Disappear
It's Complicated
Jonghun’s POV:
I was excited to go to Chulsoon’s place since I can see her and at the same time, it’ll be something like showing off to her friends that I’m her guy. I find my thoughts very childish and possessive but who cares.
I tried calling her when I got to the place but she was not answering. This bad habit of her’s has not changed at all. I came in on my own instead, despite the embarrassment. And when I got there all of them were obviously surprised by my appearance, especially Jaejin. Oh, he’s here too. I greeted everyone and they all greeted me back, they must have known already so it makes it a little less awkward. I went to Jaejin greeted him.
“Where’s Mina?” I asked.
“Mina’s over there with Sudae.” He was pointing inside the house and I can see two female figures inside. They must be talking about something. As I was getting closer to the two figures, I can hear their voices getting more audible and what I heard next shattered every piece of the happiness I was feeling, “Sudae, please don’t make it hard for me.” Mina said in a very low voice but it was quiet inside and I’m near enough to hear what they were saying.
“Mina, I know you very well. Just tell me the truth, what do you feel for Jonghun-oppa?”
“I’m happy when I’m with him.” She took a deep breath and was thinking hard of the words to say, it was written all over her face that she was having a hard time.
“How about for Jaejin?” Mina stiffened. She looked like she was engulfed by pain and was about to cry. She didn’t say anything. I do not know why, but I stayed and waited for her answer. My heart was beating so hard as if preparing itself to be torn away from my chest.
“You still love him.” Sudae said it as if it was a matter of fact; as if it didn’t change. She didn’t deny it neither admitted it. I stood there dumbfounded with thousands of painful emotions overcoming my whole being. I just wanted to disappear at that moment.
author: i wonder if jonghun will give her up or not.. wohooo.. xD finally... some conflict.. sorry for the boring chapters :( and thank you from the deepest chambers of my heart... xD thank you for reading.. :)
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