What does it mean to be in love?
It's Complicated
Choi Jonghun’s POV:
What does it mean to be in love? Day and night I have wondered thinking, wondering, looking for answers inside my head, even tried looking for it in my heart. I have dated girls left and right, hoping that maybe they’ll give me the answer. Then I got tired looking for it, it felt like I was looking for a unicorn or Santa at least. Until one day, I found an interesting creature. I found myself doing things for the first time. And on that morning, just the two of us and my guitar, I found what I was looking for.
“So what do you think of the plan?” Jaejin asked. The rest of the FT Island boys were helping me in planning my “confession”. But I was spacing out the entire time and I can’t help but think a lot of things. What does it mean to be in love?
“I think it’s great!” it took me a long time to respond and everybody gave me a questioning look .
“If you don’t like it we can change some things.” Minhwan offered.
“Or the better question would be, ARE YOU REALLY UP FOR IT? You’ve never admitted you like a girl in your entire life after all. So again, ARE YOU SURE?” Hongki kept on asking me that question ever since I told them about my plan.
“I’ve never felt so sure in my entire life.” I said simply. I looked at Jaejin and he just smiled at me faintly. I guess I really am right. He was quiet the whole time though he did suggest a few things.
“Our Jonghun-hyung is in LOVE!!!!” Seunghyun on the other hand, was totally hyper. I’m really excited about this but I can’t help but feel bothered also. After all, no matter how many years may pass, Jaejin will always be her first love. And the thought that Jaejin is actually in love with her is a big big threat to me. I just had to talk to Hongki about this.
I called Hongki outside. The others won’t suspect since Hongki and I are best friends and we have our own things going on.
“So what’s it about?” Hongki asked. I somehow don’t know how to phrase it so it took me a while to answer him.
“I think Jaejin is in love with Mina.”
“Wait, WHAT? Did I hear you right?” And he bombarded me with a lot of questions before I could even explain my theory. So I waited for him to calm down before I explained. He listened attentively and a few seconds after I told him everything, a third party was listening attentively as well.
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