What does it mean to be in love?

It's Complicated

 

Choi Jonghun’s POV:

                What does it mean to be in love? Day and night I have wondered thinking, wondering, looking for answers inside my head, even tried looking for it in my heart. I have dated girls left and right, hoping that maybe they’ll give me the answer. Then I got tired looking for it, it felt like I was looking for a unicorn or Santa at least. Until one day, I found an interesting creature. I found myself doing things for the first time. And on that morning, just the two of us and my guitar, I found what I was looking for.

 

                “So what do you think of the plan?” Jaejin asked. The rest of the FT Island boys were helping me in planning my “confession”. But I was spacing out the entire time and I can’t help but think a lot of things. What does it mean to be in love?

                “I think it’s great!” it took me a long time to respond and everybody gave me a questioning look .

                “If you don’t like it we can change some things.” Minhwan offered.

                “Or the better question would be, ARE YOU REALLY UP FOR IT? You’ve never admitted you like a girl in your entire life after all. So again, ARE YOU SURE?” Hongki kept on asking me that question ever since I told them about my plan.

                “I’ve never felt so sure in my entire life.” I said simply. I looked at Jaejin and he just smiled at me faintly. I guess I really am right. He was quiet the whole time though he did suggest a few things.

                “Our Jonghun-hyung is in LOVE!!!!” Seunghyun on the other hand, was totally hyper. I’m really excited about this but I can’t help but feel bothered also. After all, no matter how many years may pass, Jaejin will always be her first love. And the thought that Jaejin is actually in love with her is a big big threat to me. I just had to talk to Hongki about this.

                I called Hongki outside. The others won’t suspect since Hongki and I are best friends and we have our own things going on.

                “So what’s it about?” Hongki asked. I somehow don’t know how to phrase it so it took me a while to answer him.

                “I think Jaejin is in love with Mina.”

                “Wait, WHAT? Did I hear you right?” And he bombarded me with a lot of questions before I could even explain my theory. So I waited for him to calm down before I explained. He listened attentively and a few seconds after I told him everything, a third party was listening attentively as well.

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jujun123 #1
I miss this fic so much.. My first fav fic somewhere ard 2011-2012.. So i decided to re read this fic.. Peace
143mimoky
#2
Chapter 46: done reading this fic. thank you author for making a sequel. im up to that right now.
minari_j72 #3
its your first yet its so good ehehe ur so talented..i'll be waiting for that minari fic <3
minari_j72 #4
i just finished your story so wonderful!! i enjoyed every bit of it! im crying now <3 thank you..youre an awesome write..can you write minari too? hehe
minari_j72 #5
OMGGGG THIS STORY IS SOO GOOD!
babo_cy
#6
this is really awesome., did you know that you made me cry while reading this?., hahahaha well please continue on making nice stories, especially with ft island as characters., hehehe well done :S wooooooooooh *applause*
haruxii #7
I am reading it now :)) new reader here. Hehehe im at chapter 6 already ~~ wooh.
jaceBlue #8
first of all, amazing story you have here!
i was actually a little bit surprised that some instances are based on a true story.. (so thats why i was tearing here when reading *nod* *nod*)
i feel so sad with what happened to jonghoon. i know that somehow she also loves him, it wasn't just enough for her to forget her first love..anyway i hope u do a sequel for jonghoon..he deserves someone who will also love him..
thank you for sharing this story to us!! until next time! ^^

PS: sorry for a very long comment..i just felt so many emotions reading your story..
jaceBlue #9
i cried at chapter 32 T____T its so sad, i can really feel it..
stirred some memories...
jaceBlue #10
waaa~ jaejin definitely has feelings for mina!!
but what to do? seems like jonghoon is head over heels in love with her as well..

what to do?!?