Siwon was in Kyuhyun’s room and was about to tell the latter something important. He was about to speak when Kyuhyun spoke and said, “Are you going to say something or not? If you’re not, can I be alone for a while? I need to do something alone.”

Kyuhyun said in a rude manner. Siwon was already used to Kyuhyun’s rude behaviour that Siwon wasn’t fazed or offended by what Kyuhyun said.

Instead Siwon kept on interfering with what Kyuhyun was up to and said, “What are you going to do that’s so important that you let your favorite hyung talk to you?”

“One... it’s none of your business.  Two... you’re not my favorite hyung. And three... you’re not saying anything important so everything else is important,” Kyuhyun said in annoyance. Kyuhyun didn’t mention that the only person that he would give up his precious time is for his favorite hyung.

“Fine... I won’t ask about what you’re doing. So if I’m not your favorite hyung, who is?” Siwon said as he kept on talking.

Kyuhyun was about to say his name but instead he said, “Get lost.”

All of Kyuhyun’s patience got lost and all he could think about is him.  Kyuhyun can’t stop thinking about him. He can’t stop thinking about the precious person he lost. Or can stop missing him. Kyuhyun miss everything that once was. He misses everything that he now lost...he especially misses him.

Siwon stayed where he was, not moving an inch. Kyuhyun saw Siwon didn’t get out and just ignored the latter by putting his earphones on but didn’t press play yet.

“It’s my fault. It’s my fault he’s gone. I was stupid, foolish and idiotic to do what I did. Telling you won’t change what happened, nor will it make him come back to life. I’m telling you this now because I feel like you were the closest friend he had. I regret doing what I did and I’m sorry,” Siwon apologized.

Kyuhyun heard every word that Siwon said and the latter was going to continue talking and tell Kyuhyun what he did until Kyuhyun quickly got out of his bed and held Siwon’s collar firmly.

Kyuhyun looked at Siwon straight in the eyes and glared at him in absolute anger. “What did you do?” Kyuhyun shouted. “What the hell did to him? Saying sorry won’t make him come bac