Mixed Emotions

It's Complicated

 

Han Mina’s POV:

                Been battling in my head ever since Sudae and I went our own ways if I’m going tonight or not, the next thing I know I ran out of time already. Damn it! If I don’t rush now I won’t make it. But what if I ruin their performance? What if Jonghun suddenly lost his concentration on stage? I’ll ruin their performance. Wait, what are you thinking Han Mina?!! You can always sneak in and watch and not let them see you. Aish!

                With thousands of possibilities going on inside my head I rushed to the event’s place. I’m very late already. I’m not even sure if I’m gonna make it at least on their last song. When I arrived, the song just ended and people were cheering them for them like usual, no, this time louder. I tried my very best to not be seen as I watch far away. I thought it was the last song already but I saw them getting ready for the next, Jonghun placing his self in front of the keyboard.

                Jonghun started to play smoothly with his keyboard, followed by Hongki and Jaejin’s voice. I found myself tearing up when the song reached the chorus. I can feel so much of their song. It’s not only me but the whole audience was captivated as well. I can’t stop looking at Jaejin as I remember my first love, just like the song. It hurts so much just thinking about it. I was trying my best to hold back at least but when Jaejin started singing the second chorus, I burst into plain tears. Speechless, just plain speechless. Then suddenly someone called my name.

                “MINA!!” with that, Jonghun and the others saw me and they were all surprised by my presence. But what surprised us more is the presence of the person who called out my name. I can’t be mistaken. It’s her all right.

                “Ye….Yei….” I said softly. Yei is here.

 

author: it's becoming lame-r and lame-r.. akjsdhkajsd i just want to end this im sorry.. and this chapter is very short.. i have everything in my head the problem is i cannot seem to phrase everything right.. im sorry T^T i'll do better in the next..

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jujun123 #1
I miss this fic so much.. My first fav fic somewhere ard 2011-2012.. So i decided to re read this fic.. Peace
143mimoky
#2
Chapter 46: done reading this fic. thank you author for making a sequel. im up to that right now.
minari_j72 #3
its your first yet its so good ehehe ur so talented..i'll be waiting for that minari fic <3
minari_j72 #4
i just finished your story so wonderful!! i enjoyed every bit of it! im crying now <3 thank you..youre an awesome write..can you write minari too? hehe
minari_j72 #5
OMGGGG THIS STORY IS SOO GOOD!
babo_cy
#6
this is really awesome., did you know that you made me cry while reading this?., hahahaha well please continue on making nice stories, especially with ft island as characters., hehehe well done :S wooooooooooh *applause*
haruxii #7
I am reading it now :)) new reader here. Hehehe im at chapter 6 already ~~ wooh.
jaceBlue #8
first of all, amazing story you have here!
i was actually a little bit surprised that some instances are based on a true story.. (so thats why i was tearing here when reading *nod* *nod*)
i feel so sad with what happened to jonghoon. i know that somehow she also loves him, it wasn't just enough for her to forget her first love..anyway i hope u do a sequel for jonghoon..he deserves someone who will also love him..
thank you for sharing this story to us!! until next time! ^^

PS: sorry for a very long comment..i just felt so many emotions reading your story..
jaceBlue #9
i cried at chapter 32 T____T its so sad, i can really feel it..
stirred some memories...
jaceBlue #10
waaa~ jaejin definitely has feelings for mina!!
but what to do? seems like jonghoon is head over heels in love with her as well..

what to do?!?