So Near but So Far

Sooyoung

Cheondung just tell me he's in love with me. I should be happy but I'm scared. What if he leave me just like Gikwang. no not anymore. It's better to be like this, I 'm tired of trusting people.

but how I can avoid him when we both working on the same company, and see each other every day. My plan was simple, keep your head down and do not make an eye contact with him and don't let myself be near him.

But when I walk to the building I realize my plan was all for nothing. Because the moment I  walk in the studio, I saw Cheondung setting his camera, he look up and our eyes locked. For a few moment I froze. I gather my thoughts enough for me to  walk inside and pretend nothing happen but when it was my time to do the photo shoot, Cheondung suddenly call Seungho and ask him to take over. I bite my lip my lip as I try to find my composure. His not ready to see me, I get it. I hurt him.

Cheondung

The moment our eyes met, I wanted to move to her and hug her tight. What she did to was reasonable, I understand her. She was hurt. And trust is a big word for her. She's afraid to love again. I can wait. I wait for her until the day she finally ready to love again. I won't give up on  her, I know she's just need time. Monday as I expected she will avoid me, so I give her some space, but I can't take off my eyes on her.  When it was her time for the photo shoot, I ask Seungho hyung to take over. I went outside, I ne