How To Say it If...

An Angel's Promise To The Sky

Sora fidgets as she walks going to Super Junior's apartment floor, she even recites the words on how she's going to say sorry to her husband while staring at her reflection on the tiled floor, it took her weeks before she got the courage to say sorry despite of what her manager keeps telling her to do so. But she doesn't know if that will fill up as soon as she faces Leeteuk,

"Ani. I can do this. How hard can it be? I'm sure oppa will forgive me." She tells herself, but sighs and fidgets again,

"But he left me that night. Will it be really alright? I know I said the wrong reasons to him. Will he really forgive me?" she asks herself again,

"Aegi-ya, what do you think eomma should do? Should I just go for it or not?" Sora said as she rubs her tummy,

"Sora-ssi, is that you?" Sora heard someone say along the corridor and saw Kangin when she looked up,

"Ne. It's me." she answered,

"What are you doing here at this hour? Shouldn't you be on your bed sleeping?" Kangin asked again,

"But I want to see Jungsoo oppa and I have something to tell him that's why I went here early today. I..." Sora explained but just bit her lip next,

"He's inside, still sleeping though. God, Sora-ssi it's still 4 in the morning and you're already here." Kangin said and looked at Sora closely, "And it seems you need some sleep yourself. What have you been doing lately? Those dark circles seem to get the hang under your eyes much."

"No matter, Kangin-ssi." Sora replied, "Why are you up so early in the morning though? Aren't you like the Suju oppas who sleeps and wakes up late?" Sora inquired,

"I was like that but it changed when I was in the army. Everybody wakes up in the wee hours of the morning to jog and exercise. I kind of picked up the habit of jogging in the morning." Kangin explained sheepishly. Kangin wore a black and gray training suits with a red stripes on its sleeves, showing the brand mark on the chest of it and a pair of white running shoes with the same striped design on the side.

"Why don't I bring you over to the dorm first before I take my run? It won't be nice to see a lady standing here alone." Kangin then said, "I know our building is safe but still... You can wait inside and be comfortable. Wookie is already preparing some breakfast and you can have some while waiting for Leeteuk hyung to wake up."

They entered the Super Junior dorm and Sora was greeted by the spacious living room which was lighted by a single white light which gives a subtle, quite feel of the room,

"Anjeuseyo. I will just tell Wookie to cook some breakfast for you and inform hyung, too." Kangin said, "Do you have anything that you like for breakfast? Some special dishes or something?"

"Ani. You don't have to do that, Kangin-ssi. I'm not picky during breakfast." Sora said and smiled, "Ask me that question during the afternoon or evening, I'm sure I have an answer for you."

"Arasso. I will keep that in mind." Kangin said and smiled back at her, "And call me Kangin oppa, too. I know we don't see that often and just acquinted to each other when I got back but I don't mind you calling me that. You're our hyungsunim after all."

Kangin went to the direction of the kitchen where Sora heard some noises of movement and hushed voices of Kangin and Wookie talking. The two boys appeared again with Wookie wearing a dark blue apron on top of a red shirt and a pair of black and white shorts that has a string that holds them together.

"Hello, Sora-ssi." Ryeowook greeted her while taking the top part of the apron and let it lay with the rest of it tied up on his body, "Kangin hyung said you're looking for Leeteuk hyung. He's still sleeping because he went to a concert last night with Heechul hyung and Geun Sukkie."

"Geun Suk? As in Jang Geun Suk?" Sora asked, "How did Jungsoo oppa knew him?" Sora inquired,

"I think Donghae's ex introduced them together or something. Remember Yoona-ssi? She did a drama with Sukkie and introduced him to us when he visited SME." Ryeowook told,

How can she forget Yoona? She's Taeyeon's sister and they had a catfight way back because Yoona told her that Leeteuk is still waiting for her sister to come back while she, on the other hand is falling in love on Leeteuk's charms more. So much for their catfight history that hasn't been resolved until now. At least on Yoona's part...

"So you guys and Jang Geun Suk are friends now?" Sora asked again, that received a nod from Ryeowook,

"Well, he also goes here from time to time when he's with Kibum. We live in the small circle after all. Since Sukkie sings as well." Ryeowook told her, "You know, he goes well by the name they gave him... Asia's Prince or something."

"You got that right. He's closer with Leeteuk hyung and he got invited to see a concert last night with Heechul hyung too." Kangin informed Sora,

"Whose concert is it?" Sora then asked,

"It's a Japanese rock band which Leeteuk hyung happened to take a liking to but I don't remember the name of the band, it's in another language or something." Ryeowook said,

"It's L'Arc~en~ciel." They heard someone spoke and saw Heechul coming from the dorm rooms walking sluggishly while trying to open his eyes, "It's the French term for Rainbow."

"Oh, Heechul-ssi. Good morning." Sora greeted,

"Good morning too, Sora-ya. Am I dreaming or are you really standing in front of me at..." Heechul tried to say but cut to ask Ryeowook, "What time is it, dongsaeng?"

"It's 4:30 in the morning, hyung." Ryeowook informed,

"Yeah. If so, why am I seeing Kangin in front of me who's supposed to be taking his run right now and Sora who's standing in front of me if it's half past 4?"

"Yeah right. I should take my leave. You will be alright with them, right?" Sora nodded to Kangin's question before he headed for the door,

Sora glanced at Heechul who is standing in front of her, with his hand on his waist as if waiting for her to explain, "Ryeowook-ah, fix me some breakfast. I'm hungry." Heechul then said without taking his eyes off Sora,

"So care to explain why you are inside Suju dorms at 4 o'clock in the morning, Sora-ssi?" Heechul said,

"I'm here to see Jungsoo oppa and have a talk with him." Sora repeated what she said to Kangin and Ryeowook,

"Oh you have to wait a little longer though, since we came back just an hour ago. I'm sure Leeteuk will wake up really late." Heechul said,

"Didn't you come with him at the concert? Why are you still up? Shouldn't you be sleeping like oppa too?" Sora asked,

"Are you always like that, Sora-ya? Bombarding with questions and everything else?" Heechul asked while raising an eyebrow at her, "Well, that doesn't matter. To answer your question, I can't sleep 'coz I still can't get over with what happened in the concert and after that." Heechul said,

"I never expected that kind of feeling in a rock concert before. It was really awesome and things got better when we got a backstage pass to see the band and take pictures of them." Heechul then said while starting his laptop and lifted his forefinger at Sora, urging her to come closer,

"I was planning to get some sleep and just loaded the pics on the computer when we got home but the excitement is still here. I can't help thinking about it. Have you been to a concert before?"

Sora nodded, "Yeah. I went to a lot of Big Bang concerts and Super Shows too. I never missed a Super Show."

Heechul nodded and showed a lot of concert pictures of him, Leeteuk and Geun Suk together enjoying 3 of the front row seats, "Leeteuk hyung liked that band for a long time now. I think that started when we went to Japan and saw them perform on the television while singing a song from that anime which has a guy with a bionic arm and metal armor for a brother."

"I didn't know Jungsoo oppa is into rock bands. I thought he enjoys another genre of music." Sora said while looking at the pictures on the computer. As they browse, Sora saw one picture that made her tell Heechul to stop and asked,

"Who's this?" Sora inquired while pointing at the braided person beside Leeteuk, "Is she part of the group too?"

"That is..." Heechul said but stifle a laugh by putting a close fist near his lips, "That's Haido." he then said in a tone that he's sure Sora was not able to hear,

"Nugu? Heidi? Why is Jungsoo oppa's arms at her shoulder? What is this, Heechul-ssi?!" Sora asked, her anger filling up inside her,

"Of course they are taking a picture, they have to be closer to get a good shot. Right?" Heechul explained, trying to show a serious matter of factly face,

"They don't have to be that close for comfort. He doesn't have to put his hand on her shoulder. Heck, he doesn't have to touch her either." Sora said again, her eyes swimming in a pool of anger,

"Jamkanman, are you mad, Sora-ssi?" Heechul asked suddenly aware of Sora's actions,

"You're asking me if I'm mad? No! I'm grand and alright, Kim Heechul!" Sora said in a stiff tone, "I came here to say sorry to Park Jungsoo for what I did and now you're showing me pics of him having a woman on his arms and you're asking me if I'm mad?" Sora said,

"Uhh, Sora-ssi, I was just..." Heechul tried to explain, but Sora briskly walk towards Leeteuk's room, "Wait a minute, I'll wake Leeteuk for you." Heechul tried to say again,

"Tell me, does he have pics like that on his phone too? Did he take pictures of that woman as well on his phone?" Sora inquired while glaring at Heechul, and all the guy can do is nod.

"PARK JUNGSOO! OPEN THE DOOR, you two timing son of a -- open the door, NOW!" Sora shouted and banged Leeteuk's door as hard as she could with her fist, "I'll destroy this door if you don't open up!"

Ryeowook rushed towards the dorm rooms when he heard Sora's voice, "What happened, Sora-ssi?"

Heechul just looked at Ryeowook and sighed, "Don't you cover for Leeteuk, Ryeowook-ah. I don't think we can handle Sora-ssi's anger without getting scratched too."

Leeteuk opened the door of his room. He wore a pair of white jammies with a white long sleeved top with his unruly bed hair and eyes trying to focus for the morning, "What is this commotion a--"

But Leeteuk was greeted by a slap on his face.

"What was that about, Sora-ya?! Why did you slap me?" Leeteuk asked while holding his injured cheek,

Sora just glared at him and went to find his cellphone on top of his bedside table, scanning it and looking for the photos Heechul talked about, "Would you mind telling me who this woman is, husband?" Sora said while showing him a picture he took from the concert last night.

                                

"That's Haido-san. He's the vocalist of the band which I like. I went to their concert last night with Heechul and Geun Suk. Wae?" Leeteuk asked casually while looking at Sora,

"He? Are you kidding me, Leeteuk-ssi? This is not a He! There's no doubt that this is a woman and her name is Heidi!" Sora said in a higher tone, "You don't have to fool me on this, Leeteuk. I saw the pictures already. Heechul-ssi showed them to me."

"Mweo? Who's Heidi and what woman are you talking about? He's a guy and he's from a rock band so he has to dress up for the concert with the braids and all." Leeteuk explained, "It's not the first time for you to see a guy wearing make-up and look like a woman, right? We're like that too on concerts, aren't we?"

"I don't believe you, Park Jungsoo. You're just making excuses for me to pass this, but I won't believe you." Sora said firmly,

"Then I won't say anymore. I never lied to you or anything. I always tell you the truth but if you won't believe me then I won't push anymore." Leeteuk said calmly,

"Then that means Heechul is telling the truth. You really are going out with this girl in the picture. Damn you, Park Jungsoo!" Sora said and glared at Leeteuk,

Heechul recieved a glare at Leeteuk before speaking to Sora, "Yeah, damn me. You won't believe in what I'm going to say anyway and you will insist on what you believe in, so it won't matter, would it?" Leeteuk said and looked at Sora with tenderness, "How have you been, Princess? Have you been doing well?"

"Do I look well to you, Park Jungsoo?" Sora retorted,

Leeteuk just sighed and then they heard Ryeowook announcing the breakfast is ready, "Well then, eat a lot, Kang Sora-ssi. I'm going to bring you somewhere today." Leeteuk said in a danger-calm tone,

Sora suddenly felt her anger subsiding, instead fear and nervousness crept her insides, thinking of where his husband will take her, wondering what will Leeteuk do after what she did to him as a morning present.
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Annyeong!

I took a break from my spazzing of Hyde-san and went ahead to write a chapter. I hope you'll enjoy this chapter for today but I promise I have another chapter for you soon... really soon... ~ I hope my writing wheel will keep turning these coming days. I don't want to keep you waiting longer >_<

~GN

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connieis1
#1
I cried, I just found out that my fav. person who I meet on Face book and we became friends on there as well as on here has died.My life has sooo many ups and downs that I stop playing on the computer, I am such a bad person, I never new she was taking from us in such a fast way. May god hold you close and may your soul rest in peace as your stories will always be read by us. *hugs* I will miss you and I know you are up there writing your stories.
Vanchintial #2
Chapter 109: It end?? Please continue the story
Vanchintial #3
Chapter 79: I like it.... thanks fo the story and continue to working on it because i am really big fan of lee teuk... thank you
xiaohope #4
Chapter 109: Please continue to update
carlycandybear #5
Chapter 109: Update please <3
huznaaziziah #6
rest in peace author nim~~
clarisaaMorgenstern #7
Chapter 109: Rest in peace authornim. May god bless your soul.
Tikass #8
Please rest in peace, dear one of my fav writers. No matter what, u've been a part of our lifes. I hope u have a more beautiful life there :(
Mugenblue #9
The Fading of Bright Stars

In the years we shared work spaces, seldom did our hours crossed. She worked night shifts, while I move around across different time zones to meet the demands of my profession. She was a luminary; a survivor of countless excisions when the demands of work is lesser than what is required of human resources. And if not for the months-long infirmity last year, she would have endured the most recent culling. She became part of the statistics, only to return when a colleague flew abroad to get married and live with her fiancé.

A fine lady in her early 30's, one would easily mistake her for an East Asian. Her eyes disappear when she smiles, and her porcelain skin is the envy of many. Her gauntly frame, albeit a cause of concern, hardly bothers any. Colleagues would tell she eats nothing but Chippy and Coke. But who are we to forbid her of such pleasures? She delivers, and for all we care, satisfied are we of her job performance.

Talk is an avocation the two of us hardly engage. Reason lies in office hierarchy, but more so, because we respect each other's solitary leanings. But this doesn't mean ambivalence, or hidden disdain. Words may have never articulated what my thoughts were, but I've always regarded her in high esteem.