LUHAN'S POV

as I got home.. I quickly searched for my wife..

I want to talk to her.. I want to explain..

I knock on the door of her room. But she's already asleep..

well.. maybe I'll just talk to her tomorrow.

but.. as I woke up.. Hee Rin was in a hurry that I can't even get to say good morning..

and whenever I gets home.. She's already asleep..

that is when I realize... 3 days have passed.. 

Hee Rin seems like avoiding me..

she always find her way to make herself busy.. 

she always excuse herself whenever I tried to talk to her.

and I found myself with the feeling of heaviness in my heart. I miss Hee Rin.. I miss talking with her at late nights..

YOUR POV

I am avoiding Luhan..

I don't know.. I just felt like I don't want to talk to him..

I don't want to hear his excuses. Because I'm scared.. I'm scared that it might hurt me..

I'm scared that his excuses might break my heart.

I'm scared that he might leave me..

so please understand me..... It's so hard to be as me..

and at night, Luhan would knock on my door atleast 3 times?

but I always pretend that I was asleep..

even though I really can't sleep..

I can't sleep because of Luhan. I can't sleep because of Ji Eun.

I can't sleep because.. I want to talk to Luhan but I can't convince myself from doing so.

call me coward.. I don't care..

I just don't want to regret everything I've worked so hard.

I don't want to lose my Luhan.

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Today... Is another boring day..

I walked to the canteen only to find Ji Eun hugging my Luhan..

I want to slap her right in the face! But I can't..

cause I don't know whether Luhan would be on my side or Ji eun's side..

so I just ate by myself and I kept lo