Mingyu sat across from me. I dragged him into the library in the middle of lunch. He couldn't look at me. 

I cleared my throat. "Mingyu,", I said his name and jolted from surprise. I grabbed his hand on the table. "Do you want to break up with me?"

He finally looked at me, but with wide eyes. He shook his head. "I don't.", he replied.

"Then, what are we doing?"

Silence. Both of us knew we were going nowhere. Most especially after that happened. He doesn't even know I know what happened or even about Soonyoung...

He sighed and his grip on my hand grew tighter. "Miyoung, I like you. No, would it be too much to say I love you?

Some things just happened, and I don't know how to face you because of it."

"Mingyu, I-- I saw what happened.", I told him.

"What?" He let go of my hand.

"I know about the kiss with Yerim."

He furrowed his eyebrows. "H-how?"

"Like I said, I saw it." 

"Why didn't you say anything?"

"I didn't want to make you feel bad, so I thought it's best to keep quiet about it."

"Listen, I didn't do anything wrong. She's the one who kissed me."

"I know. I just wanted to talk to you 'cause you've been avoiding me."

"I didn't want to avoid you. I also thought it was best to keep quiet about it."

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