Chapter 35
You're My Happiness"James." David call him for a nine times, but his boss doesn't heard him. He just standing in front of the big painting of his love, Irene. He looking at the painting of her with so much hurt.
"Brother, are you okay?" He always call him brother whenever they are alone. David look worried over his best friend when he see him sobbing. He doesn't know what to do.
*James, what should I do? You really love her so much, but she doesn't love you.*
David looking down hurting. He feel so hurt right now because seeing his boss, no, his bestfriend crying. The second time seeing his cry over a girl. And the first is his mom. Yes, his mom was dead when he's 7 years old. James really heart broken at that time. Since then, he never smile nor laugh. He always studied to fight, never care about his life. But ever since he saw her, he's changed. He always smile or laugh. He care about his life again because he has a reason to live. He want to live with her.
"David." James call him, snapped him from his thought.
"Yes, brother." David looking at his teary eyes. James leaning back on wall looking down.
"Am I too selfish to always be with her?" James's question makes David feel hurt. He can feel what his besfriend felt right now. He doesn't know how to comfort him.
"No James. Because you love her so much that's why you want to live with her, loving her, caring her all your life. Just never give up James."
"Give up? I never give up on her. But what I received? She never looked back at me. She is nice to me, but she doesn't love to me or she can't." Once again, he broke. He fall on the floor while cover his face with his arm. He sob silently scared will ake her. David let him to cry, because for bloody sake he don't know what should he do. How to help his best friend. He don't know.
James wipe his tears and stood up when he heard a voice. A voice who make him broken into pieces, but still he can't hate her even she broke his heart, he never can. He just can love her, only love.
"James." I call him and he look at me smiling.
"You wake my love?" He ask me and I nod. Then, I walk towards him.
"Are you okay?" I ask him and he nod smile weakly. He sigh and came closer to me. He hug me while taking his breath and rub his face on my neck, feeling his breath in my neck. I let him to hug me. I wrap my hand on his shoulder and tap him lightly.
*I heard it all. What did I do to him? During this time, he broke because of me. But I'm so stubborn to just yell at him, angry with him. I feel bad for him. He really love me, but I can't love him back. Because my heart is already belong to another man, Kim Jongin.*
"I'm hungry." I said still tap him on the shoulder.
He smile and ruffle my hair. "All right my love let's dinner." I nod and glance at David, his eyes were read. Did he cry too?
We walk towards dining table and the maids already prepare our dinner. We eat silently, the maid looking worried to their master because he doesn't eat, he just play with his food. He looks like doesn't have an appetite to eat.
"Aaaaaa." I try to light the mood around the room with feeding him. He looks a bit flinch, maybe he's surprised because I never feed him.
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