CHAPTER 19

“YES” AND IT HURTS

JINWOON VIEWPOINT

      When I heard her saying it to everyone I really don’t know how or what I should feel. I think I can’t stay longer watching them so I went somewhere, anywhere except here. I also forgot that Appa was with me, maybe he’s looking for me this time.

Ajumma: aigoo. You’re here again.

Jinwoon: neh. How are you ajumma?

Ajumma: I’m good. So what’s your order this time?

Jinwoon: just give something that can warm me. (laughing)

Ajumma: ok, I’ll just bring you a beer then. Wait a moment.

Jinwoon: thanks.

      After I drink 3 glass of beer, I decided to go back coz Appa must be worried and looking for me. I thought that when I get back the party is over, all the visitors left, Siwan bring wine, beer and bring out a karaoke machine.

      I saw Appa and he’s drinking with Mr. Park and Mr. Yim at the other table, I’m a little bit drunk but still manage to act normal even if I’m not.

Seohyun: yah, where did you go? I was looking for you the whole time.

Jinwoon: me? why?

Seohyun: because (she sniffed at me) are you drank?

Jinwoon: no, it’s just that…ok I went to drink outside

Seohyun: but why? Goodness everyone is gone now before you came back.

Jinwoon: why?

Seohyun: alright, come and join us. My husband is here earlier. I wanted you to meet him but I can’t find you.

Jinwoon: my bad. Sorry…

Seohyun: it’s fine. Come on let’s drink.

Jinwoon: wait…

      Then she dragged me at the table, everyone is enjoying, Jiyeon and Siwan is having a sweet moment in front of me. I don’t want to feel this way and I hate myself, I should not feel this way. I need to stop this nonsense.

Siwan: hey Jinyoung, are you ok?

Jinwoon: ah, yeah…

Siwan: here, have a drink…beer or wine? (smiling)

Jinwoon: beer please. (I take the beer)

Mr. Park: hey guys…I’m sorry but we’re going ahead first, and Jin…

Mrs. Park: Jin…Jinyoung, your father is coming with us, I ask him that you can sleep at the house.

Siwan: they can sleep here Aunt.

Mr. Yim: oh, I’m sorry Siwan but your uncle and yo