at some point, I really have to let her go.  The faster she goes, the faster she would be back to my arms.

“I’m so gonna miss you, Im Jinah”

 

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A week passed just like that and her departure time’s getting closer. I’ve been helping her to pack her belongings and although most of her stuff ended up stayed at my place, Jinah still had 4 luggages to bring to her London trip. She wouldn’t stay in Europe only; during her work there, there have been possibilities of her to go to the State as well. And she probably travels here and there, but home. I promised her I’m gonna visit her as often as possible, on which she disagreed.

“Just work properly here, please? You’re still under the review of the management, right? What would the board member think if you kept visiting me to Europe? They probably saw me as a threat that should be put away from you” she said as she put her stuff inside the luggage. Oh woman and their stuff; yet she always had this morning habit of her looking at her closet, telling herself that she has nothing to wear. But that’s okay; I like her more when she’s not wearing anything though.

It was a lazy Saturday. I spent the night at the office, preparing a big presentation for my future project, forgetting the fact that she’s staying at her place. In the afternoon, I went to her place. I was thinking of having a fancy dinner with her, but we’re both were too lazy to move our once we’re lurking around her place. She continued to pack some of her stuff while I wandered around her room, lying on her fluffy bed.

I rarely visited her apartment though. Although it’s nice and smelled so like her, I dislike it. And it’s simply because of Kim Woobin. She revealed that he’s the first guy she ever brought here and they even made out sometimes. I wasn’t jealous of that though, I claimed her first and there’d be no other man ever. I didn’t like this place because the first time I came here was when I looked for her to talk about the stupid divorce thingy and out of everyone, Kim Woobin was stepped in to the argue. And to see him with her in her place really made me mad. I knew he’s her past, but the thought of her having him here really annoyed me. And Jinah always made fun of it, every time she could.

I left her with her giant closet, letting her got confused with what clothes should she brought. Really, talking with her when she’s in her marvelous world sometimes could drive me crazy.

“Kris, which one do you think is prettier: this one purple flowery top or this one pink flowery top?” she asked me, appointed to her two sleeveless to. Both had flowers, both were sleeveless, and both were kind of similar. I didn’t think that letting go one of them would be a problem.

“Both?”

“I know right!” she desperately said. “It’s so hard for me to choose them. But wouldn’t it too much to bring them both?”

“Leave one, then?”

“I know right!” she said again. Wow, I never knew I was so good at giving her the advice on choosing her wardrobe. “Which one do you think should I left here?”

Tricky question. Tricky question. This was really tricky. If I chose pink, she might like pink and she might hate me for choosing that. But I couldn’t remember whether she likes purple. I didn’t even remember her favorite color.

“Mmm” I pretended to think. “Pur-pin- Purple?”

“Purple? You sure?” she asked me as she looked at the top once again. She looked like she’s having a math test to be solved. “I think... I think I’ll go with my pink top. I have too many pink color top, I better pack the purple one to my bag” she said, talking to herself again as she turned her back on me, busy choosing once again.

And that’s it. I’m leaving.  

Darn. Woman.   

I checked on her fridge downstairs and recalled the stuff I brought earlier. Just in case we’re lacking of food, I brought extra ingredients for snack. I decided to order some Mexican food while I prepared simple snack for us. My woman sounded depressed once again, I wondered what kind of outfit this time that she should choose. I smiled to myself, she always did this too when she’s at my place. I usually ended up with a scarf or pillow being thrown to my face as I told her to just stay .

The thought of her leaving on Sunday was somehow made me feeling uneasy. I felt like we’re going to be separated again, in such a long time. It’s almost two months for us to stay together again; when it took so many effort and courage to let our family blessed us as a couple. But again, I wasn’t intended to cage her; she has her own dream to reach. I wouldn’t want to be the burden; I wanted to be that person who always support her and be with her no matter what. And she’s the only person I would want to stay by my side as I’m facing the good and the bad time.

I was immersed in the cooking activity as I made some spicy chicken wings along with hot nachos set that I prepared only for her. She must have been loved the melted cheese at the top of the nachos. I made some hot spicy rice cake as well; it’s one of the meals she really loved to eat. I packed the cookies and cream ice cream as well; she might want to eat that also. I forgot her presence when I kept cooking and cooking; I even baked some potato cheese and prepared a simple steak for our main menu.

“Baby, your order is arriv- oh God”

I turned around to find Jinah with the package from the Mexican restaurant along with her surprised face. “Kris, what is this?” she asked in confused, she looked around the kitchen and still surprised with the meals that were prepared on the table.

“You’re cooking?” she asked, still looked surprised.

“A bit” I answered, grinning at her as I turned off the stove. The steak has now ready and by the look of it, it’s perfectly cooked. Jinah walked to my direction and she couldn’t hide her surprised face once again when she looked at my steak.

“What? Steak? It’s not a bit! You are cooking!” she said, still surprised. I smiled as I messed with her hair.

“Let’s have some dinner, shall we?” I told her, placing a kiss at the top of her hair before I placed the steak properly to the plate.

After arranging the food on the table and brought the wine along with me, I sat across Jinah who’s still amazed with my cooking skill. She knew that I could cook; when we’re married I used to cook her simple meal. But yeah, I never told her that I could cook something like steak, at home.

“It’s good!” she said as she enjoyed her steak and never stopped squealing as she munched on the perfect meat. I just smiled at her, knowing that she’s liking the food. Making her happy was pretty much easy: Never forget to prepare a good food for her. When she’s happy or sad, all she wanted was just eating. That’s Im Jinah 101.

“When did you learn to cook like this?” she asked me, smiling with a happy tipsy face. The wine surely affected her mood.

I sipped the wine before answering her. “It was when I was in a summer break before getting started the university. I played around the hotel where I stayed and met with the chef; he happened to be really nice and offered me to learn to cook. I was getting a free cooking tutorial from one of the best chef in Canada that time. He’s really kind and taught me so many things. It was pretty useful when I leave alone and had no one to cook for me” I explained, playing the wine glass, watching her listening to my story.

She just nodded and nodded, we’re pretty much enjoying ourselves with the wine, the food, and the soft songs played on my phone. It’s a good thing to set the mood, I felt happy to see her feeling so relax on her short and loose shirt, her favorite attire when she’s home; and my favorite as well, I could never resist the feeling to just take her when she’s on that kind of clothes. Her legs were really to die for.

When she looked sleepy, I decided to end our eating session and brought the dish to the kitchen. She followed me, already having a hard time to walk. She insisted to help, but I’m afraid she might trip down to the floor while taking the plates so I brought her and placed her on the island of the kitchen, telling her to wait. It took me a while to clean all the dishes, we’re going to leave in the afternoon to the airport and I’m afraid we’re not gonna have time to clean it tomorrow.

When I’m done, Jinah was still sitting with her head looking down. I chuckled as I saw her, sleeping all the way while she waited for me to finish the dish.

“Time for bed” I whispered to her, before putting her arms around my neck and put her legs around my waist. She was awakened and looked up to my face, smiling. The red blush on her cheeks clearly appeared as she grinned, looking at me with funny face. “Okay, you’re drunk. Let’s sleep” I told her, making her clutched to my body as I brought her to her room.

“I have a handsome boyfriend” she told me suddenly, pulling her face away from my shoulder and looked at me. “You’re so handsome, Kris Wu” she said again, made me smiled at her.

“I rarely admitted it, Baby. But since you’re drunk and wouldn’t even remember what you said, yes, I’m handsome and you should be grateful to have me” I told her, half laughing. She laughed along with me, placing her head in between my neck and my shoulder, softly kissing it.

When we reached her bed, she didn’t want to let go of my torso. She got her legs around my waist along with her arms on my neck.

“You have to sleep” I told her, trying to make her move, but she stayed on my lap.

“Let me stay like this” she said with her moody spoiled voice, typical her.

“Jinah, listen” I told her as I moved body away from her, successfully made her sitting straight as she looked at me.

“Don’t scold me” she said, looking at me with her pretty eyes. I shook my head, cupping her face with one of my hand.

“Why would I scold you?”

“Because I misbehaved” she told me, pouted. “Oh, why is this so hard?” she sighed, cupping my face with her palms.

“What is so hard?” I asked her, playing with the tip of her nose, the corner of her lips, her chin... She’s just a very beautiful view to see. I still couldn’t thank God enough for letting her to be mine and only mine.

“I don’t want to say goodbye to you” she replied, playing with my lips, tracing the skin with her finger. “You’re so precious” she added, smiling at me.

“You’re not saying goodbye. It’s a see you again, Baby” I corrected her, smiling at her cute face.

“What if I can’t leave the bed tomorrow because I want you so so bad, hmm?”

I chuckled and shook my head. She’s so cute when she’s drunk.

“Then stay here” I said as I kissed her lips. It didn’t take her long before she responded to my kiss, replying to my kisses towards her a she tilted her head, angling her head better so she could feel me better, so I could kiss her deeper. This woman really made me weak and for once, I thought that I was never once the person I knew before.

None of us intended to end the kiss so as she got busied with my lips; I started to touch her skin. I always love the feeling of putting my hand under her shirt and sneakily grabbing her. Her waist was moving slightly as I bit her lower lips, the same time as I teased the skin under her . In seconds, I made it to remove her top and as she took her breath, I pulled her closer as I was faced with her inside her bra.

I looked at her and smiled before I placed a kiss around her neck and as I went lower, she already hissed weakly. I could feel how hard she tried to resist me, but the way she grabbed on my hair and softly ran her fingers around it clearly told me that she’s nowhere could hold on it. I smiled as I pecked the valley between her s and looked at her.

“You know what, Kris Wu?” she said, smiling to herself as she cupped my face, placing a soft kiss on my lips and pulled back, tracing my bruised lips.

“What?”

“I’m so lucky, so lucky to have you” she whispered as she smiled to herself.

This time, I didn’t let her to think of anything else but me. I brought my lips to meet hers and when our bodies touch, I just knew that we could never get enough of each other. I would always love her, crave her, and want her. Forever. Always.

I’m so lucky to have you too, Im Jinah.

 

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I’ve just had my morning shower when I walked to the walking closet. It has been my day to day thing to choose my suit daily, although it’s already planned as well. I had my suits and ties in order so I wouldn’t have to think of what to wear, whatever I had on that day in my closet, that’s it. When I’m fully suited up with my grey Armani suit along with the matching black shoes, I recalled the main important thing I wouldn’t want to miss. The tie.

I had my ties separated, placed next to my watch collections. Right when I’m opened the box where my tie for that day was kept, I found a small paper note appeared there.

“Hi, Baby. If you received this note, it means that I’ve been three weeks away from you and that you’re going to have you first presentation to the management. I hope the date is right so I wouldn’t ridicule myself for writing this kind of letter. Remember to do well, Kris. I know you’re a good leader, a good person to work with; as well as a very good boyfriend of mine.

I know that you’re going to use this silk grey tie for today and again, hopefully it’s right. I knew I should just tell you in person, but in case I missed to call you on this important day, please remember that I always be with you. I’m praying for everything so hopefully you can do well, be good. I think at this time I might be missing you badly. But back to work, I really hope you’re doing well today.

Forever yours, Jinah.

PS. I love you“

I smiled as I read her cute little message inside the box. She’s right; it’s been three weeks since she’s leaving the country to reside in London. And I’ve been missing her like crazy. The first week was the hardest though; we kept having video calls or talked through the phone, although the time difference was enough to drive me nuts. But hearing her voice was my mood booster and I never doubt it, not even once.

Taking my phone, I quickly dialed her number. Waiting for several beeping sounds, finally I could listen to the voice that I’ve been missing these past days. I haven’t heard anything from her, but when I did, it’s surely felt so good.

“Hey, Baby”

That never went old.

 

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Surprise! No?

I was actually finished writing this chapter on Sunday as well, but I need to recheck some stuff. Hopefully you’re enjoying this chapter, Guys. Please pay attention. I might post some teaser in a chapter after this one. Just in case you’re reading wrongly, always bookmark the last page you’re reading ;)

xoxo,

yuriyaa