Choi Jonghun’s POV:

                Disturbed mind, confused hearts; where will this feeling take a person? Such incongruence can bring such tragedy to one’s life, such emotion can make the world revolve, and such thing is enough to burden one’s existence. To what extent are you willing to do? Until when can one hold on? Complicated. I never thought it could be this complicated. Heart is full, weary, tired, and yet still holding on.

                I swear I saw Mina crying during our performance. I’m not sure whether those tears were for me or for Jaejin, but I just can’t bear to look at her. We were surprised that she still supported us but what surprised us all was Yei’s presence. But the most surprised of all was Jaejin of course. The whole time Mina was here, she had this gloomy feeling so I wasn’t surprised when she left early. She might have been overwhelmed by the situation. Hongki was even glaring at her the entire time and no matter how many times I told Hongki to stop doing that he didn’t listen.

                “Ya, you’re drinking too much already.” I wouldn’t have noticed how much I was drinking already if Hongki didn’t point it out. But I didn’t care. I just want to distract my thoughts from everything. I see Jaejin talking a lot with Yei. What is he doing? Does he or does he not love Mina? Intrigued with this matter I’ll pick on him a bit.

                “Great atmosphere we have here.” I said catching everyone’s attention. All agreed to me without knowing what I really meant. “We get to sign a contract, drink with everyone right now,” I then paused and looked at Jaejin and Yei. “And do I smell reconciliation?” I smirked, but Jaejin just let out a nervous laugh and so did Yei. “Cheers for that!” I raised my glass and the others followed suit. I gulped the entire glass in one go and an idea crossed my mind. If that’s the case; Yei and Jaejin will be back together, maybe this time, Mina will give up for real.

                “I’m leaving.” I was about to leave when Hongki suddenly stopped me.

                “Where do you think you’re going?” He is such a busy-body sometimes like Seunghyun. What a pain.

                “Mina needs me.” I whispered to him.

                “You’re crazy.” He mocked. He really is pissed off. He’s not used to seeing me like this over a girl. I’m not used to this as well.

                “I guess I am.” I just let out a small laugh and left the place. Hongki gave up on making me stay. I feel light headed though but I can still drive and walk straight.

                I was driving carefully on my way to Mina with thoughts blurring inside my head. Despite all the pain she caused me it’s still her I think about, it’s still her who I want to be with. The alcohol must have reached my head. I’m becoming more emotional as I felt my vision getting blurred by tears. What happened next were too fast for me to process; I heard a loud honking sound and a very bright light was blinding me. The light was then replaced by darkness, everything went blank.

author: sorry if updates are taking a while..been very busy lately and i am having a hard time phrasing and stuff.. -__- uugghh.. so yeah.. hope you anticipate the next chapters.. :)