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Kyuhyun's POV

I jump over the school's gate and land on the street, almost tripping on my own feet. My legs are jelly but I still manage to quickly walk away, not glancing back at the buildings I'm not supposed to leave. I'll just go home, I can't face this right now.

I'm dazed. My mind is blank and my head spinning. I can't stop thinking about what just happened.

They kissed me. Freaking kissed me! The two of them! At the same time!
Okay, not at the same time... But still! They kissed me!

...That was my first kiss...
Why the hell did I give it to Siwon?! Why does he even make me feel like that?! This is insane! Completely insane! But I can't deny what I did. I gave him my first kiss. He didn't steal it, I gave it to him... And... I'd be a fool if I said it wasn't amazing... Freaking amazing...

My fingers move up to my lips and softly rub them as I remember the sensation of Siwon's lips on mine... So gentle and caring... Treating me like something precious... He definitively didn't steal that kiss, I offered it to him... Why?

Aish! Why does my brain stop working when he's around?!
It's like I can't control anything in his presence... Why does he make me feel like that? I'm supposed to like Sungmin!

...

Oh my god.

Sungmin kissed me too.

Oh , he kissed me... Very possessively... He's actually the one who stole a kiss from me... How ironic is this? Me giving my first kiss to my stalker, and my crush stealing my second kiss...

Still, I wonder... Does it mean he likes me? He kissed me so angrily, was he jealous?
Oh , what if he likes Siwon and got angry because he found us kissing?
No, wait, he would have attacked Siwon then, but I'm the one he kissed... That means I'm the one he likes, right? Aish, I'm not even sure that he likes me...

Should I ask him?
I probably should... But I don't feel like confronting him right now... What if I'm not the one he likes? What if...?

, I need to know...

Without thinking twice, I pull my phone out of my pocket and quickly dial his number. I press the device against my ear and wait. It barely takes two seconds before he answers.  

"H-Hello?" he stutters, his voice a bit hesitating.

I keep quiet for a while, my voice stuck in my throat. I can feel how my palms are getting sweaty and how my nervousness gradually increases.

"K-Kyu?" he calls me as I keep silent. "Kyu... I-I-I'm sorry... A-Are you upset with me? I-I'm sorry!"

I can hear it from his voice, he's nearly crying.

"Why did you do that?" I find myself asking, my voice way too weak for my own liking.

He turns silent for a few seconds.

"Why, Sungmin?" I repeat, my voice low.

He takes a deep breath and I tense as I wait for his answer.

"Because I like you", he whispers through the phone.

My heart misses a beat and then starts racing furiously.

Oh, god... He likes me, for real...
I should feel happy, somehow I am, but I'm also more confused. I can't help but think about Siwon. About the two of them. Images of what happened earlier pop up in my mind continuously. I don't know anymore. I can't think properly right now. I'm so confused...

Aish, if Hyuk could see me right now, he would so laugh his off...

...Wait... I don't want Hyukjae to know about this, and Donghae neither... What if they get worked up about it? What if don't feel free to be together because of what's happening between Sungmin and me? Hyukjae would (probably) take my side, while Donghae would stay with Sungmin... What if it pulls them apart? Their relationship is still new and a bit frail, it would only pressure them, wouldn't it?

"Kyuhyun?"

"Don't tell Hyukjae and Donghae about what happened."

Let's them focus on their own blooming relation. They don't need that kind of additional stress.

"O-Okay", he quickly agrees, his voice slightly cracking.

"We'll discuss about this later. I need time to think."

"S-Sure... I'm sorry..."

"Bye Sungmin."

I hang up and take a deep breath.
I'm sorry Sungmin. I like you and you like me, it should be easy, I shouldn't be asking for time to think. But it's not that easy. Siwon makes it complicated. Because I can't deny I feel something for him