Insecurities
An Angel's Promise To The Sky
"You look quite cheerful now, Sora-ssi. Did something good happen? I hope you're feeling alright now." The Sound Director noticed after they had finished dubbing her part in Disney's animated movie, Brave, where she dubs the voice of the main character in Korean.
Sora was very thankful to Disney and Pixar for them to choose her from all the artists who auditioned for the voice of Merida and she was also told that she can go and visit the set of Brave in the US as well which made her even more excited when she got the project,
"I'm feeling alright now, Director. I was just a bit down these couple of days but you don't have to mind me." Sora replied and tried to smile at the Director,
But if truth be told, Sora is feeling much worse since that fated day. She still can't beleve that her doctor told her that she's 2 weeks on the way and she was advised that what she's feeling these days are just symptoms that she's pregnant. But of course, she can't tell who's the father of her child.
She can also remember what her doctor asked her,
"Sora-ssi, you do know what they think about women who got pregnant without a husband right? What are you planning to do about your baby?"
There's a lot of things that happened and the situations she is in is making her feeling more nauseous.
"Sora-ssi, gwenchana?" Sora heard her manager say, "Is there something that you're craving to eat? I will get it for you." her manager asked with concern. He is one of the few people in the industry who knows her real condition.
"Manager oppa, I'm not a baby. Don't treat me like a child, please." Sora said softly,
"Yeah right. You're not a baby but you have a baby inside you and you have to eat healthy because of that baby. Moreover, do you want me to be yelled at by that person?" her manager said before smirking,
"Oppa, Jungsoo oppa has a name. He's not just a person." Sora replied, "You seem to be back on giving Jungsoo oppa the cold shoulder these days. Wae?"
"You're asking me? Sora-ssi, you have to understand that you're my talent and I have a lot of plans for you. You were just firm on your decision to stick with Leeteuk-ssi on your relationship with him and he showed me too that he'll take good care of you." her manager said before sighing,
"Guraeseo?" Sora asked,
"But I didn't tell him to marry you fast and make a baby!" her manager slightly yelled out of frustration, "So don't ask me on how I treat him these days. How about your figure? It took you a long time before you can get that body and now you're pregnant."
Sora grinned at her manager before speaking, "You're treating oppa like that but you're saying yes to everything that he's telling you. Tell me, are you really mad at my husband because he married me or what?"
"Yah, Mrs. Park! You're making fun of me on how I treat your husband. I really don't like what he did to you, mind you that." her manager told her, "Good thing that he cooperated when I asked him to keep your marriage and your pregnancy to the media."
"Just like you said, Manager oppa. He really knows how to take care of our relationship and none of them knew that we're already a couple even before I started." Sora answered dreamily, "Oppa, can we go and visit them? I want to see my husband."
"Aish, Park Sora! Just say that you really can't get enough of each other and I'm guessing that he's the one whom you're really craving for other than those weird stuff that you've been eating lately."
"Huh? What do you mean by that? What weird stuff are you talking about?" Sora inquired to her manager,
"What weird I'm talking about? Well it's weird seeing you eating those green mangoes dipped in chocolate fudge ice cream, or the other time where you ate gummy bears with hot chocolate, or like the other day when you..."
"Geumanhae! I get what you mean." Sora said, "Yeah, my tastebuds are sure quite weird lately and I haven't taken a liking for a cup of Americano like I used to. I have been drinking and eating lots of sweets these days." Sora noticed,
"And add to that, you always like to see Leeteuk-ssi. I'm guessing that your child will look like him who enjoys sweets, just like his father." his manager commented,
Sora giggled at the thought, "I guess so. Can we go to the studio and visit oppa later? I really want to see him."
"Ne. I can't say no to you when it comes to that. He's doing Strong Heart later, right? We can go to the studio and see him. I have someone whom I'm going to meet there too, so that's fine." her manager told that made Sora excited.
When they reached the studio, the people there are staring at Sora and her manager and when one of the PDs asked what they are doing there, the manager just gave the excuse that he has someone to talk to and just brought Sora along with him. They walked together up to the Strong Heart's dressing room for Super Junior, who is also in the show as guests.
"Sora-ssi! This is a surprise. What are you doing here?" Eunhyuk asked when he saw them enter the room,
"I just brought Sora here because she said she likes to see Leeteuk-ssi." Sora's manager told, "I have to leave her to you because I have a meeting with one of the Cast Directors for a new show. I will just return later after my meeting."
"Ne. But you have to wait for hyung. He just went out and get us something to eat." Eunhyuk said and showed his gummy smile to Sora, "Are you feeling alright? You're not dizzy or anything, are you?" he then asked with concern,
"Aniyo, Eunhyuk-ssi. I'm feeling alright. I just need a bit of fresh air when I'm like that. But I'm feeling good right now." Sora said after she was offered to have a seat, "I didn't notice that you really are handsome too. Do you always look like that?"
Eunhyuk giggled in reply, "Don't tell me you like your child to look like me, Sora-ya. I'm sure hyung won't like to find out that I look like his son." he joked afterwards,
"Aniyo. I'm sure our child won't look like you because I have my eyes only on Jungsoo oppa and no one else. I just noticed that you really look good, no wonder a lot of girls are in love with you." Sora giggled in return,
"But Donghae-ya looks better than me, though." he then told Sora,
"Ani. You both look really handsome, but you have to admit he has a lot of charm than you." Sora commented, "What's taking oppa so long to come back." she asked when she noticed the span of time she and Eunhyuk have been waiting,
"He might have met some of our fans along the way. They usually sneak up to the corridors to see us. Just be patient though. Do you want anything?" Eunhyuk offered,
"I want Jungsoo oppa." Sora truthfully joked,
"Ah, that I can't give you yet. But you can have Eunhyuk oppa for a change." Eunhyuk joked back and winked at her,
"What are the two of you doing? Why are you offering yourself to Sora-ya, Lee Hyukjae?" Leeteuk suddenly said as he saw the two of them talking,
"Hyung, I was just having a joke with Sora and chatting with her while waiting for you. Where have you..."
Sora saw Leeteuk standing at the door with a beautiful and y girl beside him, with her arms around Leeteuk's,
"Oh In Hye? Why are you clinging your arms to him?" Sora asked slowly, restraining the anger that is building up inside her,
"You're Kang Sora-ssi, right? You're the one with Leeteuk-ah in WGM." In Hye commented as she looked at Sora, "You see..." she started and pulled Leeteuk close to her, "Leeteuk-ah is asking me for lunch today and we just came here to tell Eunhyuk-ssi that he won't be able to join him."
"What are you doing here, Sora-ya? Is there something going on? Did you..." Leeteuk was cut in midsentence when he saw how Sora looked at him fiercely,
"I just came to see someone here, Leeteuk-ssi. No one that matters to you and don't worry about Eunhyuk-ah 'coz I'll be the one to join him for lunch today." Sora said without taking her eyes off Leeteuk,
"Sora-ssi, wait a minute, I didn't..." Eunhyuk protested,
"Can you please join me for lunch instead, Eunhyuk-ah. I'm feeling nauseous now and I feel like vomitting seeing something I don't like." Sora just said straight forwardly before heading to the door, but Leeteuk grabbed her arm to stop her from going,
"Where do you think you're going, Sora-ya? You're here to see me, right?" Leeteuk confirmed,
"Yes, I did came here to see you but it looks like you're busy with someone else so I might as well go." Sora said and met Leeteuk's fierce gaze at her,
"Do you think I will let you go? After you stubbornly asked your manager to come here and see me, you'll just walk away from me?" Do you think you can go just like that?" Leeteuk asked again,
"Yes you will and I don't care about your womanizing ways anymore, too! Maybe you're just like what they say. You make them fall in love with you, then do something with them then leave them just like that!" Sora blurted out all of a sudden out of anger and cried in front of Leeteuk,
"Why are you saying these things, Sora? You know very well that I'm not like that. You have my..." Leeteuk said but Sora blurted out again,
"Yeah right! You're just like that to me 'coz I have your baby!" Sora said emotionally that surprised In Hye,
"Mweo? She's pregnant? Already? I'm ..."
"You're what? You're going to say that I'm stupid and that you're ier than me that's why you got Leeteuk's attention now?!" Sora then said,
Leeteuk just embraced Sora in his arms and hushed her from crying before talking to In Hye, "Yeah, she's pregnant so stop teasing my wife, already. I know that pregnant women are more emotional, so spare my Baby Princess, please."
Sora was surprised on what Leeteuk told In Hye, "She knows about us, Jungsoo oppa?" she asked in a confused tone,
Leeteuk glanced at In Hye and smiled sheepishly before answering Sora, "Well, yeah. She caught me off guard when I was looking at our wedding picture together and she knew that's not from our wedding photos from WGM so she asked me if that's the real thing."
Sora then looked at In Hye and she saw that she's looking back at her with an apologetic look,
"Mianhe, Sora-ssi. I didn't know that you're pregnant but I'm happy that you got to hook this guy on marriage. You see, he asked for my help in creating some news about me and him for you not to be talked about." In Hye began,
"I understand that all media's attention are on the two of you these days and Leeteuk-ssi doesn't want to let them know about the real score. I thought it was about the relationship between the two of you, now I realized it's not only the relationship but your condition."
"And what did you ask on her, Park Jungsoo?" Sora asked in quite a high tone,
"I asked her to let the others think that there's something going on between the two of us, like going on secret dates..." Leeteuk explained sheepishly, "It's just to turn the news away from you. I'm sure that all the fans will be mad at you if they found you're pregnant with our baby and that we're really married too."
"So yeah. You're husband is asking me to be the scapegoat or whatever you call it for the two of you. He'll let the poor, y me to be blamed by his beloved ELFs instead of you." In Hye said jokingly, "You're really lucky to have him, Sora-ssi." she then said and smiled.
"So you mean, this is just for the show on media, hyung?" Eunhyuk then asked, "You're not really together with In Hye noona?"
"Ani. Why would I be with her when I have my wife?" Leeteuk said and held Sora close,
"Then that means you can be with her if I'm not with you, then?" Sora commented,
"She really is a feisty one, Leeteuk-ssi. I think she's jealous of me too." In Hye said and smiled while looking at Leeteuk and Sora, "It seems like it's going to be effective when we show what we supposedly have in media."
"I think so too. But mind you, I won't look on any other woman now. I'm really taken so don't flirt with me." Leeteuk grinned and hugged Sora tightly in his arms.
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