Shin ran with all her might to her house. She was wearing a dress and sneakers. She didn't care how crazy she looked she just needed to see Luhan. At the same time it scared her. "I seen him with another girl" those words replayed in her head as she ran. She held in her anger. She didn't know if she she get mad, "maybe Kris saw wrong" she thought. Shin seen her house ahead and ran ever faster to the door. She was breathing hard but that didn't stop her. She opened the door and walked in. She placed her hand over her pounding heart.

Shin stoped in the middle of the hallway and heard people talking in the living room. "Luhan?" she said to herself. she didn't move. " Oppa, why do you keep avoiding this! i even went to the hospital. Luhan, he's your son" Suzy said rubbing her tummy. Shin stood there frozen. She covered from letting anying sobs out. Tears fell endlessly. Luhan ran his hands threw his hair, shaking his head. "..im sorry" Shin came out from the hallway. Luhan stood up "Shin!" he said shock. Shin stood there with tears running. "im sorry i fell in love with you. im sorry i said yes thinking you were the one. im sorry i even met you" she wipped her tears away. "im so stupid! i can't believe i fell for you again!" shin shook her head.

Shin sliped the ring of her finger. Luhan watch as the ring fell on the floor."..shin.." Luhan was in tears. As he took a step forward, shin stepped back. "bye luhan" Shin ran out the door. "Wait!" Luhan tried to runing after her but suzy pulled on his hand. "let go" luhan glared at suzy. She slowly stepedd back and watch as luhan ran. "Shin!" he ran up to her and grabed her by the wrist. "Let GO!" shin said pulling her arm back. Luhan took a step towards her. "shin please hear me ou--""Hear you out! Last time i did, i fell for it and look where we're at! I called you last night because i needed at least you there! but you didn't eve pick up. What, because of what Chen said?

"Why don't you stop yelling at Chen and thank him for saving me last night from that jerk! and here you are telling me to stay away from him? Your the one i need to stay away from!" Shin turned back around and ran. *No. i won't turn back this time.* shin ran with a heavy heart. she thought of all the future plans they were gonna have together. She thought of how during work, luhan would wait for her, so that they could go home together. Or how when they have kids, how good of a father luhan would be. All those future plaininng with luhan, came trembeling down. So did her tears. Just when she thought she was gonna come back, leaving happy, she was wrong.

As she was wipping her tears she seen her watch. She had an hour before she had to go back to China. She ran to the airport and waiting outside the gates. She bent down and cried her heart out. "miss? are you okay?" Shin didn't bother to look up, she just nodded her head, although she wasn't fine. She felt a hand rubbing down her back. "its okay to cry in public, i do it all the time" She looked up "..psycho?" she said wipping her eyes. Sehun chuckled "its Sehun! ah chicha" he said annoyed. Shin stood up and dusts her legs. "bye" she walked inside the airport, with sehun following. She grabed her passport and waited to be called in.

She sat down, with her eyes red from crying. She sat there, with a still face but tears kept falling. She thought of how embarassing she looked sitting here crying, so she hung her head. "...hey, stop crying" she didn't have to look up. She knew it was that Sehun guy "im not crying" she said still crying. He chuckled "your really bad at lying.." he looked away. *What do i do? i have to do something! she won't stop crying!* Sehun thought. He jumped up "You know what makes me happy when im sad? When my mom cares for me" he said hugging his self, with a big smile. "My moms dead" shin said with no emotions. Sehun stop and drop his smile *Stupid!* he said hitting his head. "Miss, your plane is here" The lady said. Shin stood up and walked on the airplane.

"Wait for me!" Sehun said running after shin. She turned around "stop following me" she said annoyed. "Oh!" he said pointing at her eyes. "the tears stop running" he smiled to him self. Shin turned her head "go back" she continue to keep walking. "eh, its no fun here, i'll just go with you" he said following her. She paused "nevermind" she though of how he'd get in trouble for going on the plane without paying or booking. She had first class "Mr.Oh, your ridding with us?" the lady said. Sehun nodded "yeah, i thought i'd get some fresh air" Sehun said laying back in his chair. "Okay, would you like a bubble tea?" she asked. Sehun nodded with a big smile "yes and one for my girfriend over here. Get her the same as me, kay?" the lady nodded and walked off.

"my dad owns half of the airplanes, so yeah" he said to shin. She sat there starring outside her window "not what i expected" he said tapping his chin. As soon as the plane flew off, shin that she wanted to stay far away from luhan. "Can i ask you why were you crying?" sehun said worried. "im not married nor engage" she said stright. "so you were lying to me?" he said dramaticly. She shook her head "i honestly wish i was but im not" she said starring out the window. "Heres your drink miss" the lady said handing them out. Shin bowed and took the drink. "...bubble tea?" she said starring at it.

Sehun nodded "Also known as my medician" he said slerping on it. "...steam buns." she laughed and smiled. Sehun stared at her confused. "when im sad or depress,...i eat steam buns, with my bestfriend" she laugh, crying. "...i can't tell if thats a good or bad thing" he said eyeing her. " i turned down thee most sweetest guys in the world for that asswhole!" she said shaking her head. "...brokenheart? can i heal it?" he smiled gentle at her. Shin smiled " thanks but no thanks". Sehun stared at her. "you know what?" he said but shin didn't bother to look. "i think you should stay with me" he smiled. Shin stared at him like he was crazy.

"stay with me and i'll bring you happieness. Trust me, i won't leave you heartbroken like that "asswhole" he said quoting the asswhole part. Shin chuckled "your cute. you know that, right?" she smiled. Sehun's heart fliped seeing her smile like that at him. He turned away fash before shin could see him blush "umm.. i need to go to the bathroom" he got up and went. Shin sat there and a frown appeared on her face. *what was i thinking? falling back in love with him. GOODNESS SHIN! YOUR SO STUPID!* shin yelled at herself in her head. "! i can't stop crying~" shin said fanning herself. "im back--AGAIN!" He yelled. Shin stared at him with a shut-the--up face.

"..sorry" he sat back down. "soooo....are you gonna stay with me. you know, live with me" he said serious. "wait. you were serious?" she said. He nodded "im not joking and im very serious. Your heart needs to heal and i can heal a broken heart--" shin cutt him off. "Thanks but--" "Your welcome. so this plane is turning back aro--" "No! i didn't even say yes!" she said pannicing. "but you said thank you so--" "So what! that doesn't mean YES!" she said mad. Sehun laugh "fine~" he sighed. "....thanks, Oh Se Hun" she said. "well look at that, you know my name" he smiled at her.

"....you didn't heal my heart but you made me smile and laugh....thanks" she said looking away. Sehun smiled starring at her. "sorry but your "thanks" is not accepted" sehun said crossing his arms, looking away. Shin stard at him. "what? why?!" she said mad. Sehun smiled but made sure she didn't see it. "i don't want a thank you...." he said. Shin sighed "my number?....really" she shook her head. "Give me your phone" she said with her hand sticking out. He smiled big and handed her his phone. "there, happy?" she passed back his phone. "well im gonna get some sleep before we land" shin said laying back.

"Okay. my shoulders right here, if you need a pillow or a boyfriend to lean on" he smiled. Shin rolled her eyes "stop dreaming and go to seep" she said leaning towards the window. Sehun pouted " now my dreams will become nightmares because of you~" he frowned. Shin paid no attention to him and slept. "goodnight" she said with her eyes closed. Sehun poped up with glee "goodnight ...wait. i don't even know your name?" he said lost but shin was in deep sleep. "fine...goodnight stranger. Dream of me and not that asswhole, kay?" he whispered closing his eyes.

--IN CHINA--

"Stranger~ wake up~" sehun said poking her on the cheek. Shin grew annoyed and slapped his hand away. "im awake, so stop that" she said standing. "the names Shin, not stranger. Lee Shin Mi, sounds famillar?" Sehuns eyes widden. "you..your...YOUR THE MAFIA'S DAUGGHTERR!" he yelled. Shin had no emotions what so ever. "does that mean you'll leave me alone?" she said grabbing her bag. He stood up, still in shock. "..umm.." his eyes were on the ground. "it was nic meeting you, Sehun. have a nice ride back home" she patt him on the head and left.

"Shin!" sehun ran after her. "what?" she said turning around. "are you comming back to korea?" he said with wide eyes, hoping for a yes. "i don't know. i need to think" she said turning back around, walking. "Shin!" she turnd around again but annoyed. "please. if you can't find a reason to come back, then let me be that reason. And if you don't come back, then i'll come find you, i mean it" his eyes seriouly starring in shins. "...i don't need a reason to come back, i need time. AND don't you dare come looking for me" she glared at him. He chuckled "then i guess you better come back~" he turned around giggleing to himself.

"Kid!" she walked off. It was 9 in the morning and she got in her car, she parked last time. "ugh~" she sighed big, thinking about luhan. She couldn't help but to cry, sitting in her cry. She drove back to the hotel ", i look a mess~" she cried. "YOU MADE ME LOOK LIKE THIS! YOU ER!!" shin yelled, trying to fix her face. She stop huffing and wipped her eyes. She pulled out her glasses and worn them, so that chen and lay wouldn't notice her red eyes. She got out the car and into the hotel. *RINGRING* She pulled her phone out and seen Luhan's picture. She hung up as soon as she seen it.

"....stop calling i don't want to talk to YOU!" she yelled in the elevator. She sighed again as the door opened. She walked to her dorm and opened the door. The place was a mess. There was trash on the floor, clothes on the couch. Shin threw her bag on the counter and went in her room. The lights were off and she wanted to take a shower. So she took off her clothes and threw them on floor. She grabed her towel and headed to the shower. She sat there, trying to forget Luhan but how. It hurted her more thinking about his face. She huggeed her knees and cried out. After hours of showering she came out.

She grabed her big t-shirt that stop at her knee's and shorts, that stop at her mid thigh. She put her hair up in a messy bun and grabed her xi-xi. She layed back in bed when she felt somebody's body next to her. The sun light shined alittle in her room, making her see. "...lay?" she took a good look at his face and it was. She sighed. She got out of bed and grabbed her xi-xi. Shin walked in the front but it was cold and shin hated the cold. "...!" she stared at chen's room. She tiptoed over and opened his door. He was still asleep. She quietly walked over to the side of his bed and layed herself next to him. She new how much of a heavy sleeper chen was. So even if she jumped all over his bed, he still wouldn't wake up.

She fell asleep, hugging her xi-xi near her heart. *don't think abut him. don't shin! it'll only pain you more* she thought to herself, closing her eyes tight. But no matter how hard she tighten her eyes, tears would fall. She forced herself to sleep. "Shin im sorry, i love you shin, please come back" Luhan begged. Shin stared at him "you promis, you wouldn't hurt me.." shin sob. Luhan hugged her "please shin..." he said holding her. Shin cried in his chest. "...go AWAY! I HATE YOU!" shin's heart was beating and her anger rose, causing her to wake up, sweating. She woke up panting, holding her chest. She turned her head and glance at chen, who was still asleep.

Shin got up and walked out the room. She couldn't sleep, her heart was in pain. "Oh! SHIN!" Shin looked up and seen Lay in the kitchen. He ran over and gave shin a hug. "wah~ is this a dream or what?!" he said still holding her. Shin held back her tears. Being held, she wanted to cry her heart out but she held it in. "hi Lay~" she hugged him back. "how was it?" he said pulling away. Shin walked in the living room as soon as she let go. "oh..umm it was fun. She loved the toys" shin smiled. "good. did you get to se--" "Lay! why is it so messy?" shin said picking up the clothes off the floor but she also did it because she didn't want to hear Luhan's name. Lay rushed over and helped her "oh sorry. Chen and i drank last night, he was going crazy and started to take off his clothes"

Shin laughed "dang it. i guess i miss out on a good show" she said poking him. "Nope. after he took off his close, , he started to sing baby don't go~ and every time he did, he say Shin don't go~" Lay said sitting down. "Ahahaha!" Shin laughed holding her stomatch. "wah~ i guess i did miss out" shin pouted. Chen came out with only sweats on, rubbing his eyes. "owwahh~my head hurts. Is shin back yet?" He was walking to the kitchen, not bothering to look at who's in the living room. "Oh she's-" Shin cutt him off. "don't tell him im here" she mouthed and hid behind the counter. Lay nodded and laugh. "ummm, she just called, she said she's staying in korea" lay said. "WHAT?! NO!?" Chen droped the milk.

Shin crawled around the counter and into the kitchen. "Why?!" Chen whined. He fell to his knees crying but no tears came out. "did she love Luhan that much to leave me behind?!" he cried out.Lay rolled his eyes and continue to clean. After shin heard luhans name, her heart droped even deeper. She put on a fake smile and jumped out. "NO! i'd never leave you for a fool" Chen jumped up with wide yes. "..sh...sh...shin?" he said in tears. "hi chen-chen. Still drunk?" she said tilting her head. Chen ran over and hugged her. "shin~" he sobed. *why are you crying? i should be the one crying* shin thought.

"SHIN!" he said holding her. "what kind of joke is this~ thats not even funny?!~" he kept crying. Shin still hugged him. "why are you crying?" shin pulled back and cupped his face. "wah~ Cry-Baby-Chen, i missed you too but its only been a day since i've seen you" she smiled. He shook his head "more like years! i almost died from a heart attack when that fool over there said you would stay in korea" he said pointing at Lay. He shrugged and tiddy everything. "well im here now" she wipped his tears away with her thumbs. "stop crying, its not cute anymore" she smiled.

"then why are you crying?" chen said wipping her tears. "..wh..what?" she touched her cheek and felt a tear. "oh..umm, because of you, duhh!" she said hitting his arm. Chen stared at her "...shin, is everything okay?" *no chen, im hurting like hell right now* Shin smiled "of course. Look at the time, we better get to the training camp or else--" Chen held onto shins arm " you never worried about being late to the training camp. We're always late and now you only worry? ...shin, im your friend and right now you don't seem yourself" chen said starring at her in the eye.

Shin's POV!

My heart was pounding. Yes your a god frined but i hate it when you can read right thre me. "i said im fine" i yanked my arm back. "...if you say so" chen said. I out in a fake smile "now go put on a shirt!" i pushed him into the room. I walked back towards my room and bumped into Lay, who was standing in the door way, with his arms crossed. "Shin. your not fine, although you say you are. your hurting some where and your trying your best to cover up but you at it" WTF just happened. Is he reading right threw me too! goodness lay! "hey what shirt should i wear-- What are you guys doing?" chen said comming out him room. I was still starring at Lay. He grabed my wrist and pulled me into the living room with chen following from behind.

He pushed my shoulders down making me sit. "what are you doing?" chen ask lay. "She isn't fine chen and she won't be until we get her to talk" Chen nodded. OMG please guys, leave me alone! Chen and Lay sat across from me, starring deep into me. ! STOP THAT! . i looked away "shin~ tell us. did anything happen back in--" "What makes you think anything happened back in korea? huh?!" i said annoyed "and what if something did happen!! you think telling you guys will make it better!" before i knew it, tears fell. I droped my head "...its luhan". "What about Luhan?" chen asked worried.

"he...he..in cheated on me! then after making me realise that he was the one, that he would never break my heart or hurt me, he does. Not ony that, the girl he cheated on me with is in pregnet" i sobed. I didn't look up because i didn't want chen and lay to see me cry like a fool. "Shin.." lay said sad. "don't. don't feel pity for me" i looked up at them. "you wanna know what kills me more? he propose to me" Chen eyes widden. "WHAT?!" lay yelled. "the day i left to come here, on top of the Namsam tower" i laughed "all that for nothing" i kept crying as i droped my head. "im so stupid". I felt arms around me, from left to right. "its okay shin. we're here for you. Although we wish to beat the out of luhan at this very moment we won't" Chen gave me a warm smile.

"How are we gonna punish him?" Lay said hugging me on the other side. i sighed "i don't want to hear him ever again. Although i want to see him in pain, i'd rather forget about him" i smiled weakly "...fine" Lay sighed "thanks, i love you guys" Their arms around me got tighter "i love you too shin" they both said in unison." ah~ i don't want to die in your guys amrs~" i said moving like a fish. They both laughed "why? i wouldn't mind" chen said resting his head on my shouder. "Its comfortable" lay said as he snuggle on my neck. I chuckled "igoo~ mykids miss me that much" i said. They backed away "yes. i did miss you. that fool over there just sent half of yesterday in your room whilei was thinking about~" Chen smirked.

"yeah i don't know what can get stranger then the two of you BUT! we better get ready, we're aready an hour late" i said breaking from there arms. "Ah~!" chen yelled. Lay jumpd up and ran to his dorm..i guess as chen stood there looking for the shirt he just had. I went back in the room and changed into my all black sweats outfit. I let my hair down and zip my jacket up to the top on my lip. I don't know if my broken heart was healing but it felt a bit lighter after talking to my dorks outside. I st myself in the mirror "fighting! Shin focus!" i tried my best to concetrate and not got off track. I smiled "forget that jerk. you have us, remember?" I turned my head and seen Chen leaning on my door.

"lets go my love. Lays waiting for us" he said showing me the way out. "Love? not gonna happen" i said walking pass him. I seen him pout "why not. your not with that jerk so now i can fell free to call you whatever~" he said swinging his arm about my shoulder. "Whatever, you better not call m that in ublic" igared at him. He smiled "okay love~" he winked at me. i laughed *goodness, chens right! i need to forget about that jerk! i have more important people then him, like this fool over here* i smiled at chen. "thanks chen, again" i hugged him. "hey, thats what friends are for" he hugged me ba outside and got in the car. "We're off to kick some !" Chen yelled. i smiled at his weirdness "shin, if you don't feel well just stay us, kay?" Lay said starring at me threw the mirror.

i nodded "thanks, i'll remember that" although i never been this hurt in my life, i don't now how i'll react towards others.*shin you can do this! focus!*

--END--

im sorry for a ty update and also late. i couldn't really write this one good. i thought playing some sad OST music will help but it only made me want to watch a korean drama...sorry sorry <3 but please keep reading ! #EXOFIGHTING! #WeAreOne