At the after party…

“Congratulations!” everyone who were on the party cheered. All of them were happy except for one

“Yunho-san omedeto!” a guy staff approached Yunho and they both hug in a manly way

“Thanks” Yunho replied then turned his attention to Jaejoong who was sitting at the corner, blankly staring into space

“Yah Jae, come on..let’s have fun” Yunho sat beside him and put his hand on Jaejoong’s shoulder

“Nah..you go ahead. I’ll just stay here” Jaejoong said and hang his head low

Yunho, thought that he won’t change Jaejoong’s mood, gave up “Araso…but stop thinking about her too much…you’re worrying me”

Jaejoong looked at Yunho and just smiled weakly

~*~*~*~*~*~

At the apartment…

“I’m really tired” Changmin sat down on the couch feeling his energy drained.

“Yeah, me too” following the maknae, Junsu sat beside Changmin.

“Good thing, the concert was a success” Yoochun said walking to the kitchen to get some drink.

“Jae, where are you going?” Yunho saw Jaejoong going towards the front door.

“Anywhere, I need to find Boa” Jaejoong strongly said…now that the concert was finished, it’s now the beginning of the search for Boa

“What? Yah Jae, think before you act. Didn’t we say we’ll help you?” Yunho replied feeling worried for Jaejoong

“I know that..but I don’t want to waste time” Jaejoong reasoned…he really want to see Boa. Getting a glimpse of her in the concert, he wants to see her badly

“We understand you Jae…hmm..why don’t you try calling her brother? Maybe he knows where Boa is living right now” Yoochun reasoned as he went back from the kitchen

Jaejoong’s pov

I guess they’re right...Boa, I’m going to find you no matter what…I can’t let you go away again…I need you…I need you here in my heart…

I quickly dialed her brother’s phone number and luckily, he picked it up

“Yoboseyo?”

“Hyung, it’s me Jaejoong” I said feeling nervous…this is the start of my search for her…please let me find Boa…I’m longing for her

“Oh Jae, glad you called. Have you seen her?” My eyes widen hearing what he just said…I’m right. It’s really Boa whom I saw earlier

“Neh hyung..Do you know where she is staying now?” My palms are becoming sweaty and my heart was beating fast…Even if I asked that, I’m still hesitant to know the answer…Don’t make me lose hope…I missed her…I really missed her

“Go to this address…..” I was relieved…at last, I can see her
“By the way, I’m sorry” Hyung suddenly said making me confused. Why do her brothers keep on apologizing to me? This is making me hesitant to know the truth…I’m afraid…Should I see her? I know I do but my mind keeps on thinking the other way…

“Sorry for what hyung?” I gathered all my courage to ask him...I really want to know the reason…but…but what if I will not like his answer?

“Sorry for not telling you what happened” What really is it? I’m getting impatient…but still afraid…what really happened to her? She seemed fine when I saw her…What’s wrong?

“I know she had an accident, but that’s all I know. Our neighbor in Gyeonggi told me”
I said what I only knew

“Let omma and appa tell you the story once you get there. I’m really glad you never forget about her. Well then, I need to go. Bye” How can I forget about her? She’s my life.

“Neh, kamsahamnida” I put down my phone. I felt relieved that now I know where Boa is.

“So…?” Yunho asked. I forgot that the four were still there.

“I got the address. Thank God” I can’t help but smile…I’m going to see Boa soon

“That smile!” I looked at Junsu, raising an eyebrow. What’s wrong with my smile?
“I can finally see that smile of yours hyung! It’s been a long time…” I guess I was too depressed because of Boa..but now, there’s a new hope.

“Go tomorrow, it’s really late now” Yunho yawned and stretched his arms

“You should let us see Boa tomorrow” Yoochun said and smiled

“Since we’re all happy now, it’s time for Jaejoong hyung to cook us food!” the maknae said earning a smack from the other members

“We just went to the after party. You’re hungry again?” Junsu said to a pouting Changmin

After the midnight snack…

“I’m going to bed guys” I said as I walked towards my room.

“Too excited for tomorrow?” I heard Yoochun spoke and the other three chuckled as I ignored them...but I was smiling

I lay down on my bed as I kept on thinking of Boa. Then, I remembered my conversation with her brother.

I guess I need to face the truth when I went there tomorrow…but more importantly, I can see her…I can finally embrace her…I can finally hear her voice…I can finally kiss her…but regret flows in me as I remembered that we broke up with each other…I broke up with her rather.

Nevertheless, my waiting was all paid off…Tomorrow will be the best day for me…we will be united again…thinking all of this, I’m feeling overwhelmed already. I guess I can’t help it.

Wait for me Boa.

~*~*~*~*~

The next day…

I was outside Boa’s house…my heart started to beat rapidly again as I was taking each step towards the door…I was nervous, yet excited too…

I rang the door bell and waited for our meeting again

“Annyeonghaseyo auntie” I bowed after Boa’s mom opened the door

“Jaejoong..omo!” I guess I surprised Mrs. Kwon with my sudden appearance

“Come in” she opened the door fully and led me in their house.

“Dear, come here right now” she called Mr. Kwon and soon walked out from the kitchen

“Annyeonghaseyo uncle” I greeted Mr. Kwon at the moment I saw him

“Oh Jaejoong. It’s been a long time. Please do sit” I sat down on the couch and smiled at them awkwardly. It’s been a long time since I last saw them. At that moment, I don’t know how I will start a conversation

But remembering the reason why I came here. I gathered my courage and ask them

“I don’t want to sound rude auntie, uncle…but what really happened to Boa? And why didn’t you tell me before? Where is she?”

I saw them looked at each other with guilt in their eyes. Then they both looked at me.
“We’re really sorry Jaejoong. It’s just that we don’t want you to worry because if you knew, it will affect your career. We didn’t want that. It’s been your dream since you’re little” They both looked down after Mr. Kwon told me that.

“Having no news from Boa made me more worried. I thought she forgot about me. What happened a year ago?” I said feeling frustrated but at the same time I understand why they did that. But still..

“What!” I stood up after hearing the whole story about the accident and her having amnesia. Why? Why does it need to happen?

“It’s only temporary Jaejoong”

“Even if it’s temporary, she won’t remember me”

“We’re very sorry. I know it’s hard for you but it’s the same with us when we first know of it”

“I’m sorry auntie, it’s just that…ugh! She didn’t deserve this. She shouldn’t have that accident! It’s my fault..I know it’s because of me”

“You better go now” Mr. Kwon spoke making me confused. Did he got angry at me? I know I deserved it. I sat down and sunk my head on the palms of my hands. I thought this will be a great day. Does destiny still won’t allow me to see her?

“Go to the beach” Mr. Kwon continued. I looked up at him becoming more confused

“She’s there” Mr. and Mrs. Kwon smiled at me. Now I understand. I quickly stood up and bid them goodbye.

I went in to my car and rushed to the beach.

I can finally see you Boa.