With the rain dripping down my face, his lips kiss mines,I REPEAT! HIS LIPS KISSED MINE! ...With this crazy feeling in me, i couldn't help but to close my eyes. *WAIT! WTF!* I opened my eyes wide, pushed him away. "ARE YOU CRAZY!" I yelled at him. He looked at me and smiled "Maybe". As he tried to walk towards me like he was going to kiss me again, i stoped him "Your Dead If You Make Another Move!" i said giving him a death glare. He stoped. I turned and ran.

*What the hell is wrong with me?!?! I left xiumin to get away, Not to kiss lay?!* I didn't know where i was running to, but i just went where ever my legs took me. My head was going crazy! I told kris i was going to hang out with him, im mad at xiumin and Lay just kissed me! I ran so much, i stoped to catch my breath. My hair was wet and my clothes were soaked. I looked up and seen that i was infront of the cemetery. This isn't the first time this happened. When i was fustrated, sad, mad or confuse, I would run here alone. Xiumin doesn't even know, only my dad does. My eyes were filled with tears, but you couldn't tell from all the rain running down my face. "mom.." i said crying. I seen her grave and bowed. "mom.." i weaped and fell on my knees "sorry I couldn't bring anything for you mom, but I came" i tried laughing but i couldn't help but to cry.

"Isn't it a beautiful day mom?" i said wipping my tears away "remember how...how we use to play in the rain? good times right" I starred at her picture. I droped my head "Mom, im lost. My bestfriend...xiumin, seems really happy without me. He looks better with them then me" i lift my head "He would of been better if he never met me, right? I should let him go, hes safter that way..... NO! I NEED to let him go...He'll Be Happier! right!!?" I yelled. I droped my head "Sorry, im yelling mom. Im just really confuse?" my tears start running again "Not only that, The leader of the snakes son goes to our school. The dad put took xiumin away. When I met him face to face, He wanted to do an arrang marriagement! with his son and I. dad didn't agree nor disagree, but this was mines to choose. After that I warned him if he touches Xiumin then...i'll kill him and his son" i mumble the last part. I looked away "I know, i get my mouth from dad but I only did it to protect xiumin. After all that his son goes to my school! the crazy part is hes nothing like his dad. Hes different and While i walked out of school, he ran after me and...and..and KISSED ME!" I said pointing at my lips. "My first kiss has been taken by the enemy" i said looking down. I layed on my back "Mom, what do i do? If only you were here"

I closed my eyes, as the rain fell. "I feel better,....im here with you, on our favorite day" i smiled "We also talk about boys, CRAZY RIGHT?".  *ring ring* I grabbed my phone and there was so many miss calls from Kris and Xiumin. Its been 5 hours since they seen me.I ignore and layed back down. *RING* "goodness! What Point Of I Want To Be Alone, don't they understand" i sat back up and looked at my phone. *DAD* "MOM! dads calling me, should i answer it?" i stared at my phone "fine" i signed "Hell--" "SHIN! WHERE ARE YOU!!!" I looked at my phone. this isn't my dads voice? "SHIN! SHIN! " i pulled the phone away from my ear. Just by all this yelling i could tell it was Xiumin. "GOODNESS! STOP YELLING I CAN HEAR YOU!" I yelled back. "Shin, where are you, are you okay, TELL ME!" Xiumin yelled again. I signed, "i said i want to be alone, bye" "WAIT!" I pulled the phone back to my ear "what" i said calmly. "your safe right?, your okay right? Your not hurt are anything RIGHT!?" he threw all these questions at me *how am i going to let you go* "bye xiumin" i hung up the phone. I layd back down and fell asleep.

Xiumins POV!

Everything happened right infront of me. He kissed her! That new student KISS MY SHIN! I never felt so angry before. Shin pushed him and ran. I walked right up to Lays face and punched him. "IF YOU EVER LAY A HAND ON MY SHIN AGAIN. YOUR DEAD!" i got on top of him and start punching him like crazy. I couldn't stop myself, her first kiss has be stollen by this asshoe! his lip was bleeding. "XIUMIN STOP!" I heard a voice from the back but kept punching. "XIUMIN LET HIM GO!" Kris came and pulled me off of lay. I stood up and gave he a glare, while he was still on the ground "This is only just a warning" i said as i walked away. I grabbed my phone out and tried calling shin but she wouldn't answer "Sorry but the number.." "! shes not answering her phone!" i tried calling "let me try" Kris said behind "i dont need your hel--" "What! you think your the only one that saw that! Xiumin, lets not forget who loves her okay" i stared at him and rolled my eyes. Its been 2 hours since she hasn't called. "nothing?" i ask Kris "nothing". We ran around to places where we thought she would be. And she was nowhere, not even the Every Bun shop.

My heart is racing. I thought, if her phone is still on, then shes just ignoring us. "One person she wouldn't ignore" i said "Her DAD!" They both said unison. They ran to her house and barged in "DAD!" "MR.LEE!" , it shock shins dad, Who was just watching t.v. "You guys are already out of school?" he said sitting. "No, but shin ran away! and we tried calling her but she wouldn't answer!" i said panicing. "So we thought, if she wouldn't pick up to our calls, then should would only pick up to some one she wouldn't ingore" the dad sat there "you" we both said. "Shins not lost nor did she run away-" i cutt him off "So you know where she is!" i said. "no" we both droped our heads "But!" we both looked at him. "try calling from my phone, since you say she wont ignore me" he threw the phone towards us and i caught it and called her number -ring- "hell-" "SHIN! WHERE ARE YOU!, SHIN! SHIN!" Why isn;t she saying anything "STOP YELLING I CAN HEAR YOU!" she yelled back making her dad smile. i ask her if she was okay, safe, hurt "i said i want to be alone, bye" "WAIT!" goodness how can she try hanging up the phone and im talking to her.

the last thing she said was "bye, xiumin" the phone hung up and i droped my hand. "What did she say?!" Kris said as I thinking "WHAT DID SHE SAY!" Kris yelled. I looked at him "...nothing.." i felt lost "your telling me, the whole time you were talking to her, she said NOTHING!" Kris yelled "..yeah" Kris droped his head. "You guys should go home" we looked at Shins dad "...but.. BUT SHINS OUT THERE!" i said pointing out in the rain. Shins dad got up and patted both us on the shoulder "look, i know you guys are worried but lets not forget this is Shin. Shes strong enough to defend herself. I need to get going, you guys should go home" *He was right, Shin is strong but..but STILL* i curled my fist into a ball. "Trust me, she's okay" he smiled at us. "...promise me that when she comes back, she'll be okay!" i looked at him with worried in my eyes. he only nodded and left.

MY POV!

Xiumin and Kris went home, worried if shin was okay. "Wu Kris! kris. kris. kris.!" Sungmi yelled as kris walked threw the door. He was still thinking about shin, he didnt hear Sungmi "WUUUU KRIS!!!" SungMi yelled. "ahh!" kris blocked his ears "why are you yelling!" sungmi smiled at kris "Kris, i want to play with shin! can we go to her house? PRETTY PWWWEASE" Sungmi said rubbing her hands together and her puppy eyes looking at me. i bent down "shin is...is sick-" "SICK! WE NEED TO TAKE CARE OF HER! KRIS!" Sungmi panic. Kris stared at her with a smile "sungmi, shin isn't sick SICK, shes just tired and she needs to be by herself" kris patted sungmi. "but.." sungmi was seconds from crying "but she took care of you, when you felt sick! WHY AREN'T YOU TAKING CARE OF HER!" Sungmi yelled at kris, leaving kris shocked. "I know, but shin...shin said she'll call when shes better, Okay. When she does call, i'll tell you" kris smiled at sungmi.

Shins dad drove fast to the cemetery. He knew how stubborn Shin will be at times. He knew that even thought it was raining really hard, Shin will still be there in the same spot as last time. He rushed there hoping she wasn't laying there but, she was. Shins dad got out the car and ran to the grave sight. He stoped when he seen her sleeping there, he also seen his wife, Bo Shin Young. he slowly walked towards them and kneed down, while shin was still there sleeping. " this is where she gets her stubborness from, huh?" he looked at shin, who looked so peaceful even in the rain. " shin young...." he looked at the picture "why'ed you leave? I mean, you knew i couldn't take care of shin by myself but you left!" he said putting his hand over his heart "It hurts still, the pain you left me, no US with. No matter how much i love ShinMi, she still runs to you" a teardrop ran down his face "But like you said "When shin promises, she'll never break a promise" but you did! YOU LEFT ME!" He broke down in tears.

he wipped his tears away, "Shes strong, you know that right?" he laughed "you know she also made knew friends, right?" he stod up "I promise you i'll look after her, and i will--" "ACHOO!" shin mi sneezed, he stared at shin "Looks like its time to go". "shin wake up, its time to go" he put his hand on shins forehead and one on his. " a fever, how long has she been out here" -flastback- "she wouldn't pick up her phone for 2 hours" xiumin said --end- "wait 2 hours, !" he looked at his watch "THAT WAS 6 HOURS AGO!" he yelled. "shin!" her face ws getting pale. He carried shin on his back and ran. He stoped to look back at his wife "Shin young, i love you" He ran to his car and put her in the back seat. he got his phone out and called his friend "meet me at my house in 5 minutes" "wait, why? its late" the friend said over th phone "Shins sick!" he yelled "okay, im comming" the dad rushed home and carried shin in the house. He layed her on the couch *!* "shin why'd you have to go there on rainy days!" but she was still out "LEE! WHERE ARE YOU!" he heard from the door "IM IN THE LIVING ROOM!" the friend ran in and looked at shin "she looks really bad" she said looking at shin "I KNOW, thats why i CALLED YOU!" he said to song ji hyo.

"Okay but i need to get her cloths off, take her to her room and i'll take it from there" the dad nodded and carried her to the room. He starred at shin, who seems to be getting paler every second. "she'll be fine, now go out side!" Jihyo said pointing at the door. He walked out hoping she was okay. Song ji hyo helped her get her clothes off and put on warm cloths. Dried her hair and "...hun" shin mumbled "what?" song ji hyo put her ear next to shins mouth "hungry.." she said with her eyes closed. Song jihyo covered , trying to hold in her laugh. Jihyo took a deep breath, "looks like your fine" jihyo smiled and walked out the door. She closed the door behind her and seen the dad sitting on the floor, he stood right up after seeing jihyo walking out. "is she okay?" she smiled "shes has a fever. she needs some sleep and needs to stay home for awhile" he signed in releaf, jihyo smiled at him " I told you she'll be okay". We walked down stairs and drank coffee. He signed again "i never felt at lost before, this is the first time i ever worried about her like this. crazy, huh?" he said sipping his coffee. Song jihyo caught his hand shaking. She sat next to him and patted him on the shoulder

"no. No, its not crazy because your her dad and thats what dads should do. Worry, love, fight, and forgive. And if there is a father that doesn't do that then, their pathetic" shins dad looked at jihyo and embrace her tightly. He laughed "what could i have done without you, my bestfriend!" he said smiling and she patted him on his back " what can i say, your nothing without me" she smiled brightly, causing the dad to laugh. "Oh, anwyays what happened to her, why was she so soaked?" "she went to go visit her mom, and she ended up sleeping there" he said "yeah she gets her stubborness from her mom" he felt a slap on his arm "Yah! if she gets her stubborness from anyone here, it would be you!" jihyo said slapping him. " Shinyoung wasn't stubborn, she was just a wall that was made out of steel" she smiled "yeah right! it took years to brake that wall and now..now shes gone" he looked away "no, shes not" Song ji hyo came over and pointed her hand at his heart "shes still in there" she smiled. "so what? your a therapist now?" he smirked. "I should become one, shouldn't i?" she looked blanked and laughed. They both laughed. Song jihyo left and the dad check on shin. He opened her door and she was sleeping. He walked over and kiss her on the forehead, "Goodnight, shin". He left the room and went to sleep.

SHINS POV!

kimchi, handburgers, fries, rice, meat, noodles "RAMEN!" i yelled from my sleep, waking myself up. I looked around my room. "Ahh, my head" i said putting my hand over my head. "who put clothes on me?" i said looking at my clothes. "Song Jihyo" my dad said comming inside my room. "Dad, your still awake?" i sat up. "NO. i just woke up from your RAMAN scream" he came and sat on the side of my bed. "shin..." i looked up "yeah dad?". "Why'ed you go see mom today?" my dad looked at me "honestly dad, i, myself didn't know i was going to see mom. I was fustrated at school and left--" Whyed you leave" he cutt me off. I signed "dad, i think i should stop seeing xiumin" my dad looked at me with shock. "i know dad, KEEP TO MY WORDS, and i am. Today i went to the lunch room and seen him happy, smiling and laughing with other people. I thought, if he never met me, then he would of never gone threw what happened. I think we both know that, what happened that night still hurts me. Even if he says hes okay, that picture of him laying there still remains in my memory, Making me want to protect him MORE!" i fell back down into bed and put my pillow over my face "AHH!!!!" i yelled into my pillow.

My dad patt me on the leg "shin..what makes you think leaving him will make him better?" i moved the pillow "dad, he seems happier with the-" "Are you saying hes never happy with you?" my dad said "no..i mean, if he just lived the normal teenage life without me--" "Are you saying, You dont live a normal teenage life?" "YES! DAD! I DON'T!!" i got up and start walking back and forth in my room " Dad please don't act like you don't understand!" i crossed my arms " tell me, tell what I Dont Understand?!" he said confuse. i signed " im known for being the Mafia's daughter, they run when i say my name! I can never make friends! I don't even know if being a mafia's daughter is good or bad" i droped my head. He stood up,

" you have friends that make you happy, right?" i nodded. "So why? why do you put so much weight on your shoulders?" he said looking at me. "...i don't know, sometimes i wonder if im doing it for them..or me" " Honestly, i agree. If you think leaving Xiumin will protect him more, than i glad that your keeping your words. But Pain is Gain, loosing Xiumin will be pain for both of us but what do we gain from that besides a brokenheart ?" i looked up, with tears in my eyes " true happiness. Not for me but for Xiumin, like i always say, As Long as he dont touch my xi-xi --I mean Xiumin, then everything will be okay" i smiled. My dad patted me on my head " get some rest, jihyo said you'll need it" he walked out the door. "DAD! please tell xiumin that im fine, and don't worry about me. Okay?" "Okay" he left and closed the door. the pain has now started. I droped to my knees, covering my mouth. Making sure no sound comes out. I cried myself to sleep, *sorry xi-xi*

 --END--

Xiumin, Kris, dont worry about Shin. Lay....Oh boy! lay has now got himself into BIG trouble!

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