Awkward

It's Complicated

 

Han Mi-na's POV:

                 Choi Jonghun has been talking to me the whole night. I can’t seem to find an excuse to not talk to him. Everyone was busy talking to someone else and they had this feeling of not wanting to “disturb” us or something. So the whole night I was so tense. I stopped drinking since I might end up drunk with all the nervousness i was feeling because of this guy. Then suddenly, a voice saved me from all the emotions I was going through.

                “Ya! Jonghun, we have to go!” Lee Hongki was pulling Jonghun off his seat.

                “What? WHY?” Jonghun looks confused at Hongki’s nagging.

                “Ya! What’s wrong with you? Did you forget? Today is…” I did not catch what Hongki said since he whispered it to jonghun. I did not bother to listen as well since it seems private. Jonghun however, looks pissed and disappointed at the same time. he jumped from his seat and looked towards me.

                 “I have to go…” He sounds so disappointed I don’t know why but I didn’t bother to ask either. I hate to say it but im kind of relieved since I have been nervous the whole time I was talking to him.

                “Bye-bye then.” I don’t know what face I was making but I’m pretty sure I failed to hide how relieve I am since his face became more disappointed after I said goodbye.

                Hours went by and it has gotten pretty late. Chulsoon asked if I wanted to leave already. we go home together most of the time since we live close to each other. But Jung-Oh stopped me and asked me to stay. “But if I don’t go home with Chulsoon now, no one will take me home. And it’s pretty late.”

                 “You live near Jaejin right? Why don’t you go home with him instead? Just stay a bit more. We barely get to be with you and Jognhun-hyung was talking to you the entire time.” Jung-Oh reasoned out. But I just gave him a face of disbelief when he said I GO HOME WITH JAEJIN. I leaned closer to him and whispered, “We don’t even talk personally! Even though he picks on me, it’s not directly addressed to me! Are you ing kidding me?!”

                “Eh? But I’m sure it’s all right with him. Just stay a bit more!” and with that, Jung-Oh went to Jaejin and asked if he could take me home instead so I can stay a little longer. I see him nod and Jung-Oh went back to tell me that Jaejin agrees.

               “Chulsoon, I’ll stay a bit more. You can go without me. Careful on the way home okay?” we all bid goodbye to Chulsoon and went back to our business after he left. I noticed from time to time that Jaejin will look at his watch and will look at me. I’m not sure if it was just my imagination but I saw him did that for like three times. So I gathered my strength and talked to him for the first time.

              “Jaejiin, what time are you going to go home?” I asked him. Wow. I was pretty composed despite the struggle of bringing myself to talk to him. I feel no awkwardness though but rather, it felt just like talking to a friend. He looked at his watch and said, “You? It depends on what time you want to go home. I’m fine whenever.” I just nodded and went back to talking with the others again.

               Time flies sure really fast and this night is getting longer than I expected. It’s 3:30am already. I’m so dead when I get home this late. He must have noticed me looking at my watch concerned, he then said goodbye to everyone then came up to me. “Let’s go home.” I just nodded and everyone decided to end the night also.


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jujun123 #1
I miss this fic so much.. My first fav fic somewhere ard 2011-2012.. So i decided to re read this fic.. Peace
143mimoky
#2
Chapter 46: done reading this fic. thank you author for making a sequel. im up to that right now.
minari_j72 #3
its your first yet its so good ehehe ur so talented..i'll be waiting for that minari fic <3
minari_j72 #4
i just finished your story so wonderful!! i enjoyed every bit of it! im crying now <3 thank you..youre an awesome write..can you write minari too? hehe
minari_j72 #5
OMGGGG THIS STORY IS SOO GOOD!
babo_cy
#6
this is really awesome., did you know that you made me cry while reading this?., hahahaha well please continue on making nice stories, especially with ft island as characters., hehehe well done :S wooooooooooh *applause*
haruxii #7
I am reading it now :)) new reader here. Hehehe im at chapter 6 already ~~ wooh.
jaceBlue #8
first of all, amazing story you have here!
i was actually a little bit surprised that some instances are based on a true story.. (so thats why i was tearing here when reading *nod* *nod*)
i feel so sad with what happened to jonghoon. i know that somehow she also loves him, it wasn't just enough for her to forget her first love..anyway i hope u do a sequel for jonghoon..he deserves someone who will also love him..
thank you for sharing this story to us!! until next time! ^^

PS: sorry for a very long comment..i just felt so many emotions reading your story..
jaceBlue #9
i cried at chapter 32 T____T its so sad, i can really feel it..
stirred some memories...
jaceBlue #10
waaa~ jaejin definitely has feelings for mina!!
but what to do? seems like jonghoon is head over heels in love with her as well..

what to do?!?