“This is it guys. We’re all been waiting for this day” Yunho said in the backstage as they hear the screams and chants of the fans

“Let’s do this!” all five of them said with excitement in their voice

“Toho..toho..tohoshinki fighto!”

“Omo..it’s starting” Yeonhee was jumping with too much enthusiasm. Boa can only laugh at her friend

“Don’t be too excited..You’ll drain your energy before the concert ends! Haha!”

“Not a chance” She retorted and stuck her tongue out

~*~*~*~

As the concert progresses, it has now came for them to sing Jaejoong’s composition

“Hyung, you okay?” Junsu asked patting his hyung’s back as they wait for Yunho’s solo performance to finish.

Jaejoong can only sigh because until now, he doesn’t have any news about Boa.

As Yunho went to the backstage…

“Nice perf man” Yoochun told their leader as he ran to change his clothes for the group’s performance

“Hyung, just think that Boa noona is out there and you’re singing your song for her” Changmin spoke up comforting Jaejoong

The fans screamed when the five of them come up to the stage.
Jaejoong scanned the audience wondering if Boa can be one of them but luck was not on his side.

The fans’ screams gradually lessen when the music started to play as they were mesmerized with those five soothing voices that melted their hearts.

As the song came to an end, the five of them started walking to the backstage.
Jaejoong scanned again the audience and much to his surprise, someone got his attention for the reason that the person was tearing.
He focused his eyes deeply on her.
He was shocked, unable to move.

Yunho looked back and saw Jaejoong frozen.
He came up to him “Jaejoong, what happened?”

Jaejoong looked at Yunho “She’s here”

“Who?” Yunho asked and Jaejoong looked back to that person but was not there anymore.

“Boa..I saw her” he answered “but she’s gone”

“Where? What?” Yunho questioned him as he pulled Jaejoong to the backstage

“She’s there. I saw her..I really saw her…but when I looked at her, she’s not there anymore” Jaejoong explained. He wanted to go find her at that very moment but he doesn’t want to disappoint his fellow members. Even though he felt pain again…he wants to show that he’s fine and not to worry his friends.

But Junsu added more pain in his heart.
“Hyung, maybe you’re just seeing things. That’s the effect of depression you know”
He’s certain before that it was Boa whom he saw…but with Junsu’s words, he felt confusion. Was it really her or is Junsu right?

“You really help a lot Junsu” Yoochun said sarcastically, smacking Junsu’s head

“We’ll finish this concert then we’ll help you find Boa. At least we know she’s in Japan” Yunho said not minding what Junsu told before.

“Thank you, I owe you guys again” Now, Jaejoong is more determined. He will find her. He will find Boa.

~*~*~*~

Boa’s pov

A while ago…

What’s this I’m feeling? Hearing this song, it makes me want to cry.
How come it touched my heart? But this feeling, it’s different. It feels like its warming my heart. This song…it’s full of emotions…why do I feel that I’m missing someone…someone I don’t remember…

“kaze ni natte sotto tsutsumitai
kimi ga iru sekaini sugutonde yukitai
aitakutemo aitakutemo
matte rukara
tada wasurenaide”

(I want to become the wind and envelop you in my arms
I want to fly to the world you're in
I want to see you, I want to see you
I will always wait for you
Because I just can't forget you)

I was listening intently to their song…little did I know that I was crying…my heart was crying in longing for someone…

As the song ended, I looked at the person looking at the audience, like he was finding something or someone. I can’t help but to be in awe. He captivated my heart…the way he sang the song feels like he was inside a world of sadness…we’re the same, not remembering my memories, I feel unsafe…this sadness is suffocating me…I want to be with someone who can protect me and will make my life delightful…

When I saw him looking at me, my head begins to hurt and my heart beats rapidly.
“Jae” I suddenly said. Then I heard his voice again, the voice in my dream “Boa…Boabo”

“Boa, you’re crying” Yeonhee her direction as I wiped my tears away

“Yeonhee, I want to go now. My head hurts” I can’t take this. I need some serenity. I’m confused..totally confused…Is he and the voice related? How? Why?

“C’mon let’s go”

~*~*~*~*~

“How’s the concert girls?” my mom asked us as she opened the door to our house

“I’m not feeling well omma” I went inside and headed to the couch. My head still hurts.
I can’t take off his face in my mind. And the voice too.

“What happened?” my mom asked Yeonhee

“I don’t know auntie..near the end of the concert, I saw Boa crying and then she said her head hurts so we went home” I heard her say. “I need to go home too. annyeonghaseo”

As my mom and dad went to the living room, I stood up and went to my room.
I was about to closed the door but what my dad said stopped me

“Do you think she recognized him?”

“Maybe…her head always hurts when she recognized someone”

I closed the door and leaned at the door as I looked up, thinking

“Who’s him?” Is he that guy?