Love sick
It's Complicated
Lee Jaejin’s POV:
We have band practice today. So after school I went straight home since we practice in my place. I was distracted the whole day. Stupid dream is stupid after all. What irritates me the most is I’m actually bothered by it, I don’t even know why. Aish! This crap is taking too much space in my head.
When I got home I went straight to my room and fell back in my bed, trying to rest a bit. What is this restlessness? As I close my eyes, I remembered the night of our recent gig. We may see each other once in a while but we don’t really talk. That once in a while became rarely as she becomes busier with school and almost never goes out with us anymore. But every time I see her I can’t help but noticed how prettier she was getting. That night of our gig, I cannot help but look at her once in a while, Jonghun-hyun besides her.
When Jung-Oh asked me to take her home instead, I felt nervous. I looked at my watch from time to time wondering what time she was supposed to go home but for some reason I cannot bring myself to talk to her first. I also felt her nervousness when we were going home. Aish. So I had to ask Seunghyun to come with me and I had to take him home too. So bothersome but it didn’t matter at that time.
“WAIT. WHY AM I?” I said out loud. I shuffled around my bed because of the annoying thoughts going inside my head. Then suddenly, Jonghun-hyung barged in my room, removing my thoughts completely away from her.
“Ya! What are you doing here? There’s still an hour before practice?!” I asked. He’s usually late and I have not even rested yet.
“Jajin-ah…” He says in a sweet voice as he joins me in bed and he hugged me as if I were his favorite teddy.
“What? What is it that you need?” I looked at him as I try to get away from his hug. He does this every time he asks for something. Ah, I was right. He sat up straight and looked at me with a big smile on his face. Then he looked down shyly. Wai--- WHAT?!! HE’S SHY?!
“I need your help. I’m going to confess to Mina.” As he said those words I found myself stuck like a statue. It felt like I forgot how to respond to a simple stimulus. THE CHOI JONGHUN WHO NEVER SAID “I LOVE YOU” NOT EVEN “I LIKE YOU” TO A SINGLE GIRL BEFORE, EVEN THOSE HE DATED, WILL CONFESS TO…..TO HER.
author: truth is, im kinda stuck on what to write next so updates are getting slow..the story is already sloooww T__T but whatever, im still happy someone is reading this.. :)
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