Disappear

It's Complicated

 

Jonghun’s POV:

 

I was excited to go to Chulsoon’s place since I can see her and at the same time, it’ll be something like showing off to her friends that I’m her guy. I find my thoughts very childish and possessive but who cares.

I tried calling her when I got to the place but she was not answering. This bad habit of her’s has not changed at all. I came in on my own instead, despite the embarrassment. And when I got there all of them were obviously surprised by my appearance, especially Jaejin. Oh, he’s here too. I greeted everyone and they all greeted me back, they must have known already so it makes it a little less awkward. I went to Jaejin greeted him.

“Where’s Mina?” I asked.

“Mina’s over there with Sudae.” He was pointing inside the house and I can see two female figures inside. They must be talking about something. As I was getting closer to the two figures, I can hear their voices getting more audible and what I heard next shattered every piece of the happiness I was feeling, “Sudae, please don’t make it hard for me.” Mina said in a very low voice but it was quiet inside and I’m near enough to hear what they were saying.

“Mina, I know you very well. Just tell me the truth, what do you feel for Jonghun-oppa?”

“I’m happy when I’m with him.” She took a deep breath and was thinking hard of the words to say, it was written all over her face that she was having a hard time.

“How about for Jaejin?” Mina stiffened. She looked like she was engulfed by pain and was about to cry. She didn’t say anything. I do not know why, but I stayed and waited for her answer. My heart was beating so hard as if preparing itself to be torn away from my chest.

“You still love him.” Sudae said it as if it was a matter of fact; as if it didn’t change. She didn’t deny it neither admitted it. I stood there dumbfounded with thousands of painful emotions overcoming my whole being. I just wanted to disappear at that moment. 

 

author: i wonder if jonghun will give her up or not.. wohooo.. xD finally... some conflict.. sorry for the boring chapters :( and thank you from the deepest chambers of my heart... xD thank you for reading.. :)

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jujun123 #1
I miss this fic so much.. My first fav fic somewhere ard 2011-2012.. So i decided to re read this fic.. Peace
143mimoky
#2
Chapter 46: done reading this fic. thank you author for making a sequel. im up to that right now.
minari_j72 #3
its your first yet its so good ehehe ur so talented..i'll be waiting for that minari fic <3
minari_j72 #4
i just finished your story so wonderful!! i enjoyed every bit of it! im crying now <3 thank you..youre an awesome write..can you write minari too? hehe
minari_j72 #5
OMGGGG THIS STORY IS SOO GOOD!
babo_cy
#6
this is really awesome., did you know that you made me cry while reading this?., hahahaha well please continue on making nice stories, especially with ft island as characters., hehehe well done :S wooooooooooh *applause*
haruxii #7
I am reading it now :)) new reader here. Hehehe im at chapter 6 already ~~ wooh.
jaceBlue #8
first of all, amazing story you have here!
i was actually a little bit surprised that some instances are based on a true story.. (so thats why i was tearing here when reading *nod* *nod*)
i feel so sad with what happened to jonghoon. i know that somehow she also loves him, it wasn't just enough for her to forget her first love..anyway i hope u do a sequel for jonghoon..he deserves someone who will also love him..
thank you for sharing this story to us!! until next time! ^^

PS: sorry for a very long comment..i just felt so many emotions reading your story..
jaceBlue #9
i cried at chapter 32 T____T its so sad, i can really feel it..
stirred some memories...
jaceBlue #10
waaa~ jaejin definitely has feelings for mina!!
but what to do? seems like jonghoon is head over heels in love with her as well..

what to do?!?