Luhan's POV

It’s been 3 months since my wife left. Since then, I never heard anything about her. I tried my best to find her, but I failed. I swear I did my best, I don’t know why but I feel like she’s hiding from me. Cause if she isn’t, why can’t I find her?!

I miss her.. I miss her so much.. Why can’t she just go back here and live life with me?

I forced myself to do the things that I am not willing to do. I drag myself to school and tried harder to focus. Every weekend, I’m obliged to help my Dad for our company. I got too busy these weeks.. Too busy that I don’t have the time to hang out with my friends.. Though, they’re also busy regarding the company that soon to be sign under their names, but we tried our best to hang out thrice a week. They always complain about the tasks their family has been given them, but for me even if I’m really tired, I accept every task my Father has given me. Not because I love doing it, but rather it is because it’s the only thing that can peace my mind from the problems I am going through.. Or to be more specific, about Hee Rin.. How I miss her so much and how worried I am.

Every now and then, I would always asks my Dad if he was able to get some news about Hee Rin, but he’ll just answer me with sad eyes and will say “get back to work son, and don’t stress yourself too much” and then walks away. I don’t know, but I feel like sometimes they’re hiding something I didn’t know.

Today is a very special day. It’s the day every student has been waiting for: The graduation day.

I was sitting here inside my car, waiting for nothing. I glanced at my car’s rear mirror, checking how I look and to my not surprise answer.. I look depressed.

I sighed as I lean back on my seat and glanced at my wrist watch, 4:30 it says. Still more minutes before the graduation start. Then my phone rang.. It’s my mom. She was fussing as always and forces me to get my out of the car since the event is soon to be starting. I sighed heavily as I hung up my phone and tighten my grip on the steering wheel before stepping out of my car.

The students that are in same batch as me are scattered all over the place. Some were taking pictures with their friends or their families and even their special someone. Some were busy fixing their Toga happily. I walk slowly towards the chairs when my mom call out my name excitedly as if it’s the first time seeing her son, I rolled my eyes as my mom hugged me and start pinning a flower on my suit, she’s more excited than anyone here, as if she’s the one who is going to graduate. Sometimes my mom is over reacting..

“I’m so proud of you son” she beamed as she hug me again while faking a sob.

“Okay, enough with the drama. Sit on your chair and behave” she demanded while fixing my tie.

I lazily sat on the chair with Lay and Xiumin beside me, they were talking about something that is really out of their age. They act like they’re 7 years old or something. And I start getting irritated as they both make their talking long and comfortable when I am actually between them and I can’t complain and was forced to just listen to their nonsense topic.

Then the ceremony begins. We all stand for the opening prayer and for the national anthem. You can see the wide smiles of the people around me, they’re so happy that their hardship has come to an end.
As expected, the faculty professors held their speech boringly, and then after the long speech of the Dean, finally.. Diplomas are on the way! I walk on the stage respectfully as the Dean handed me my diploma, while on the side of the stage, my mom was taking pictures of me. I smiled bowing at the Dean then turn my face to bow at the crowd and I find myself looking for the specific person in the crowd, how I wish my wife is here to witness my achievement. I sighed before walking down the stage. So this is the feeling of g