A/N: Hey everyone! Sorry for the late reply I know that this sounds like deja vu but I apologize for the late update. I thought that I could update more frequently because summer is here but summer's been pretty busy due to school and volunteering for Pan Am. I don't know if you guys know about the Pan Am games but it's like the Asian Games but in North America lol. Also had writer's block for the longest time. I just don't know how to end it. I hope that you guys would still read and like it though. I think that I would write a spinoff for this story so if you're interested, it's coming soon. I just don't know when that would be released though.

As a reminder text like this Yesung telling his side of the story. Thanks for reading and don't forget to let me know what you think :)

Kyuhyun’s POV

A few minutes passed and none of us said a word. I glanced towards Donghae’s direction and saw the same look of disbelief in his face. Yesung claims that he didn’t know about Siwon’s sinful deed. I don’t believe him.  The look of disbelief on Donghae’s face shows that he doesn’t believe Yesung either.

Ryeowook said that Yesung is listed because he covered for Siwon and pretended like nothing happened. Now Yesung is saying that he didn’t know that Siwon Ryeowook.

I glanced towards Yesung’s direction and saw his eyes closed as he took a deep breath.

“Yah...” I yelled causing Yesung to be startled. “Cut the ing act,” I continued.

“Yah?” he looked at me questioningly. “I’m your hyung and you should treat me with respect,” he yelled back.

“Whatever... I don’t want to call you my hyung anymore. You’ve lied and let down a friend who was desperately trying to reach out to you,” I replied angrily.

“Why are you treating me like this Kyu? I know that I’m part to blame for his death but it’s not entirely my fault. I did everything I could possibly do to help him. Even if you don’t believe me, Ryeowook was my dearest friend; he still is. He was the only one who didn’t judge me for being weird... for being different. He was the only one who I was able to fully be myself without being judged upon. He was my best friend,” Yesung said as he looked at me with tears beginning to form at the corners of his eyes. “I didn’t know…” his voice cracked. I heard him clear his throat and continued, “I didn’t know about what Siwon did. I only found out after Ryeowook died.”

“You think we would believe that?” I asked in annoyance. “Before you curse at me, hear me out,” Yesung pleaded. His voice sounds strained, tired. It was quiet for a while before he continued, “It’s a misunderstanding. I don’t know what you guys know but do you remember when Siwon, Sungmin, Eunhyuk, Donghae and Ryeowook went to the club the day after we had an international Super Show concert for Mr. Simple? I think it was around March of 2012.” “Ryeowook mentioned that day in the tapes,” Donghae replied. Oh I see. So you know that Ryeowook didn’t return to his designated room with the other members who went clubbing. We were sharing hotel rooms that night but he didn’t return to the room after going to the club. Sungmin came in our room to get some toothpaste because he forgot to pack some. I asked him where Ryeowook was. He said that Ryeowook and Siwon left early. I waited for him to come back but I fell asleep and he didn’t sleep in our shared room that night. I didn’t pay too much attention because I would have never guessed that Siwon him. On the next day, Siwon called me in the afternoon and told me that Ryeowook is unresponsive and only cried. My first response was, “what happened”.  They didn’t return to their designated hotel rooms after the club and they were missing in the morning. Where did they go and are they okay? When I went to the hotel room Siwon told me to go, Ryeowook was lying on the bed crying as he stared at the ceiling. He didn’t move. Both of them were fully clothed. At first I lectured them on why they didn’t return to their designated hotel rooms but Siwon interrupted and reminded me that we have a plane to catch. Ryeowook just cried. He didn’t move or do anything except cry. I have never seen Ryeowook cry that much in all the years I’ve known him. I kept asking Ryeowook what happened but he didn’t respond and continued to cry. I suspected something happened between them but Siwon kept nagging about catching the plane so Siwon and I carried Ryeowook as we rented a wheelchair once we were in the airport. Siwon didn’t tell me what made Ryeowook act the way he did and when I asked Ryeowook, he didn’t respond. He just stared blankly and occasionally stray tears would fall. I let him use my sunglasses and helped him board the plane. A few years passed but whenever I would ask him what happened between him and Siwon that night, he doesn’t answer and deflects the subject. He would avoid answering my question and talk about superficial things like “how’s the weather” or “what did you have for lunch”. I asked him if he was hurt or something, but he never told me anything. He started to act indifferent towards me. Whenever I asked him how he was, he just doesn’t respond. He didn’t talk to me like he used to. “Why didn’t you tell me or any of the members? Why did you bury it and pretend that it didn’t happen,” Donghae asked. I didn’t know what was going on and I didn’t know what to tell you. I didn’t know that he was . Then one night, the night before our Mubank comeback, most members were in the living room hanging out. I was in the dining room and was surfing the net when I saw the rumor.  That was when I found out about the rumor circulating that Ryeowook was by another member. It didn’t say which member specifically and only mentioned that Ryeowook was ra