If I Fall [27]
If I FallJiyeon's POV
Yep. I told my mom all about the story that Myungsoo made out when Yoona broke up with her. The one that Mavin is his son and I am his wife. Good thing she's totally okay with it. And she's not mad because she said that helping isn't bad. And mom finds Myungsoo handsome. Tsk.
And now... Guess where am I?
Yes. I'm at Myungsoo's house here in Paris with him and Mavin. And what are we doing here?
He said his dad wants to play with Mavin.
"Grandson, come here." Myungsoo's dad said as he signalled Mavin to come near to him. They've been playing since about 1 hour ago..
Myungsoo and I are sitting at the bench watching Mavin and Myungsoo's father playing. Good thing Mavin is smart enough not to tell the truth to Myungsoo's father. Phew.
"Jiyeon-- uhh.. You're Jiyeon right?" Myungsoo's dad asked me. I nodded and smiled at him. I looked at Myungsoo and he silently mouthed and whispered, 'just play along.'
I stood up and approached Myungsoo's dad. Aigoo. I feel really nervous about this. Awkward sht. -.-
"Hmm. Is there something bothering you and Myungsoo?" His father suddenly asked when we reached the bench a bit far from Myungsoo. Myungsoo is just sitting there, playing with his fingers and whistling.
"I noticed that the two of you aren't talking to each other at all, you're just watching me and my grandson play along. And you know, couples must be a big touchy with each other.. And the two of you aren't even holding each other's hand.. Uhm.. If there's something wrong about my son, you could tell it to me. I'll handle it for you, since I really like you for my son." Myungsoo's father said. Awww. So he likes me for Myungsoo? He seemed kind and a very caring father, and I think he's being attached to Mavin already.
"Uhmm. There's no problem, sir. We're just not used to do lovey-dovey things. Heheh. But don't worry, we're totally fine." I said as I nodded and smiled at Mr. Kim.
"Eomma!" Mavin suddenly shouted. I didn't know that he was referring to me since I'm not used to it when she called me eomma. "Eomma~!" Mavin repeated as he poked my lap. I carried him and make him sit at my lap.
I looked at Myungsoo, and he's looking at us. He smiled and nodded, as if he was saying that I did a great job. I smiled and nodded back at him. Psh. This is hard, ye know.
Just then, Mavin suddenly poked Mr. Kim's nose and they laughed and laughed. Aigoo. They're enjoying each others company.
If I could just tell him the truth before it gets worse, but I have no choice. I need to help Myungsoo with this. :( I don't know what are the possible things that can happen if things gets worse. Aigoo.
After a few minutes, I decided to go back at Myungsoo's side. He asked me what did I and father talked about. Should I tell him?
I looked at him and about to tell him that his father thought that we are on a fight..
"He said that we look like------"
"That's it Myungsoo and Jiyeon, be sweet to each other. Talk! Don't mind me and my grandson here!" His father suddenly shouted. We looked at him and laughed. Aigoo. He really want to see us being lovey-dovey huh?
It's because he thought Myungsoo and I are really lovers.
Aigoo. -.-
"I think I know what he told you." Myungsoo said as he goes nearer to me and rested his head on my laps.
O_____O
He rested his head on my lap! Aigoo. This guy.
"We need to act again?" I asked and he nodded. "Please?" He pleaded as he looked at me and smiled a bit. I nodded. As if I have a choice? All I know is I have to help Myungsoo with this. Tch.
I always got into trouble whenever I'm with Myungsoo.
First, the first time we met. I spilled coffee on his clothes..
Second, you remember the red thing on the rooftop? Hell yeah.
Third, I became sick because of the pool bet thing.
And so on and so forth..
BUT THE WORST TROUBLE HE BROUGHT ME?
Flashback..
His eyes are still closed. His face is showing no emotion. What's happening to him? :(
"Jiyeon-ah, help me." He said as tears trickled down on his face. What? Me? Help him? What happened?
"Huh? What do you mean?" I asked him as I look at him, waitinf for an answer. His eyes are still closed. He smiled, a fake one.
"My dad said that I'm arranged married. We we're JUST JOKING about that topic yesterday right? And now it's for real." He said as he opened his eyes. He looked at me seriously.
HE'S BEING ARRANGED WITH SOMEONE? Omg.
"What?! How did you know? Are you sure?" I asked him as I sat on his bed again.
I saw it.
His eyes.
His eyes were very sad.
He surely don't want to be arranged marriage with someone.
"My father told me last night about it. I don't want to. I don't really want to."
I really want to help him. But I don't know how to.
"Help me.." How? If I really have a plan on how to help him. I will really do.
"How can I fulfill my promise to Yoona if I'll be married to another girl?" Yeah. Yoona and Myungsoo promised to each other, right?
"How can I help you?"
"I don't kno----"
*RING*
His phone rang. I peeked on his phone, and it's his dad calling him. I reached for his phone and give it to him.
He looked at me and frowned. I really feel bad for him. I hope I can do something to help him.
He grabbed his phone and answered it.
"Yes, dad. Don't worry. I'll be there." He said, lifeless. It's obvious that he don't want to go. But he got no choice. Tsk. Poor Myungsoo. :(
"Myungsoo.."
"Hm?" He said as he sat on his bed and looked at me.
"Can I go with you?"
"No need."
"But why?"
"I don't know. You don't have anything to do there anyways." He said as he stand up and grabbed his towel. He must be going to take a bath now.
"I just want to help." I said eventhough I still don't know how can I help him.
"How?"
"Ahm----"
"Noonaaaa! Hyuuung!" Mavin said as he entered Myungsoo's room. "I've been looking for you." Mavin followed as he pout. I carried him and let him sit in my lap.
I ruffled Mavin's hair, "Oh, is that so? I was just waking up Myungsoo because he needs to go somewhere."
"Oh. It's just like what I've watch yesterday. Where the wife wokes up his husband. Noona, are you really sure you're not Myungsoo hyung's wife?" Gahd. Here we go again. Mavin will surely ask me about this for the whole day. Tsk. And I hope he won't see mom because she'll it to her again. Aigoo. Mavin is so talkative. ;~; I'm always in trouble when he speaks specially if it's about Myungsoo.
Mavin's question made Myungsoo smiled. I saw it. He smiled. :)
Maybe because he know I'll get pissed off because of Mavin again. Tsk. That guy is really an evil creature.
"No, Mavin. Myungsoo is just--"
"Mavin, what will you do if I am your noona's boyfriend?" Myungsoo asked Mavin.
O____O Aigoo. What is this sorcery? ._.
"Of course, I'll be happy. Hyung and Noona looks good together. And you'll be my parents when my mom and dad is not around!" Mavin said hyperly. He's answer made Myungsoo smile more. Mavin jumped out of my lap and sitted at the bed beside me.
What's happening?!
"Jiyeon-ah, you want to help me right?" Myungsoo asked as he went near me. I nodded. "Ofcourse, I want to."
Myungsoo leaned down to face me. I'm sitting on his bed while he is infront of me. His face is so close that I can already feel his breathe on my face.
"Then play along. I know you're a good actress." He whispered as he rested his forehead on mine, making our nose touch each other.
"Now kiss." Mavin suddenly appeared and shouted from nowhere. So Mavin is listening to our conversation?
Aigoo. This kid is really... Aish!
I nodded. Phew. This is it. I need to help Myungsoo.
"Bring Mavin with you."
"Huh? Why?"
"Son."
"SON?! I don't get it." Son? What does Myungsoo mean by that?!
"Just go back to your room and wash up. Wear something nice, okay?" Myungsoo said as she pushed me gently towards the door. Mavin followed me outside the room.
End of Flashback...
And now, here I am. Helping him even he cause me too much trouble.
Why? Because everytime I looked at Myungsoo, I have that urge to never leave his side, and to make him happy and contented just like before.. I don't know why but I feel like that towards him..
Maybe because...
I'm starting to like him?
No. Gahd. What am I thinking? It's fcking impossible. Like duuuh! Myungsoo and I? Asdgas. A big NO for that.
'I rather marry you that doing that...'
That line repeated on my head again?
Dugdugdugdug..
Gahd. That's my heart. T^^T It's beating very very very very very freaking very fast whenever I remember that line.. That he rather marry me than being arranged married with other girl.
He rather choose being with me than being with other girl..
Gahd. What is happening in the world? What is happening to me?
Do I like him already?
"Jiyeon-ah.. Are you okay? You look nervous." Myungsoo suddenly asked as he holds my hand.
HE HOLDS MY HAND.
>//////<
ASDFGHJKL.
"I'm fine. It's just that I felt a bit guilty about that." I answered as I point at his father and Mavin who is playing with a bike.
"Sorry. If only Yoona is here. If only we didn't breakup..
Then you won't be feeling like that. I won't be using you to help me. Sorry..."
'If only Yoona is here. If only we didn't breakup.'
'If only Yoona is here. If only we didn't breakup.'
'If only Yoona is here. If only we didn't breakup.'
'If only Yoona is here. If only we didn't breakup.'
Ouch.
Then that hits me.
I really like him. And it hurts. Really hurts.
I really like him. I just kept on denying it.
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